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我在中学投稿篇（三）

2011-01-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

题目：谢谢指导我

窗外下着细雨，我站立窗前，凝望着绵绵的雨丝，点点滴滴敲打在巴蕉叶上。一阵冷风吹来，带来深深的寒意。我把窗关好，躺在床上，却辗转难以成眠。抬头凝视着墙上婆婆的遗照，我不觉坠入深深的回忆里。。。。。。
婆婆会照顾我是因为父母亲都忙着工作。婆婆以前也干过多种行业，从中国南来时，曾种过田，割过胶，卖过鱼，编过草席。她最后三十年还是以畜养鸡，鸭，猪只为生。婆婆都是幸苦的，我也明白，干的事都是男人做的，所以在我心目中，婆婆是“铁金刚”。
婆婆天性严肃，平时不苟言笑，但她也有祥和的一面。每当讲起古代历史小说，如《三国演义》，《红楼梦》的故事情节时，她都会口沫横飞，谈笑风生，令我们做孙儿女或儿女的如痴如醉，沉迷在故事情节里。
婆婆以前勤劳苦干，克勤克俭，几十年来，很少见她到镇上的餐馆吃东西，但对家人却从不吝啬，这一切都是为了她的子女。虽然每一餐都不很丰盛，但鱼肉饭菜，却从没缺乏。这教导了我，该节俭的时候，我们必须节俭，而且要养成储蓄的好习惯，这样我们才可以应付不时之需。
婆婆喜欢抽烟，但在六十岁时医生说她血压高，应戒烟。她竟能就此下了决心将一生最大的嗜好给抛弃，从此不再见她叼着烟斗了。她还劝导我说，抽烟是一个无益而有害的嗜好，抽烟会使人上瘾，叫我千万不可染上恶习。我牢牢记住婆婆所对我说的每一个道理。
如今想来，我的成绩一直能保持那么好，也多感谢婆婆对我的指导及照顾。
谢谢指导我！婆婆。

我在中学投稿篇（二）

2011-01-07T22:23:00.001+08:00

题目：描写学校资源回收比赛的情景和感想

资源的种类繁多，有森林的资源，水的资源，矿产的资源和土的资源。在“资源”里可分出两大类，一种是可再循环，另一种则是不可再循环。不可再循环的有如，水，泥土，煤气和石油等。但是可再循环的物品也不多，只能分为三大类，旧报纸或纸张，玻璃瓶和饮品铝罐而已。
我校在今年2008年3月1日举办了一项资源回收比赛。提出这个建议的当然是本校校长啦！这项活动可以向学生们灌输“保护环境清洁，减少环境污染”的意识。不但这样，我们还可以尽我们人类所应该负的责任，那就是，保护卫生，节省资源和保护大自然，此外，我们也可以从中赚取一点零用钱，这样不是一举两得吗？
在这一星期的比赛的日子里，校长及老师们都非常鼓励学生们从家里带一些旧报纸，玻璃瓶和饮品铝罐来参与这项有意义的比赛。不只校长会在每天早晨的集会上提醒同学们，各个科任的老师也在教课之前向同学们解释及讲述活动的益出。
经过了两天的宣扬后，学生们都各自从他们的家里搬一些旧报纸或玻璃瓶来帮助自己所就读的班级，以获奖励表一张。同学们都非常积极地参与，校长及老师的一番苦心，最终也没白费掉。最令人感到骄傲的是，无论初中或高中的学生，喝完了在下课时所买的饮料，还会分门别类地收集在所准备的大桶内，以方便收购的商人可以很顺利地进行加工。
在这一次这么有意义的活动里，我体会到了我们必须爱护大自然，搞好我们的生活环境，我们要齐心合力保护及帮助我们这惟一的地球。如果我们不这么做，那么这世界也将会因为人们所做所为而毁灭啊！

我在中学投稿篇（一）

2011-01-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

题目：食堂里所见所闻

连续上了四节课，学生们开始不耐烦了，不停望着手表，盼望着十点十五分的到来。
“铃······”下课的铃声终于响起。学生们还来不及向老师致谢礼，就如饿鬼一样，一窝蜂地朝食堂的方向冲去。只见食堂顿时被挤得水泄不通。
在食堂里，看似非常饥饿的学生争先恐后地向食堂员工购买食物。他们有的要米粉汤，有的要零食，有的要杯面，有的要炒饭······单单招呼这一群小顾客，食堂员工就已忙得不可开交了。
此刻的食堂有如菜巴刹，吵闹声四处。学生们个个像刚从笼子里放出来的猴子一样，这里爬，那里跳，跑来跑去。在场没有一位巡察员在执行任务，维持抶序。他们见到顽皮的学生时，他们就会当作根本没事发生。他们还会滥用权力呢！
突然“砯”的一声，原来有一名学生突然站立转身就跑，结果不小心撞到了另一名捧着热腾腾的面汤的学生。碗里的面撒了满地，该名学生的手也被热汤烫伤了，痛得他眼泪直流。巡察员见状，并没有马上去帮忙，还在一边袖手旁观呢！幸亏有老师及时发现，急忙把他带到休息室去上药。
“铃······”上课铃声响起，学生们陆续回到各自的班级，等待老师的到来。食堂又恢复了平静。食堂的员工看着满桌的食物残渣，杯盘狼籍，不禁一边收拾，一边猛摇头。

FinaLLy~

2010-08-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Friday. And it is the scary day for me n my fellow friends who were same class with me in A-level science '09. We all were so nervous for how many days from the hour the result release. In the morning, I woke up at 8am, then after washing myself, I went to servay there to have my breakfast with my parents n my aunts. I ate 3 spoons of bee hoom then I drive to school by myself. I was too nervous and I felt so full tat time. When I reached school, I found tat there were many of them already there. Before we get our result, we took a group photo 1st, which is damn LAME!! hahaha. (BUt i din see any in the newspaper. haha.) After tat, we all went into G7 to get our result. When it is my turn, I was damn nervous. hehe. N FINALLY I got my result. I got an A* in my Chemistry, a C in my Physics(CRAP thing!!!) and an A* in my math. Quite happy with chem n math. But PHy, Haiz!! Don really wish to get this kind of result. hehe. I m waiting for break down marks now. I must go n have a view. Coz I think it is quite impossible. hahaha.
Next, I went to see the new house at Taman Tunku there and pujut area there(cousin's). DAMN NICE the houses there. The ppl there really Rich. Lawyer, shell worker, sports', and Doctor. How stress if i live at tat area. hahaha!! After tat, went to have lunch at hopo. THen I went to straighten my hair!! Hurraaayyy!! Took 3 hours like tat done with it. hehe. Went home, have a nap, continue to go to watch BADMINTON COMPETITION at Kx court. They quite lihai la. All ah pek. got one small boy. Lihai daoooooooo baooooo! At 7p.m, we have our dinner at pujut 7. Enjoy nice food there. Then went home around 9. Play games, watch tv, then SLEEP!! hahaha..
ERM, tat;s all I think abt Yesterday~
Happy!!
Tonight have our(A-level '09) last gathering at Japanese Restaurant at 6p.m. =)
Gonna enjoy it very very very MUCH!!
Congraz to all to get a Good REsult!! =)

Sophia Ching.

Memorable DayzZz~

2010-07-01T22:46:00.001+08:00

Phew~ FINaLLY!!
Today, 1st of July, (Wow, 7 more days I gonna start my class le.. =.=) It is the most important day for all the Bands.. This morning, I woke up at 5a.m then wait for hui ling to fetch me outside my house.. She was so late.. Then we skipped our breakfast.. We straight go school then meet them up.. Luckily we are still on time, they are juz preparing to go into the bus.. I helped them to take the uniform thingy.. Actually many many things to take de.. But..... I din go n help.. hahaha!! How bad M I.. RRSSB grown up already.. Felt proud n happy! Their show was really nice.. Altho there had some mistake.. But overall was so PERFECT! haha.. Dont b so sad 1st.. We still have chance to go to oversea.. Everything will b fine~ =)
The result was out n everyone was sooooo nervous.. We got 58.20, 3rd place.. A bit disappointed but wat to do? We go kill them? hahaha.. Impossible ma.. Hmm.. Let us pray hard then.. =) After tat, few of us(Me,sally,ann,william,nicole,byron,xiao kee,basil,gan lin,zhen wen n jill) went to MarryBrown to have our lunch.. We took 2 hours to finished up with laugh, pictures n talk.. hahaha!! Really FUN!! Especially Basil, he sooooo cute.. He cant tahan when I laugh then I cant tahan when he laugh.. Then both of us laugh like wat in xiao kee's car.. Thankz so much to him to send us to gan lin's house after the 2 hours, around 3p.m.. Then I went back home at 4pm.. After tat, I took a nap until 7.25p.m, cooked mee for myself, then online.. hahaha.. Happy Day~

Hmm.. Let me reverse back to last last week..
On 16th June, We had the class overnight party at yew yan's apartment.. We reached there around 10a.m then prepare this n tat until noon time, we watched norbit.. FUNNY like wat! Then soooooo hungry coz the pizza hut man cant find the house address then nvm lo, we asked them send to the apartment.. Haha.. We have SIX large Pizza with All DIFFERENT favour.. Really Nice! Especially the vege de n the Hawaiian favour de.. Then we play board games n we went to swimming after tat.. BBq was started at the same time during the swimming time.. Hiak hiak!! This time we are so SUCCeSS!! I ate a lot n I learned how to do mash potato which I love very very much.. I will make one to my love s one one day~ Yooo! hahaha.. Hmm.. Then... Oh yea.. me,cathy n ginny slept at 12.30a.m n the others slept at 4 something.. PRO a u all.. hahaha.. Guess wat they did? They went to tanjung in the midnight n they shared ghost story to each others.. The air-con was DAMN COLD!!!!! hahaha..

The next day,17th june, we woke up at 7.40a.m, then we talked too loud n slowly, they all woke up.. hahaha! Very fun.. We played board game n tat was really cool n very fun also.. We played till 'no time' to have our breakfast.. hahaha.. Around 10 i guess, we juz went to Sabah to have our breakfast.. We fooling around when enjoy the food there.. I found tat the foods there is not fresh n not nice to eat compare to last time.. hmm.. Wonder they change the cook or wat.. Around 11 something, we went back to the apartment n cleaned up all the things then we went home.. haha.. Really fun those days..

The following day, 18th June, I woke up at 11a.m then quickly jumped off from my bed n asked mum to start to cook the foods for me to bring to school for the class party(||) with the lecturers.. Mum cooked kueh thiaw n shou4 mian4 for me to share with them.. The lectures said the kueh thiaw was very nice.. Thankz to my Mummy n lecturers.. Hehehe.. Very happy to hear abt tat of coz.. Then other friends brought many nice food also.. Got curry, sandwich, rice, fruits, cakes, n many many Plus mine also.. hehe.. Happy also la tat day.. Then afternoon time, few of us went to imperial to buy the foods for the next day.. Hahaha.. We actually planned 4 days class party continuously.. hahaha!! 1st time experienced it.. We bought many many things n after paid, we went home lo..

The fallowing day, 19th june, early in the morning, the UNFORTUNATELY thing happened to me!!!!! It is soooooo scary n 1st time I experienced it.. Haiz.. Ok, Here how it;s go.. At 6 a.m, I woke up n wish to prepare myself to go to the market near my house to buy the foods tat needed for the day which go to Arvin's house for steamboat to farewell haoZhi actually.. haha.. Suddenly I felt stomachache then I went to toilet.. Who knows it's getting pain n my sweat was dripping down n my hands all were sweating.. After tat I felt tat a bit ok.. I lie down on the sofa let it cool down a bit.. Who knows, it was getting WORST.. The pain comes again.. This time more serious.. I went to toilet again then I also off the fan inside the toilet.. But I still felt so COLD.. I felt like fainting.. I quickly came out from the toilet n SUDDENLY something black black thingy juz cover up my eyes.. I keep screaming n crying.. Everyone was woke by me n they RUN down the staircase.. My godness, I have no energy at all to walk or watever.. I juz ALMOsT FAINT down if they are juz late for a few SECOND.. I can imagine I m already lie on the floor.. Haiz.. Mummy hug me n comfort me at the same time, daddy keep help me to massage my neck area then my whole body was sweating juz like after I played badminton.. This is really UNFORGETABLE.. My bro quickly go kitchen n get some warm salt n gula water to me.. Sis called my friends n messages to my friends to tell them I m not attending the party n the activities.. Haiz.. I actually very full for the day de.. But then my sis cancelled all coz parents not allow me to go.. Haiz.. The plan of the day is actually like this, morning 6a.m go market buy the foods then 9 o'clock morning go Arvin's house to cook the soup for the steamboat then afternoon 2-5p.m I got badminton at Lau's court n 6p.m go Arvin's house to enjoy the steamboat n play my FAVOURITE board game.. CLUE n RISK.. hahaha!!!

Hmm.. I think overall is like tat la.. hahaha..
Enjoy~

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我想跟你说，
在这一年多里，直到了今天，我才发觉到我想你，爱你已是我的习惯了。我还以为我把一切都放下了，谁知道那只是我自己骗自己而已。相信我已学会了很多东西，如何珍惜对方，信任，接受, 以及原谅。谢谢你让我长大了一点。让我感受到失去最需要的人，最爱的人！爱情没有你对我错，错过的，都已不能再回头了。我相信我自己还是爱着你，我每次都逃避，我很不想面对，害怕裂痕再次裂开，我会没有办法把它“逢好”。痕迹是让我记得我们那一，两个月的美好回忆。我每次很想找你，但是我没有那个胆量踏出这一步；我爱你，但是我知道我没有资格。我也知道你和“她”同时也相爱了，在一起了。我更知道，“她”在你心里是唯一，“她”永远比我好！我比不上“她”，我配不上你！虽然你和“她”目前又分开了，但是我感觉到你们还是爱着彼此，虽然已分割两地。我祝福你们幸福噢~！我爱你！=)

Ching~
Quite Happy MooD~
=)

Happy~

2010-06-15T23:56:00.001+08:00

Hahaha!! I should update often liao e.. Everyday so happy n different.. EAT is something tat can make me very very HaPPy n crazy!! haha.. I found tis since last last week after my sis came back.. hahaha!! We have our crazy time when we're together.. haha.. Hmm.. I should start from Sunday I think......

On Sunday, We were so confused tat whether tat day is Father 's day o not.. Then we juz don k la since everyone said so.. Then we went to Boulevard restaurant.. Unfortunately, it was FULL!! Then sis decide to go to grand palace.. After we ordered food, we all chit-chatting there while waiting for the foods to come.. After 15 mins like tat the foods came.. N it tasted SO BAD!! The 1st time we had been there n it is also the last time u go.. We're actually going to complain them.. But suan liao la.. We don go next time then ok le lor.. N it cost us $202++ lagik.. NOT WORTH TO GO!!! Then after tat, we went to Boulevard Shopping mall.. Daddy is going to pay all b'coz none of us brought any money.. Hahahahaha!! But quite ok la.. Juz $168++ only ma.. hahaha.. A very nice num le.. Not bad huh.. =) Then we went home n watching tv together.. hehe.. Then sleeping time, we all muz b go sleep la.. hahaha!!

Monday, I woke up at 9 then watch tv, after tat followed mum to her stall to help her.. Then 5 p.m I went home to prepair the foods for the NIGHT!! Guess wat we have for our dinner?? STEAM-BOAT la duh... hahaha.. Really happy daooooo.. The whole table was covered up with foods.. Happy to see FOODS!! ArgH!! I got crazy again.. haha.. We ate until 8.30p.m then cleaned up.. After tat watched tv again, then got bed earlier.. =)

Today, I got a bit moody la.. Sianz the person!! So beh song me!! Sianz siiii3!!! Suan liao la.. 大人不记小人过，我就放你一马。 =) I wish u happy everyday la with ur 'BLACKEN' heart.. Sh*t u la.. hahaha.. But...................

But night time I so happy ooo.. Mum cooked spagetti for us.. =) YUMMY!!!
This 3 days ate a lot of nice foods!! Damn HAPPY!!! hehe..
Now going to o o lu.. late late already..

TOMORROW SHould be also a NICE daY,
LET's PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!
A-level 09 ROCKZZZZzZzzzzZZ!!!!!!! =)

IF

2010-06-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

IF we meet earlier;
IF we meet everyday;
IF we miss each other each day;
IF we text each other each day;
IF we keep in touch each time;
IF we falling into each other at the same time;
IF we have a chance;
IF we are together;
IF we hold each other hand one day;
IF all the 'IF' happen in my life,
How m I going to face it?

Falling into u is not my fault;
The feeling to u is really different;
The day, the time u found me;
I felt super happy!
But I must tell u,
Ur timing is wrong,
Because I found tat U have another one who already by ur side..

How sad M I?
How to face u next time?
How to forget u?
How to give up as ur name is in my 1st list?
How to reply u when u asked me or chatting with me?
How to forgive if u cheat me?
How to trust u next time?
How to delete ur text in one second again? (I did it ONCE!! =|)
How to say I LOVE YOU from my mouth, from my true heart?
How can u be tat selfish?
How??? Tell me HOW!!

I had fallen into u honestly juz one week ago i guess..
Loving you is the truth already..
Every morning a message for me from u,
Give me confidence before my every exam, every paper,
Comfort me when I m down,
Ur wishes is enough to me..
Thank you very much but still, Friendzz Forever!
But still, hope to see u n hear ur voice..
Ur voice is sweet~ =)
Lastly, wish u happy if I m not mistaken with the 'HER' who is by ur side..
Smile alwayz.. =)
I promised myself not to tell u all this..
Sorry..
B'coz I m afraid tat we r not friend anymore if u noe this..
I noe u never read this, n U never noe I have a blog too..
IF there is a chance, I will let u read this..=)
Wish u n her happy alwayz.. Jia u!!

I noe I gonna meet u very often after my exam..
but never mind.. I can act like there is nothing happen..
Hahaha!! Coz u never noe this.. Blerk!!
hehehehehe!! =)
See u soon, Friendz! Miss u a lot!!

伤心！='(

2010-05-19T19:35:00.001+08:00

今天是我第一天考试，我昨晚读到深夜，眼睛越来越累了，但是为了可以考好成绩，我任了！！复习完了之后，我躺在床上，虽然眼睛是闭着的，但是心情紧张，怎样都睡不着！
今天早上，我六点半就爬起来了！我真的很害怕，冲好凉，吃完早餐，继续复习！7.50a.m, 我就从家里开车到学校去！9 时正，老师就发下考卷给我们，我们就这样开战了！！拿到考卷的我，紧张过度，看到时间一秒秒的跑，感觉不够时间了！因为情绪还遥遥不定，所以在后半小时，我搞扎了，想法也因为紧张而想了太多！考完后，每个人都说超难！！连我们班的天才都说难，都不懂他们是真难还是假难！每次讲难都考个A出来！显不显！！下午考的物理如果没有出差错，是好的，我只是害怕而已！
回到家，睡个大觉！！到现在还是觉得有点不爽！死mechanics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我恨它！！！！！

失望，伤心地一天！！
死考试！考简单一点不是没有人有烦恼咯！笨阿！！！！！

琴是大笨蛋！！！
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=)

2010-05-16T10:13:00.000+08:00

Ouu.. So long time din enter here already.. TOooooooooooooo many things happened.. but lazy to update.. hahaha..
Last month(=.=) went to have buffet as our dinner with cathy n sing.. 3 of us ate a lot and also LAUGH a lot until the malay woman looked at us with her stupid fierce face.. I love the LAMB there.. I fall in love with LAMB already larrr.. hahaha.. Really nice.. I will go back again!! =)
Mother 's day I celebrated 4 times tis year.. The 1st one we celebrate at cousins' house, then the second was at grandma's house, 3rd was my own family which is at jing wu, the 4th time is at Island.. Waseh.. I ate a lot of lamb.. hahaha.. very very happy.. I ate lamb chop at jing wu also.. =) Nice nice!!
Hmm hmm.. So many things I had forgotten.. Let's say these days lor.. Holiday start from last Thursday, but I also manage to go to school early in the morning.. But then me n cathy actually wan to go to pustaka for doing revision in the afternoon.. Who noes the RAIN heavy like wat!!! I drove carefully coz I cant see clearly the front road.. When we reached there, the rain still the same la.. Wait in the car + singing in the car for quite a long time, but then still the same.. Then I sent her back to her house n I go home myself.. Damn things happened tat the stupid rain getting smaller.. =.= but then no choice liao we din study 2gather n we were on the way to go home.. haha.. I reached home, bro nagging me abt the car, then the bad mood started.. I dont k anything n start doing revision for my phy.. After a few hours, I behtahan liao too tired, then I go for a nap on the sofa.. Until 8pm, I juz woke up n have my dinner n continue study.. The 1st day very guai..
Fri, I woke up late.. Then skip my breakfast, watching tv while studying.. But I watch tv more than I study.. hahaha.. Too bad la.. I m wasting my time.. THen afternoon more pro.. Sleep again until 4 something, I quickly jump of from the sofa n continue study.. The weather is super HOT tat day.. No mood also nor.. =( Nite time, went to fo tang which I already skipped it for 6-7 years.. hahaha..
Sat, which is yesterday, EVEN MORE PRO!! haha.. Woke up early in the morning, have my breakfast with main pok.. NOT nice de.. really yucks!!! but I finished it also coz I don wan to waste food ma.. haha.. At the same time, I watch tv also lorrr.. hahaha.. After tat, study for half an hour then david said go badminton boh.. I consider a while, ask mum, then I decide go la.. hahaha.. Hand itchy bobian lor.. Reached there quite many ppl xia, luckily the other court noone is using.. haha.. So lucky de.. Then play play play lor.. Suddenly I realise something goes wrong ler!! The string broke again!! =( Wahh, the second time I broke it liao ler.. waste my money nia lor.. Haiz.. then I juz sit there see they play.. hahaha.. Before we go home, they decide to go out at nite n go for the parade.. I consider AGAIN whether wan go out o not.. haha.. Lastly, I decide to go! haha.. then 5.30p.m, david came n fetch me then went to bumiko there fetch E u n y.how.. haha.. Then we go have dinner 1st at lao peng you cafe.. After a while got 3 ppl joined us also.. Donno who lai de.. But looked familiar.. haha..I guess is Riam teacher.. haha.. Then the rain still haven stop.. we went to parkson walk walk lor.. Then decide to watch movie but E u keep say NO.. haha.. then we all din go.. Juz walk walk at parkson.. Around 7.30p.m, we received a news tat the parade FINISHED liao.. =.= Very very fuNNY!!! hahaha.. Then then then, 8 something we go home.. I reached home at 9 something then rajin lor.. study till 11p.m, eyes gonna drop liao cai went to sleep.. hahaha.. Crazy me!! Exam start on WED.. hahaha..
Funny things is I actually forgot these two night are JAzz Festival event.. hahahahaha.. Luckily I din go this year.. It was raining n I heard tat some those who I dislike also went to the event.. hahaha.. How funny huh.. Thankz god for helping to not see his or her in my life again anymore.. hahaha.. =) Quite happy these days.. haha.. Especially went out n not staying at home grow mushroom.. hahaha..

Here are some announcement,
1. My home has car washing service from 8am to 6pm, if u're interested, but donno where is my house, then can call me.. 0168554598.. thankz..
2. There is a new stall 'Rojak n Ice Kacang' at Island from 1p.m to 5p.m.. It start from 28th May 2010.. Feel free to go n have a try.. =)

I think tat's all lar.. Too long already.. haha..
Bye bye!!
=ChiNg=

This is me.. Real me..

慢慢的开心了~

2010-04-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

考试的事情已经过了，那就别说了。越说越伤心！=(
昨晚的羽球照常，我的技巧烂到。。。我发现我越打，就越多空洞，我太迟钝了，球跌在地板了才动，已经太慢了啦！嗨丫！我想要参加的比赛，希望能如愿以偿。今年我是参与成人的了！哈哈！希望咯！=)
我觉得我越来越笨了！可是我今天才知道其实在过程中我已学会了很多东西，只是我没发觉而已。哈哈！开心一下。嘻嘻~
今天早上有一点闷闷不乐，驾车也有点乱乱来。可能是我太累了，昨晚还熬夜，到十二点才睡！然后早上衰到。。。。。昨晚所赶的功课都没有用到，我有多失望啊，浪费了我的睡觉时间！真的很讨厌你们！！没关系咯，在biology period,我就赶老师要的pass year paper,做完，老师说今天上课。我满头雾水，真的很讨厌今天哦！不懂做么会蒋阿今天。。Lunch break 时，我驾车去姨姨家吃午餐，然后回班吃蛋糕，因为今天是hao zhi's birthday.. 在上下午课时，我很爱睡，很显老师教书咯，越教越难的！厌哦！
放学过后，我去看医生一下，然后自个儿去洗脸，满开心一下！=)
我的到了三个消息，一个坏的两个好的。。
坏的是，我的胃有一点点不好哦！
好的却是：1.脸上的黑头和粉刺都减少了！Yeah!
2.我的肝的脉有好转了，可是还是被叮咛说一定要早睡！
Jazz Festival........
还在考虑要不要去。50% 50%！怎么办？
如果能买到便宜的票我就马上去！！哈哈！！是真的哦！！
如果没有就考虑看看咯。。最近有一点穷啊！哈哈！

就蒋吧！哈哈！
笨蛋的我，慢慢的变聪明了哦！haha！
=HAPPY!!=
Ching~

Haiz~!

2010-04-12T16:28:00.000+08:00

嗨~！
今天我才发觉到我的程度还在半天吊！
今天我的老师分发上个星期所考的考卷了，成绩很不理想！
这次的考试也是临时抱佛脚而考的，在最后一秒所读的。。
这次没有一科是A的。。
我觉得有一点失望！
我的数学和化学只拿了70和66而已，真的有一点吓到。。
我明明觉得可以拿到80的，但是那里知道？
感觉我有一点失败！
物理更不用讲！！烂到没有人有！！连我的眼睛都不相信眼前的一切！
我很希望老师一直可以给我们考试，但只我知道不可能的，因为课程都已经要交完了。。
在这个一个月里，我一定要发奋图强！！
五月十九号就要开战了！！
冲啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

T.T
X.X
~.~
@.@
#.#
(All are dying FACE!!)

Bothering!

2010-04-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

These days I felt so bother.. I m sick of Badminton i admit.. But this is not the main point.. The most important decision I need to make is my FUTURE.. Of coz I m going to further study.. But I choose to Curtin.. I actually got the offer letter from Tasmania University, but lastly, I dint wish to go instead stay here n mayb the last year to Aus.. I have no target, no motivation to do anythings else, juz a DREAM.. haiz.. But then at least my family are all supporting me.. But the things is I cant read their mind, watever they said, should I believe it? This is the thing tat I considered a lot.. About their FEELING.. Mayb some of u guys will say I m thinking too much as they alwayz said so.. But this is juz ME!!! Wat to do? I had been designed like this, I cant blame anyone..
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Ok, here I should say tat, I dont need to change my old style.. If u dont like it, I din force u to close to me.. Juz beware of me, stay far far far away from me as u like, u happy, then ok already lor.. Aiyo.. The most easy thing still need me to teach u.. Hate u the most!!! Dont alwayz show tat to everyone la.. Everyone has a good life or even better than yours a!! Dint talk to u one year liao is a very good thing!! I m happy with wat I do or I did.. Everything is under my estimation, dont need u to worry.. U juz need to worry abt HER, but not me!! CHEH!! I can live my own life without u, k?
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Hmm, Felt BETTER liao.. =) hahaha.. Ok, The mock exam was over ed.. So happy.. But the physics application part I really need to catch up.. I totally LOST.. wth.. I so gonna give up soon.. But I realised tat I still got a chance to get an A for physics coz I retake As.. =( Too bad to hear abt tat horr.. haha.. But I have no choice to.. So I need to take 3 more papers than others.. haiz.. But this is good for me la i noe.. I have no much worries abt my chem n math but the only PHYSIC.. Hope I can still handle it steadily.. I actually got confident during the As exam last year de, but but but.......... I never noe I so poor in phy de.. hahahahaha.. Fine la.. Hope I can get 3 A's or 2 A's n 1B then I satisfied le.. hehehe.. Now juz need to work harder to achieve it.. I believe I can do it this time of coz lorrr.. =0hahaha.. =)

Nothing is impossible!
The key is already in ur hand, juz the matter of u gonna open it o not.. Haha.. I gonna rajin rajin rajin liao.. one more month left to the FINAL.. Btwn, 17th July is the graduation lu.. aha!!

Happy n appreciate watever I have now.. =)

现在的状况！

2010-03-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

记得我刚踏进学院的生活，我们大家都很平等，全部都是用走的。哪里懂，我的老师开始用跑的。我们就也慢慢的用跑的来赶上老师，谁知？老师赚到了一点小钱，就买了一台二手的脚踏车。我们用脚跑；老师骑脚踏车，我们不服气，原本要赶上了又被老师抛在远远的。我们就去赚钱，买了一台二手脚踏车。渐渐的就赶上了！在我们存钱的同时，老师也存到钱了，买了一台摩多车。惨了！我们用尽全力也追不到，只好又开始存钱了。真是的！！结果，我们也买了一台摩多车。yes! 有救了！120m/s everyday.. Finally teacher is juz 2km away from us.. Thankz God.. We are very tired to catch up already le.. Unfortunately, as wat I had guess before, my teacher got married n her husband gave her a car as a present.. Apalah!! She got married with a rich ppl, so live in a Big Big Big house near beach there.. How romantic e.. Then my teacher drove very fast everyday, we ride on the motorcycle, cant do anything more n juz wish to catch up.. We worked very very hard everyday, n therefore finally we got some money to buy a super cheap car.. Then, we use short-cut so tat can catch up as fast as we can.. We drove very fast until the wheels almost fly away.. hahaha!!! After one year, b'coz of the husband wan to give his wife a birthday present, n so he bought an aeroplane for her.. Haiz.. This time, we die lor.. when can we catch up easily? But then, we managed to borrow some money from our parents b;coz we have no choice to do so.. We combined the money n we bought an aeroplane n we fly over n catch up my teacher.. FINaLLY, we did it!! We catched up our teacher!! BUT! The worst things come, my teacher n his husband won a lotto of 1st prize with 1 brilliant.. Ops!! They discuss wat to do with this money, coz they scared later they got robbed.. If put into the bank, they also scared the government will charged them more.. haiz.. too much money also mafan.. At the end, they end up with buying a ROCKET for their 1.5 years anniversary.. haha.. how rich!! At the end, we have no idea with how to earn tat much money to buy a rocket to catch up the teacher.. haha.. So, conclusion, we never catch up until now! It is b;coz teacher is using rocket n we still using aeroplane.. Whahahahahahahahahaha!!!
Ok, Btwn, this is juz a funny story to describe how my studies goes.. haha.. I guess 90% of ppl not understand or cant get wat I mean.. Nvm lar! Once u go college or uni then u noe lor.. When u cant catch up wat the teacher teached, then the story almost end lor.. Once u catch up, teacher or other pros are far apart from u.. =(
Life is like this! So, plz make ur life Amazing n Full with COLOURS!! Dont live in black n white.. =)

*Sorry tat I dont like to type chinese words.. It is a bit hard coz of the pin yin.. haha.. very mafan!!! So I continued with english.. haha.. Although my eng is not PRO but simple one still ok lar.. hahaha..

-Live ur own Life!!-
=ChInG=
=)

Opss, Sorry!

2010-03-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

I m so sorry tat i din update for quite a long time.. Hmm.. It is b'coz I m too lazy to do so n i have no idea wat to write here..
Let's start with End of Jan? Alamak! Still got Feb.. haha.. now March already.. @.@ End of Jan,
Something serious happened to me during tat time.. AS RESULT OUT!! Haha.. 25 of Jan, the result out.. Not quite satisfied with the physics result but wat to do? I decided to re-take it in this coming May/June Exam with my A2 together.. Hope I can success nor! haha.. Well, my result was, A in chem, A in math, BUT C in phy.. Aduh! Haha.. The feeling when I took this result was 50% happy 50% sad.. Once I got it, I called my parent n told them but their reaction was juz 'HAR?!'... When I heard tat I also heart break.. Nevermind!! I have my second chance.. =) Wish everything goes FINE.. May god bless..
Feb,
The story is quite long, but let's skip some nonsense.. hahahahaha!! Chinese new year is so much different this year compare to last few years.. haha.. Or else I should also say this year is my year n the LUKIest year or the BEST year of mine! Yo! haha.. I have the confident to do everything this year, n I got also my plans for my future.. haha.. Back to New Year, 13rd of Feb, I went out at 11 something with my bro n sis.. Then 12 a.m, we reached home.. Daddy n mummy were there waiting for us to play firecracker.. haha.. Till 1 something i guess, we all go to bed le.. The next day, we went to Brunei to have visit to my Aunt n my parents' boss.. haha.. Got Angpao oo!! ahahaha.. 15th, Went to grandma's house makan, then gambling with kids.. I lost so many a!! Argh.. About 60 to 70 RM.. =( We stay whole day at grandma's house.. Then next next next, of coz went to my relatives' house.. Kinda busy until 18th or 19th, we juz got stay at home.. haha.. Gambling everyday with different ppl.. N this year no open house for Friendss but got a open house juz for ALL the relatives la.. haha.. Imagine if other ppl come, my home will burst a.. Too many kids liao.. I help here help there, kinda tired lor.. Erm, wat else? Everyday GAMBLING nia.. hahahahaha!! Lost nvm, as long as everyone is happy with it.. =)
March, which is NOW!!
I start to preparing for the coming mock exam on 4th April to 9th April 10', then May FINAL then July GRADUATE!! How fast! Haha.. I decide not to do revision at last mins as wat I did last year, n END with a C!! At least a B ma.. So confident but yet got a disappointed grade.. Sooooooooo SH**!! Erm.. Last fri, I saw a Levi's watch.. How nice u noe?? But cost me $160.. I m still consider whether buy or NOT.. haha.. I think nothing much already.. wat do u wan to noe juz tell me then.. Lack of Idea of wat to write liao.. =/
Ok, here are the timetable for my FINAL!!
19th May Physics paper 1 Objective (which I re-take)
19th May Math paper 4 Mechanics
28th May Physics paper 4 application + A2
28th May Math paper 3 pure math 3
31st May Chemistry paper 5 application
08th June Chemistry paper 4 A2
09th June Physics paper 2 Structure questions (RE-take sub)
09th June Physics paper 5 Practical without lab work
25th June Physics paper 3 Practical lab work (Re-take sub)
Tat's all for the exam schedule..
Wish me all the best in the coming exam.. =)

=ChInG with complicated life=
~Secret~

Tag By Cynthia~

2010-03-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

规则:
① 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
② 请传给另外十个人
③ 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!
④ 这当中的十位不得拒绝
⑤ 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
⑥ 这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福
坐上幸福热气球，开始咯

幸福热气球：第一阶段
① 绰号：Ching x2
② 星座：天蝎座
③ 生日：26/10/1991
④ 兴趣：Stay at home
⑤ 血型：B
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：Everything tat Belongs to ME
⑦ 最討厭的东西：All the insects n some of the human beings

幸福热气球：第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗?: No
② 有交往吗：No
③ 幸福吗：Donno who is tat him Yet
④ 他很爱你吗：Not sure yet
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么：How are you??? hahaha

幸福热气球：第三阶段
① 你被谁点：Cynthia
② 他是你的谁：Friend
③ 他的个性是：cute n a funny gal
④ 他长得怎样：nice
⑤ 跟他认识多久：2 to 3 years? I guess more than tat
④ 你想要怎样的生活：Of coz a NICE one
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：Of coz la
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：Yup
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：Yup
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：No
⑨ 你很专情吗：Cannot ask me.. Should ask the guy
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：YEA!!!
Ⅰ 你喜欢唱歌吗：Sing for fun only e

开始点名

1. Chiaw Hui
2. Charlyn Teo
3. David Low
4. Derek Kho
5. Fliss
6. Hui Lu
7. Mei Fen
8. Roger Ling
9. Simon Chew
10. Simon Song

「五号跟谁谈恋爱」
-I donno boh..

「一号是男的还是女的」
-girl..

「六号人很好吗」
-YUP..

「九号很色吗」
-Of coz No..

「七号跟三号在一起吗]
-No lar.. They donno each other i guess..

「八号是单身吗]
-Erm.. Should ask him..

「十号喜欢一号吗」
-NO lar.. They donno each other..

「五号读那间学校」
-Currently not studying..

「六号喜欢谁」
-Paiseh.. I donno also..

「二号喜欢唱歌吗」
-Never hear b4..

「你爱七号吗]
-I m not lesbian.. =.=

「三号住哪]
-Pujut..

「十号跟你告白」
-Impossible..

「四号有宠物吗」
-Got dog e..

如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :
①Wish to get satisfied result in the A-level..
②Wish me n my family happy everyday n stay healthy!
③Wish 'we' can contact each other asap.. =)

RainyDay=EMO day

2010-01-14T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. I hate RAINING!! Everywhere is very WET!!
Well, as wat I said, rainy day is my Emo day actually..
From last night, it was raining Heavily n for me, it was very scary.. After watched tv, I did some revision of my math.. Suddenly, the sound of the rain is getting louder n obviously, the rain is damn heavy n very serious.. I scared there is no electricity as I was alone at living room.. Then I quickly ran to my room n acting I was sleeping n pretent there is nothing happen.. Aduh! How come I so laoya.. Ish!!
This morning, I woke up at 7a.m, coz my 2 noisy alarms were bising bising there.. I went to cook for myself n took bath b4 I went to school.. It was raining in the morning when I m the way to school.. Haiz.. Again, I HATE it!! Morning was math n phy periods.. No mood to study today, I also donno y.. Hate tat feeling very very much.. Hate myself to be so lazy to think also.. Hmm.. Wat to do??? THen at 10 like tat, me n cathy went to bank do some staff then we went to eat dim sam at 2020 cafe.. hahaha!! When I was outing, I was damn HAppY, donno y also.. hehe.. Mayb Dont need to suffer with the new things tat we had learned.. THen we went to PUSTAKA! haha.. wat wind blow us there I also donno.. whahaha!! Around 12.05p.m, we went to kaya n toast to makan nasi.. haha.. I ordered Nasi Lemak Special while cathy ordered Nasi Lemak Biasa.. hahaha.. Not bad.. I think I will go there eat again.. hehehe.. Erm, then we go back to school larrr.. Haiz.. Sianz.. need study again.. haha!!
Here are some random pics..

Dim Sam 1..

Dim Sam 2.. hahaha..

Emo when driving home Alone in the Rain!! ='(

Me again!!

Me once again with Moody mOOd.. =/

Oh ya, this is me when I went out with Fen, Mandy, Fliss, Sam, George, Vin n Jiet.. I forgot to upload.. haha.. So I juz upload it sini.. =)

Me..

Another silly me.. haha.. =)

Tat's all for today..
=ChInG=
=Moody larrrrr, DUH!!=
=/

A great start of year 2010!!!!!

2010-01-09T16:45:00.002+08:00

Ouu.. So long din update le.. haha.. Quite busy this week, coz I need to catch up everything n recalled back those which the teacher already tought de.. hahaha..
Ok, erm.. where should I start le.. haha..
Let start from 2-01-10, me n few of my friends went to sing.. haha.. They love to sing obviously.. Everywhere leave comments with SING.. hahaha.. Oh yea.. I went with Cathy, Simon, David, Hh, Roger n Ronny.. haha.. Tat Roger made me speechless.. haha..
Then the next thing is abt my school day.. I went to school zun zun 8a.m.. Earlier than teacher means I m not Late.. haha.. The most suffering subject is Chemistry.. Coz a lot of things need to apply it in n remember I MISSED the class like one week ee, last year.. So I need to catch up n do more works than others do.. Math is still ok, but then I need to self study for the chapter which I din attended.. That chapter is hard coz all abt differentiate n integration of TRIGO!!! Trigo got many formulae.. I hate to memories things so I dont memorise much.. Only simple one I remember.. haha.. Physics still ok.. A lot of theory.. I still left behind with 2 chapters.. Life is difficult if u r the only one who left behind.. haiz.. But I got confident I can da better than last year.. hehe.. =)
Yesterday, I drove myself to school n we actually got quiz on tat day.. Which was in the afternoon, a tiring n sleepy afternoon also.. haha.. I dint study a lot with it n it was not only one chapter but FIVE.. haha.. But I m ok with the questions.. hehe.. Juz not enough time to finished it.. After tat quiz, I realize my neck n my back were very very uncomfortable.. damn it!! Neck pain coz too tall liao as wat Hj said.. haha.. Night time, I went out with 'OLD' friends.. haha.. Erm, we were like quite a while we din meet liao.. Last nite quite many ppl.. Me, Fen, Mandy, Fliss, Jiet, Arvin, Sam, n George.. We met at Pizza Hut around 7.30p.m.. But then the services is too lousy n terrible.. No aircon also.. Everyone hot like wat there.. haha.. We finished makan around 9++p.m. Then dicided to where to go.. Lastly, we all went to Sport Cafe for playing cards.. The punishment was whoever lose the games, who gonna sing.. haha.. But I went back early, abt 11.30p.m.. Before I went home, jiet lose 3 games, george lose 2 i think n vin also lose 1 if i m not mistaken.. haha.. Quite fun.. After I went home, I donno liao.. haha.. Reached home, took a bath then Pig-Pig-ING.. whahaha!!
Today, I woke up early n study a while, cooked instant mee for breakfast to me, myself.. haha.. Erm.. My backbone is quite ok already after I went to adjustment last Thursday.. Tat day really cant sit proporly n sit a while only then beh-tahan liao.. =( Luckily now Not tat suffering with it anymore.. But then I still move abnormally.. Din jump here n there luu.. Juz like an OLD WOMEN.. =.= hahaha..
Erm.. I think I should stop here liao.. A long post abt this week.. haha..
Okok.. Bye-Bye.. See u all soon~

-ChInG-cHiNg-
-happy larrr-
=)

31-12-2009

2009-12-31T22:38:00.001+08:00

Ouuu.. Today is da last day of year 2009!!!
Wish every sadness in this year will be all GONE!
TOMORROW will be a very new YEAR n DAY for me n my Family!
Okay, everything will be a HISTORY!*yesterday was a history for today! Yo!*
N we should face forward ALL the time n shouldn't look backward anymore!
Once the things were passed, it was PASSED!
We cant do anything abt our HISTORY!
HAhaha.. =Erm.. I m too serious.. haha..=

*Donno wat to type liao*
N I realized tat in December, I only got THREE POSTS!
hahaha..

I m too happy to welcoming the NEW YEAR to come!
one n a half hour MORE!

Wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2010!!!
May all the wishes COME TRUE!
Wish everyone HEALTHY, ALL THE BEST thru-out the year, 2010, N HAPPY ALWAYZZ!!!

*DOnno wat to write liao, when I got idea, then I will post again!! HAhaha!!*
-HAPPY MOOD-

=ChInG=
=)

Ching is Finally Back!!! =)

2009-12-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

Ching is FINALLY back to NORMAL n escaped from nightmare!!!
Thankz God!!!

After I wrote my last post, I felt comfortable n my mind is getting clear as wat I should do n wat I shouldn't n wat I m going to do next.. Hehe..
I m so happy today..
Thinking of my target for next year..
Worrying my result.. >.<
If I m not satisfied for it, I will pay myself for re-sit..
I noe I shouldn't have too high expectation but I wish to reached my goal.. Tat's it.. =)
I wish my result wont disappoint me.. Hehe..
Jia you, BaoBei!!!
All the BEST to me.. Yo!!

Today, I woke up early in the morning, I think it was 9 a.m.. haha.. Then had my breakfast with daddy n mummy at sun city.. Then afternoon, we went to grandma's house again.. I watched tv whole day.. Games seldom play liao.. Haha.. Now addicted to BOOKS.. I read a few story books in this two weeks, n I did some maths' works.. Night time, we had dinner at krokop 5 there n after tat we went to 'Labuan pub' there eat FISH.. The taste quite ok, we all enjoyed n love it so much.. Hehe.. Before we went home, we went to 'huang san he' bought my doggies' foods n our snackssss.. =) Haha.. N We reached home at 9p.m..
Actually I have nothing to post, but my hands 'itcy' lor, click here n there donno wat to do, then I juz post a random post here lor.. hehe..

2 more days to 2010.. A very new start for me.. Hehez.. =)
Everyday is my happy day from today.. YEAHH!!!
-Ching-
=Happy Day n Had a fantastic mood da whole day!!=

Nightmare!!

2009-12-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

Ok, how m I going to start with the nightmare tat I had mentioned as my title?
Hmm.. Nowadays, Dengue is so much popular in this few months.. I heard tat Krokop, pujut n somewhere else are black area for these..
Unfortunately, me n my mum got bited by MOSQUITO.. My dad sent us to hospital n in the afternoon, we went home again.. We had been told by my dad's friends tat drink some papaya leaf 'juice' can recover faster.. We drank.. It tasted TERRIBLE.. A bit bitter n smell sucks.. My mum was more serious than me.. She felt vomiting every time n didn't have her meal for many days.. She was sent to hospital again.. She stayed there for 8 days if i m not mistaken.. I felt so sad n moody everyday.. I wish mum recover as soon as possible.. Dad did all the housework, n I help him of coz.. N we KILLED all the mosquito.. Government is sucks in doing works.. Really stupid the government.. ppl kena liao juz come n spray the surrounding of my house.. Pig la!! SO lagging one meh.. Ish..
Now, everyone is ok already n need to eat more vitamins thingy.. I felt happy coz everything was FINE.. FIANLLY!!
We having all our meals at my grandma's house nearly one month.. until today, we also go to grandma's house to eat.. We bought a lot of foods there.. =)
Within this month, I had nightmare every night until last night.. I donno wat had happened to me.. I dont dare to close my eyes even a nap in the afternoon I also skipped it.. I dont noe wat's going so wrong to me.. Hmm.. I did told my parents abt it n we did tried to change the 'feng-sui' of my room, but still the same.. Last night slept with parents also the same things happened to me.. Haiz.. Once I closed my eyes, all the image n my thinking were all abt HOSPITAL.. I think is b'coz I m too worry abt tat n I still cant forget the day tat I take k of my mum in hospital n I didn't sleep well there.. Haiz.. I really scared of closing my eyes again.. ='(
Haiz.. I m so scared, Scared, SCared, SCAred,SCARed,SCAREd,SCARED!!!!!!!!!
Help ME!!!!!!!!!!!
-Ching-
='(

I love it so much!!

2009-11-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

I love my life now.. I really really love it.. Today, I woke up at 7.25a.m. then playing with the computer games which introduced by wan sing.. The guitar Geek.. I so addicted to it.. Coz it was really FUN.. Then I had my breakfast with aunt n uncle n cousin at Yakin Cafe Miri.. Then I reached home abt 10.30 then went out again with mum.. I very tired coz I got SICK last Thursday.. =( Now got sore throat, flu n cough.. Really sianz.. Then noon time, I went to grandma's house n met hh there.. Until almost 3p.m, I went back to my grandma's house picked by hh.. N then I go home take my clothes n ready to go to swimming.. I loved swimming currently.. Love love love.. hahahahaha!! [More picture at facebook for the activities tat I attended.. =) ] Then mum picked me at 6 something I think lar.. Then went to have dinner outside again.. Not bad lar the food, quite nice lar the taste BUT with a BIG plate n a LITTLE of food.. I so angry with their attitude.. Really impolite!!!!! Then now I m writing abt this for recording the Best moment tat we had together.. =) Wish there is next time for our FUN day!! Yahooooo!!!

I gonna rest earlier today.. I m so tired..
Tomorrow will be a BETTER day!! Yeah!!! Whahaha!! =)
-A simple post from me, Sophia!-
=Tired= =/

My situation right now.. T.T

2009-11-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

I donno wat should I do next.
I donno wat m I going to do next.
I donno how to face you anymore.
I donno how to communicate with u somemore.
I donno how much u hate me.
I donno wat did u do behind me.
I donno how can I forget about it.
I donno why are we still friend.
I donno why I m so unlucky.
I donno how to put down the passed.
I donno who M I lately.
I donno whether someone is still missing me.
I donno who love me but I know my family Do of coz.
I donno who to trust now.
I donno wat is called FRIEND.
I donno why I m so useless.
I donno why I cant think positively.
I donno why I m not attractive anymore.
I donno why I did those Silly mistake in the CIE.
I donno wat is the result will be.
I donno why m I so emo.
I donno whether my parents felt disappointed to me.
I donno If I go sg then my parents will be very bored o not.
I donno whether my sis is bothering abt the uni.
I donno whether my bro will angry me if he noe tat I broke his radio.

I noe I m very BAD.
I noe I keep Saying nonsense tat this world is UNFAIR.
I noe I did not do well in the CIE.
I noe I lose to myself.
I noe my result drop seriously.
I noe I gonna get rotan after I get my result next year.
I noe I m not the perfect one in anyone of your heart.
I noe I cant get straight A's in this Exam.
I noe I really fed ed up of this exam n I gonna GIVE UP.
I noe I m the worst in my family.
I noe they dont like to listen to my story everytime.
I noe the 'team' is really heartless n useless to let me work like a Shit.
I noe I m not the ONE in someone's heart.
I noe I love my family.
I noe my family love me TOO.
I noe friends are likely to be enemy someday.
I noe WE dont have the fate to be together.
I noe I m juz wasting my time to complaint complaint here.

I promise tat after this As exam, I gonna work hard for the A2.
I noe it is too late but it's ok tat at least I try my best.
I promise I will face forward n head to Singapore for further studies.
I promise I will let everyone noe how successful I m.
I agreed that they will regret as wat they did.

*I will publish out my result after I received it on 27 Jan 2010.
See how terrible it is. T.T

Everything is not in my expectation.
B'coz of the papers tat I sat those daysssss.
Really sad n BAD.. X.x
IS it because of the high expectation from everyone, n therefore I m so depressed after I sat the CIE??
Haiz..... I m so SORRY!!! I promise this is the LAST time I get such poor result.
I should CHeer Up by NOW!!

=)

Late Update!

2009-10-31T11:19:00.001+08:00

Sorry tat I was late for 1 week.. Last week was my 18th Birthday.. There was a surprise party held at Siamese Secret n Sport Cafe..
The story goes like this,
Cathy was asking me for a dinner on Sat coz my birhtday is around the corner.. Then we had dicided where to go n etc.. I didn't realise tat I got fool by all of them.. Coz only me n her noe we r going out on tat nite without telling others.. On Sat, around 7.10p.m, Cathy came n picked me up n we reached there about 15 or 20 mins later.. We found a seat n sat down, ordered foods then watching tv there.. haha.. Around 8p.m, I heard a familiar sound clearly from my back, once I turned my head over, Oh My....... It was THEM!! haha.. I so surprise n paiseh ler.. It was so late also.. haha.. They were so success tat I never think abt tat.. =.= They so pro again, didn't talk any of it in school.. Pro Pro!! hahaha.. After finished our food, they sang Birthday song to me then eat the cake.. Quite nice.. But the Price was nice also.. >.< Aduhai, I m so sorry tat let u guys spent so much tat night.. =( Sorry, But very Thank You Thank You Thank You to u guysss o.. =) Opss.. The price was RM 232.23.. Nice number btwn.. Haha.. After tat, It was 10p.m, we went to Sport Cafe which suggested by Kim Fui.. Haha.. 1st time I entered it, n felt strange also.. We sang one song only.. =( Me n Hui Jin sang together 祝我生日快乐 n Cathy n Kim Fui sang 男人女人.. It was fun actually.. We drank beer? at the same time.. Haha.. I met Fliss there n it was her birthday zun zun tat day, but I failed to celebrate with her.. Sorry n Happy Belated Birthday.. =) The we went home around 11++p.m..

Erm.. There is plenty of details n I lazy to type already.. Anyways, THANK YOU so much, GUYS!! Love u all!! =)

Here is the group photo..

From left hand side, Cathy, Jia Hui, Hui Jin, Ching, Arvin, Noorul, Esther, Kim Fui, Karlyn..

WOrds from Ching, I really happy tat day n it should be a memorable day for me in my life as well.. Once again, THANK YOU SO MUCH, GUYS!! Muakzz! Again, Happy 18th Birthday to Ching.. =)

More pics at facebook.. Feel free to have a look.. Thankzzz!! =)

CrazyThursday?

2009-10-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

Actually no mood to update my blog de. But bo bian lor, jia hui asked me to update. Haha. ok lor, Then let's share to u all wat had happened today. Today is Thursday lor. Raining raining there, very sianz. Luckily dint wear slipper to school. The weather was damn BAD n made me bother the whole day. The class is DAMN noisy also especially physics class in the afternoon. Some of those memang bo otak a. Sianz to hear their Voice. Canteen's food is getting LOUSY n I still need to stay there abt 1 more year. Argh! All the foods were ORange in colour seems so disgusting. Yucks!! Everyday eat kolok-mee also will sianz de e. So shit! When they gonna change the foods o? Plz la.. Today went to marrybrown for lunch with jia hui, cathy, esther n karlyn. We had ordered porridge n We actually wanna COMPLAINT them. Haha. Tat jia hui lor! Ish.. haha.. Honestly, there is very dirty n the spoon are damn damn damn dirty. We washed it b4 used BUT BUT BUT still very dirty. Eeee... I wan go on MON coz got my favourite set meal n got 20% discount ONLY on mon. Haha. Then the 2 hours physics time, we super hyper active, played around in the beginning of the class. Really sianz of the Cambridge International Examinations coz it juz take so long time to finished juz FOUR subjects MAN!! From 15Oct until 20Nov a!! Then pity us lor. Continue class until 3rd Dec09. Coz we r too lousy.. haha.. Really lar!!

I post these pics on purpose. Who asked jia hui wan me to update. Hahaha!!

-This is her car lor. Rich ppl. Drive new car! Haha. 1st time she parked her car so steady n straight in the parking place. Haha!-

-Pro Cathy! Almost kissed jia hui's butt. hahaha. See how rich they r! Drive expensive car. Hahaha!-

-Neh!! My PRO physics teacher is discussing the ans with us. Haha. He so cute!-

-Nah! This is jia hui who juz sit in front of me. Haha. Easy to jio her as I used to.. hahaha! She was so hot n faning herself(Excuse me, we r in air-con room e! Haha! Weird jia hui! hahahahahahaha!!) But unforturnately, She can BULLY Ching so easily aswell. Hahaha!!-

Hoi!! Friendship is so magic. Dont spoil it n be friends forever GUYS! Haha!
Stay sweet everyone n do not forget our CRAZY time! Yo!!~

Yeah! Different ler!!

2009-09-28T23:53:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday was 26th of September, me n my parents had been invited to a wedding dinner at Imperial hotel, ball room which is at 5th floor. We managed to reach there earlier, erm it was abt 6.50p.m something. We sat at table no.53 n it was juz beside the stage. We had a clear looked for the 'prince n princess' of the nite. They are nice anyway. haha. When the ceremony started, there was a 3-years-old kid sang a song. She is damn CUTE. But her voice juz like a KID. Whahaha. I din took any pic of her coz I m shy to do so. haha. I wear a singlet n skirt tat nite, n I realised tat I don have any others nice dress or watever. So, I decided to wear something Simple. hehe. Here are the pics tat I took after I reached home with my web cam. =) Here we go,

Take 1,

Take 2,

I m not gonna put all here coz some are not really satisfied with it. hehe. I prefer this two. =)
Oh yea. The foods was so special, it was not same as other restaurant. I ate the lamb, It was actually nice n that was the 2nd times I ate LAMB. haha. The smell was weird but I felt ok with it. =) I love the foods there. haha.

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Next, Here are the schedule for the coming As FINAL which I keep mention in the last last last post. Wish I all the Best n grab a Fantastic result so tat I wont waste the money n TIME. I sure I can do it.
My target of coz 3 A's. Physics, Chemistry n math MUZ get an A's but I more prefer my math can get an A*. THe * means tat almost perfect score. THis is my target!! CT i didn't care much obviously. I can get a PASS then good enough already. Haha.

Schedule of the FINAL exam, (Time are not confirm yet for As)
15 Oct Pure math 1 (Math)
21 Oct Thinking skills Multiple Questions
23 Oct (UEC-RRSS) Physics 1.55p.m.-4.30p.m.
26 Oct (UEC-RRSS) Add-math (1) 8.25a.m.-11.45a.m.
27 Oct Thinking Skills Structure Questions
29 Oct Chemistry practical
03 Nov Physics Practical
04 Nov Math Statistics
04 Nov Chemistry Structure Questions
13 Nov Physics Multiple Choices
16 Nov Physics Structure Questions
20 Nov Chemistry Multiple Choices

Last?

2009-09-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my one week holiday. Within this week, I did nothing n juz relaxing until today. I was so moody in this week which i couldn't find any reason also. I felt so down n I actually din msn or message quite often b'coz of the receiver never reply it. I m fine b'coz I get used of being a lonely women. I m so GLAD tat I wasn't do any of my homeworks n getting ready to be scolded by the teacher the next day. I m READY!
Remember last time, I didn't finished juz one set of my exercise then i got scold. I felt so sorry to myself but not the teacher. I hate abt tat because tat was juz my 1st time tat I din finished her homework. I asked myself not to hate the teacher but I juz cant control myself. I hate the world but I still cant blame the God. B'coz i noe i m the one who do wrong things. I blame myself more! I m ok with the teacher who never scold the guys in my class who din finished the works. I hate the teacher become so UNFAIR. Guys or Gals are equal dont u noe tat?? There is no one who will listen to me n yet I still donno wat did I do wrong to him/her. Juz b'coz of last week? I wish...... Haiz. It is too late to explain to u or to me n I noe u will never ever listen to me anymore. The exam is around the corner n I should off myself n else force myself to study but not missing u the whole day, day dreaming everytime or waiting for ur message day or nite. I shouldn't expect u to love me but I wish we can be friend like last time. U never noe I m talking abt u but FINE!! Everything was overed n now i should start studying but not waiting until I regret abt my studies like last time. I noe wat I m doing n I m very sure tat this is my way. U got ur ways but I also have mine. Now, I will concentrate on my studies more n i will seldom on9. If u understand me, U will come n find me coz I need u. I must tell u tat TRUST UR FEEL n dont feel regret next time. Find the one who U love the most. I donno when I m going to oversea for my studies n I also donno when I will forget about u n leave the world. Lastly, I miss u n love u.. But I couldn't find the way to ur heart. Sorry, plz forgive me!

=Ching=

Friday! CrAP!

2009-09-04T23:19:00.001+08:00

I hate today! Today is Friday.. I had a terrible dream last nite or else i can called it this early morning.. I dreamt abt a green GHOST.. GOSH!! I actually scared of this kinda of thingy.. Haiz.. I woke up at 8.30 a.m this morning n told my parents wat i had dreamt abt then they said i was juz stressed out myself n mayb I m thinking too much coz this month is ghost festival or I m bothering abt TAT thing again.. I cant stop myself to think abt him each time.. Wat is this mean? I doesn't wish this to happen also but wat can i do? wash my brain? how? Tell me plz!!! Ok, I then went to bath n had my breakfast then went to school. I dont like the CT class n so I alway go late. I reached school at abt 9.10a.m. I sat in the class n realise tat I didn't bring my jacket to school today. Obviously, my memories gonna lose so soon n my brain is Full of *SHit*. I stored too much studies thingy into it due to i m going to have my MOck exam next week. Haiz.. Today I felt uncomfortable b'coz I gonna SICK le. Not love sick plz.. I got sore throat today n a bit of fever. Haiz. Every exam period like this de. Wat's wrong???? I hate tat!! Since primary school, I alwayz sick at the exam period n remember i had my almost every semester exams in the teachers' staff room. But now it is different story already. No more caring like a Mummy. Last last month which was JULY n I had a semester test, I also got sick for one week which is my study week, within tat week, I didn't study at all. Haiz.. How come there is a lot of unnecessary things happened to me when it is in a very important time?? Crap la!! Times go so fast. Monday will have my chemistry exam which I worried the MOST. Coz I love tat sub b'coz it is challenging. hehe. U can said I m crazy. haha. Then Tuesday is math which I had too much confidence on it n alwayz did careless mistakes n rushing to finished it faster.. wed I will off on tat day n thurs I have my physics test n afternoon time I actually have a Badminton Competition at RIT. No idea abt it coz every teams are average. Haiz. Fri i will have my CT exam which is the sub tat I HATE the most. =( Hmm..

I miss him very much today!
I HATE today!
I hate myself when I miSS Him..
I hate myself alwayz GET SICK!!!!
Shit!!!
Hate hate hate!!

Sophia Chiiiing..
Hate!!!!! =(

爱上不该爱的人

2009-09-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

最近心情很复杂。我觉得并不是考试要到了，而觉得是感情上的事情。爱到底是什么？我怎么知道我已爱上了他呢？之前的感情事件我已彻底的忘了。我也不知道我是怎么办到的。甜蜜的感觉都消失在我的世界里了。我不相信永远，也不相信承诺。我只相信眼前的一切，之前就算是我瞎了，有了不应该有的爱情。我很笨没有错，也很丑，所以我觉得我不配，你们都对！算了，现在在我的脑海里藏着一个人，时时刻刻他都会浮现在我的脑海里，这代表着什么？难道这就是所谓的爱吗？有时我很喜欢和他聊天，但是我恨他消失。我也不知道我自己，我不敢去爱他，还怕他会有一天也会不爱我，这不是历史重演吗？我害怕这一天的到来，害怕爱他太多。有时我还会猜想他在那里，在干些什么。有时也会吃醋，听他口口声声说那女孩的故事时，我会胡思乱想，他会不会喜欢的是她而不是我。我很想看到他，但又很恨看到他，他的冷漠，每次都让我很生气。生气并不是每次暴力的生气，而是斗斗他的生气。他让我开心，这是我很认可的。我不敢去找他，害怕他不理我，闲我烦。我只好等他主动来找我，那就足够了。聊天其实可以让我很开心，我喜欢找他发泄，把不开心的事都丢给他，过后的我一定很开心。=）

我很肯定我自己，我不可以喜欢他，也不可以爱上他。

虽然我觉得是爱上或喜欢上了他，但是我万万不可以这么做。

因为我已爱上了不该爱的人，就是我所谓的‘他’！ =（

-爱-

Sophia Ching.. >.<

A special post for Wawa, my Baby..... ='(

2009-08-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

Let's me introduce her..

Name: Wawa
Age: Nearly 1 years old
Description: Active n brings happiness to Kiew's Family
Date of dead: 14-08-09
Reason: I donno..!! 90% is sicK..

Everything was happened yesterday.. Yesterday was Friday obviously, I went to school at 9a.m sharp.. Mummy fetched me to school n wawa was followed too.. Coz mum decided to bring her to Bettie there to check up after going market.. I played with her in the car as usual then it was very cute tat she actually 'standing' up n enjoy the view outside.. 1st time I saw her do this kinda of things.. Now I juz realize tat she gonna dead so soon.. Haiz.. After my class, I went to kat's house to revise for the coming exam few weeks later.. After tat mum picked me home.. When I reached home, I shout on WAWA loud, But I din hear her sound n her 'ling long' sounds.. I self weird on it at 1st, n find around my house, then din't find her.. Oh damn, I was so worried n mum asked me to call dad whether he brought her to walk walk or wat.. But....!!! My dad said, It WAS DEAD!!!! Unfortunately we r too late to send her to Bettie.. Haiz! Wat's wrong???? Wat happened to it? Why leave us so sudden?? WHY??? I dont believe it n i wished my dad was cheating me.. But it was THE TRUTH n cant change anything le.. Haiz.. The tears dripping down when me n mum received the bAd news.. Then I went to bathroom, crying while bathing.. After tat, I had my dinner with whole family n we didn't even talked to each others n juz keep quiet the whole nite.. I m crying during the dinner time also.. Cousin also din talk n he might noe wat had happened also.. Brother came back n shout to wawa as usual, b'coz wawa loves to play with my bro n my bro is smelly after works.. She really likes it.. When I heard the word, WAWA, I start to cry again.. Bro asked me wat had happened n asked me where izzit, then his eyes were red in colour n i think he also gonna cry.. After tat, I went to tuition at 6.35p.m n i knew I was very late.. I drove myself there.. Parked my car as near as possible, then ran to upstairs.. Back home, I drove without safety belt due to i forget to do it then when reached home, I juz realize.. I was no mood for whole nite, friend msg me n comfort me n finally i felt better.. I missed wawa n I love it very very much.. I watched badminton comp on channel 816 b4 I sleep.. Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia lose the games, n Lin Dan from China won the games.. I think this time both of them wont meet each other le.. Around 11 or 12 something, Raining heavily n the thunderer was scary.. I hide into my blanket n crying still!! Duh!! I missed wawa!! N the thunderer scared me at the same time.. Parents noe tat sure I very scared of it then they knocked my door n asked whether I fall asleep already.. But then I opened the door quickly n saw me cried then they asked me to go to their room to sleep for a night.. Donno wat time, Cried till fall asleep n I met WAWA in my dreams.. She changed a bit tat her fur was not tat smooth as last time n i guess it still sick.. I cant touch it because it has electricity on her body.. N when I woke up, I guess tat last night the rain n the thunderer was HEW, WAWA!! My eyes are popping out today n remember Kat said my eyes very 'zhong' when we met at Sushi King juz now for lunch.. I act like nothing happened of coz.. B'coz I noe sure I will cry if mentioned the word, WAWA!!!

Sushi King's Cup.. Green Tea inside..

THe set meal tat I ordered.. >Salmon Steak< Not bad, quite Nice..

Ok, The sad news for all of u.. ='(

Wawa, rest in peace!!!
We LOVE you, n MISS you!!!
=THe cutest pet tat I ever have n U r the 1st puppy tat made our whole family cried for u=

='(
Sophia Ching..

Silent Mode... Shhhhh......

2009-08-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

Currently, I m in silent mode.. Today, the whole class was very quiet in every class for no reasons, or juz mayb they r regretting about their result or juz not in mood to talk to each others.. Physics lecturer said tat it is juz temporary n let's see how we behave next week.. Is it the same as last time, a noisy n bad discipline class OR we start to study hard to achieve good result for the coming mock exams.. Hmm.. Let's see the result next week.. Erm.. For me, I m not really in mood to talk to anyone, n I felt like my life become shorter n my brain is FULL of STUDIES.. CHEMISTRY.. PHYSICS.. PURE math THREE.. n THe worst subject for me, CRITICAL THINKING.. I m not a critical thinker as my thinking skill is not good as others.. Haiz..

Okay, the result was out last two days, n I was shocked to see the result n it was EXPECTED.. Here r the result of mine for the LASt semester.. There is NO MORE semester exam for us.. T.T There is NO second chance for us.. Only the mock exam left n THE FINALSSSS.. Haiz haiz.. I only got 82 marks in my pure math(68/75) + statistic(35/50).. BUT BUT!!! The lecturer said tat if wan to get an 'A', we muz got 85 marks above to be SAFE.. CRAp!! 3 marks more ahhh!!! My chemistry got 71(obj-31/40, sub 40/60) n I m very happy with it(btwn, I m not doing good with the sub actually n I actually donate the marks to the lecturer.. haha.. Fine!!), coz I din study much on it n it was 11 chapters tat we muz cover to attend to the exam.. =) hehe.. THen my physics was DAMN LOUSY!! Sorry to the lecturer, my parents n myself.. HAha.. I was studied the revision paper tat lecturer gave, n I tot the questions will all come out from there.. Ahhhh!! Who noes!!! Non of it.. Shit!! N finally, I only got 57 marks.. Argh!! Really bek cek dint study the notes.. Haha.. Nvm, 33 days later have my mock exam already.. haha.. FINE.. Everything will be OK.. hehe.. This is how I comfort myself.. =) Oh yea.. Stupid critical thinking I got 60% But it was in the 2nd chance tat the lecturer gave.. If not, I m gonna FAIL tat subject.. haha.. Luckily!! Thankz god.. =)

Nowadays, I m getting fatter n fatter.. haha.. Same as the PIG.. N I m getting older already i think, b'coz I sleep late every night around 1.00 a.m. , then I wake up early in the morning e.. In the evening, I only have my nap for half an hour.. My life was changed after the result out n everything shouldn't same as last time.. I need more time to study n do the pure math 3 hw.. Every lecturer is rushing for the lessons.. Haiz.. make us suffering only.. Remember they said we r the lousiest badge of the students in A-level compare to the previous years, I felt so sad abt it.. They actually told the other group of the students abt tat n made us no face man.. I soooooooooo sad to hear abt tat.. Haiz.. Seems like we have NO HOPE at all.. =(

Last but not least, the haze in MIri is very serious.. This morning, my parents fetched me to school n on the way, I realize tat the view of outside is really BLUR n I dont even can see far far away.. In school, I can smell the smoke all around the compounds.. Even canteen or toilet also can smell it.. Haiz.. Wat should we do abt tat? Some classmates are starting to wear mask.. n I should ask mum to get few for me.. I m scared also.. Human are the one who creates all THESE 'VIRUS'.. Memang useless.. Duh..

Ok, it is time to go to do my homeworks.. =)
Sophia CHing,
-Silent Mode-
Mood juz as normal.. >.<

I dOOmed!!! =(

2009-08-01T11:23:00.001+08:00

Ouuu man!! Today is 1st of AUGUST!! argh!!! Cham!!! Means tat there is still left 36 days to go for the MOCK exam!! Argh!!

CraP!! I did a stupid decision.. I DOOMed.. I m very sorry to my parents tat I wasted so much their money to have a violin class n until today i ended up with nOthinG.. Nothing means I din get any certificate with it.. Last last week, when I went to the class, teacher asked me whether I still wan to have an exam this end-of-year.. I failed to ans her.. After I checked my timetable, CRAP!! My Cambridge International Examination which is my As exam is held on 15th Oct to 20th NOV 09.. So, last week I confirm with the teacher tat I can't have the exam coz of time crushing.. Duh.. My decision today is.... I juz play some classical music n i might stop my theory after I done this book.. I felt sorry sorry n sorry to them.. It is a WASTED for me tat ended up with NOTHING!! I hate the words NOTHING!! Duh....

Last nite, I was chatting with classmate until late nite erm.. I think it was 1.00a.m.. I was doing mt theory at the same time.. Then we were talking abt the examination tat passed juz one day AGo.. haha.. After tat, of coz we are worrying the result.. Next mon we will get BOMB by all the lecturer!! I m so ScareD!! haha.. The next exam will be held in September.. I TOT it is something near end of the month.. BUT!!! I was WRONG.. It is actually 7th to 11st of sept.. Aduh!! Is this the reason tat made me cant fall asleep at night or it was actually early in the morning?? I slept at 2.30a.m due to I really cant fall asleep.. I m really stress!! Coz after this mock exam in sept, we gonna have the FANALLLLLLL!!!!!! I really really scared abt it.. It left 36 days to go for the mock!! I cant believe tat it is juz ONE month for us to study.. NO MORE TWO MONTHS or half of the year.. CraP!!!!! I shouldn't remind myself n make me myself suffer nia.. wat the hell!! But I really should FACE n ACCEPT the truth!! Haiz..

Let's start study from TODAY!! Hoho.. =)

旧情人永远都是敌人，但是你却和我是朋友。只有你办到吗？目前你是唯一的一位。。
请别误会，我只是无聊想找人陪我，和我聊天而已。
你的不回应是因为你睡着了吗？
我在此向你道歉，这么晚了还去找你。
哈哈。Wish u noe tat I m talking abt u.. YEah! YOU!!
hehe..

Time to go to study? haha!! Let's sing a song to relax myself FIRST.. haha..
Bye, I will update more often here luuu..
=Back to Normal Life!= Muakz!!

Sophia Ching,
=)

Wat THE.....

2009-07-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

Wat the...... I m so fed up with this blog!! B'coz of my itchy hand click this n tat.. The story is goes like this....
Juz now I was too bored then I decided to change a NEW n Cute looked of my blog.. Then I searched from the Pyzam.com there.. I found a cute cartoon.. At 1st I wish to let it be the layout of my blog then I copied the code down n paste it at the Blog there.. Aduh!! Who knows..................... It become so ugly n all my old items all GONE!! My chatbox, music, description of mine, FRIENDZZ LIst ARE ALL G-O-N-E!! YEa!! Obviously it WAS GONE!! I m very angry n dont wan to redo everything again.. So shit a!!! Now it really looked rubbish n shit.. Wait One day my mood good then I juz add on those 'LOST ItemsS'!! Aduh I so STUPIAK lar.. Duh!!

Stupid me did a stupid thing with this stupid blog!!!!!!!
*ANGRY*
=/

Back! BacK! BACK!

2009-07-29T20:57:00.002+08:00

Haha.. OK~ I M BACK!! CHINg is BAck!!
Last week was a holiday for all the A-level students.. Within the week, I was juz doing the same thing EVERYDAY.. SLEEPING!!! Haha.. I was sick from 18th to 23rd of July 2009.. Aduh, the day I sick, I dint took any bath because I cant even TOUCH any water.. It is suffering n I had porridge for meals EVERYDAY.. Eat until wan vomit a.. Wat the... Mummy went to KL travelling with aunt from 20th to 23rd July.. So, dad was taking good care of me.. Cook for me, brought me for consultant for ONE hour waiting outside there.. Mummy keep calling back n asking abt me n I told her tat i was FINE.. But it wasn'T.. The day before mum go KL, mum was consider the whole nite whether she should go for travelling o not.. But finally, she decided to go.. Monday morning, we sent mum to airport then me n dad went home.. Nite time, I was FEVER n headache seriously.. Oh man!! I really donno wat to do.. Dad called aunt to come to my house for help! Aunt helped me to kua sha for the second time.. My back was PAIN.. coz I already have once before mum went to travel.. Then Tues, wed, n Thursday, All the same.. On thurs nite, mum came back from KL, n we went to fetch her n my another aunt.. Mum bought me so many new clothes n belt.. I m so HAPPY.. Haha.. The whole week was OVERED n I DIN'T study for the semester exam which held on 27th to 31st of JULY 2009.. I dint study how can I overcome all the exam n those questions? THe STRESS!! Duh.. Pity me in this suffering week.. Really damn sad also n tired..
Monday, it was my math exam which divided into 2 papers.. Paper 1 n paper 6.. Pure math one n STATISTIC 1.. Pure math I was still ok with it.. But STATISTIC i think i wont get a great mark from it.. Duh.. Damn shit after the exam..
Tuesday, I had my CHemistry exam.. THE most stress n difficult paper for me.. Paper 1 Objective questions n paper 2 which is Sub. questions.. I was damn damn damn STRESS with the paper altho I have tuition with it.. After I had my paper 2 Questions, my lecturer told me a REALLY GOOD news tat I got 30/40 for my Objective question.. I was very happy tat time n I finally got a satisfied result for it BUT BUT BUT!! Paper 2 I haven noe any news there.. So scared!!
Today, I got the Physic papers.. I tot I was pro in physics BUT i might let everyone disappointed le this time.. I cant even score an A already.. So SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! I m fed up with tat after I had my both papers.. I really need to work harder with it.. I never noe......... I SUCKS in PHY!! I tot.... I tot..... I tot it will at least better than CHeM.. Haiz Haiz..
Tomorrow!!!!! I have no Exam!! HAHA.. SOOOOO HAPPY!!! N gonna stay at home AGAIN.. Hehe.. But nvm.. At least there is NO exam!! Haha..
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Another Happiest things for today!! I had a new puppy!! I think it is Chi Wa Wa.. Coz it has a pair of BIG eyes n a sharp ears.. It is juz a small small active, naughty wa wa.. I played with it for whole afternoon today.. Haha.. I m going to post the pic pic of it Soon.. hehe.. A new bao bao at my house luuu.. Muakz.. I love it soooo much!! =)

A HAPPY day~
Sophia is back to her normal Life!!
Hoho!!
=)

-They wished to SAY something!!-

2009-06-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

Haha.. Alright!! Guess who are those 'THEY'.. Hahakk..
Aiyo.. it muz be PICTURE lor.. hahaha..
ok, let's start with the very 1st event...........
Enjoy it~~~~~

23-05-09

-My supper!!! Nice ler.. Thankz to my bro n his gf.. Hehezz.. Two mini size pizza.. It is really NICE.. I love to eat PizZa but i Prefer PASTA, Gor~-

-The 1st Pizza..-

-Another one..-

31-05-09 <--Competition DAY!! At Kx Badminton Court.. =)

-Miri n Batu Niah KIDS!!-

-Me n my partner after competition..-

-Me n Sally at my HousE..-

-Me n Ann.. Do we looked like sIsTER?? HAha.. We are playing around at my house but waiting for gan lin n kelvin Chan to picked them up.. Hahakk..-

3-06-09

-Playing with Hui Jin during the recess time n the physics class.. Of coz I win lor.. Hehe.. I m the white in colour de.. Hehehe..-

-This one more clear.. But it is actually the same..-

4-06-09

-Kx badminton closing ceremony at Mega Hotel.. Tat is my partner.. She is only 11 years old.. altho we lose in the games, but we felt happy tat at least we have fate to meet each others.. Her name is Wei Hua.. From Batu Niah.. We took this before our dinner..-

-Me and Sally.. Congraz to her.. She got 1st runner up at the kx badminton competition..-

-Obviously it is FOUR of us.. Hehe.. Congraz to Sally n Gan Lin.. Can u see tat I m wearing green in colour kx T-shirt?? The reason is they gave the kids' de to me.. Aduh!! Only 7 of kids(including me) wearing on tat nite only.. The others were wearing black in colour de.. Hmm.. Really paiseh tat nite.. haha.. They keep asked me WHY WHY WHY.. But I donno.. Haha..-

-Me n Ann.. Who got nothing in the competition.. Coz we lose the games.. hehe..-

-After reached home..- #Take 1

-#Take 2 of me-

-#Take 3-

-#Take 4-

5-06-09

-Sorry teacher!! we are wrong n accepted ur punishment.. hahakk. kidding la.. Playing games on the white board there with esther lar.. hahaha..-

Tat's it for today.. THere is somemore pic in my phone.. Lazy to transfer it to my laptop.. Next time Bah.. Hehezz.. There is plenty of chances.. Hahakk..
It is time to O o..
Nite nite n sweet sweet dream to u all..
Muakzz~

ChiNg Is bad in Mood NOW!! But not EMO, k??

2009-06-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ok, seems I had been lost for few days.. I was very happy in those days, but TODAY!! I felt tired n mOOdy.. From the morning until juz now tuition, I was so happy.. but NOW, without friends n family members, I felt LonEly n ignored by friendSS.. Not only because of tat, but I also bothering abt so many things.. Not b'coz I dont wan to work hard for my As real examination by now, but i felt confusing n sad n my feeling was like... Oww!! Wat can I do?? I felt crying NOW but no reason with it.. Mayb I need U guyz to make my life wonderful n meaningful.. I m not an EMO gal anywhere, like someone who sits beside me in the class, the chung hua gal, who is the emo QUEEN among our gangs.. Haiz.. I hate to see tat honestly, I juz wish we have our sweet memories for the oNLY one-and-a-half-year.. I dont wish anything unhappy thing to happen.. This updated which means tat the post tat I m writing now is really mESSY, CRAzy!! Juz same as my Mind n HEaRT right now.. I have no idea.. I need someone to help me n build my life with colourful juz as beautiful as the RainBOw after the rain, light the candle up in my heart, give me confidence when I m trying my BEst to do something very very important or even a small small Quiz in class, holding tight with each others to face our future together, Cheer me up when I m down, share the happiness with each others, celebrating every single events together happily n surprisingly, N finally, both of us can live happily in this UNFAIR world.. BUT I still have noone to trust to.. In fact, 'HE STEAL MY HEART, BUT HE NEVER REALISE IT'... I agreed wat he told me tat day, n I cant accept the truth until today.. I m really 'mao dun', dont u think tat too? I m really sad, Sad, SAd, AND SAD!! But I believe noone can understand me n wat m I thinking abt.. THe most important thing is tat, I dont really know wat GUYS are thinking abt.. THey juz really selfish n alwayz think abt themselves only.. Dont u guyz think tat how GALS think of U GUYZ when u are juz make them a FOOL?? Dont u think tat u r selfish? I juz can write everything here N noone will listen to me right NOW juz b'coz they are *BUSY* or juz escaping n hide here n there to do or tell something tat really hurt ME very much.. I noe Only times can help me to prove everything.. I admit tat, I can get hurt so easily n I m so weak.. Even tho I tried so hard, but in the end, there is all equals to ZERO.. Wat the heck did I do? I never noe abt it.. I m FIne anyway, n wish u all have a nice day everyday instead of spoil others' mood.. I m freaking hate the feeling of mine right now.. It is complicated anyway..

*Plz forgive me tat b'coz of my feeling n post these nonsense here.. NO offence to ANYONE of U.. Juz express my feeling here.. =) I m ok right now..*

=Love Is not everything for me, But Life is Complicated for me!=

Poem from Me myself(Obviously I created it by Myself in my BedRoom),
(Tears dropping down with hands shaking, N brain thinking the sentences at the same time, when writing this.. T.T *I m seriously SAD now*)

每当我最需要关怀时，你总是不在我身边；
每当我很伤心难过时，你总是不太关心我；
每当我高兴想找你时，你总对我非常冷漠；
每当我想到你的时候，你总消失在我世界；
最后的我们都生疏了，发现活在不同世界；
我承认你并没有做错，因为全都是我的错；
我不应出现而参与你，总觉得我并不配你；
我逼我自己离开了你，只会让我自己难受；
虽然我们还没有开始，但是我不想你后悔；
我即将离开你和美里，但我一定很舍不得。
我爱我的家人和朋友，希望我所做的都对！

Written By SophiaChing..

<3 ...Updates.. <3

2009-05-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

ChInG is BACK!!

Opss.. Really long din update n enter to my page.. I was busy with everything Tat I should do n done.. Really tired of missing ppl n do my studies at the same time.. Ok, 1st of all, I should start from last or last week.. Haha.. Ok, 8th n 9th of May 09, I went to Jazz Festival Miri at Park City there.. I went with david n malcolm the 1st day n met Georgina, royce, fiona, xing ling, byron, jia hui, ginny them there.. We were enjoying the muZiC very much there.. It was very NICE.. Haha.. 2nd nite, I went with David but halfway we fetched derek n we went 2gather.. We went home around i donno wat time.. hahaha.. I love the Singapore band very very much.. haha.. Not many to update abt those days.. But the next day which is 10 of May, I went to Brunei with parents, auntie n cousins.. We went to have our SUSHI for lunch tat day, n We spent a lot there.. Cousin was the VIP there, so it is easier for reserve a seats for everyone of us.. hahaha.. Then we went to soon Lee for shopping.. We sapu things there.. 4 families members were 2gather.. It was really warm.. I love it.. We were playing with the trolley juz same as the initial-D.. hahaha.. It was funny.. After shopping, we went back to MiRI n have a rest juz for few hours, then we went to Lutong Cafe to have our Mothers' Day celebration.. Haha.. I went with parents only n my bro n one of my cousin(mum's godson for 5 to 6 years already.. haha.. He stays with us for 5 to 6 years already.. haha.. --we are DOTA pro-- *kidding.. haha*) We were very good with each others n me n him are having the same birthday day(day n month.. He elder than me 6 years.. haha) Tat was really coincidence.. Haha.. We knew it few years ago n we celebrate our birthday 2gather too.. Hehehe!! Ok.. The nite time, mummysSSS are gathering together n we (kids) helped for celebrating the mamas' day.. Bro n cousin are ready at home for the SURPRISING celebration for our muMMY!! haha.. We were very SUCCESS!! We keep calling each others when I was having dinner with parents n auntie.. Hahaha.. It was really fun.. I love year 2009.. Everything was juz like a dreams!! I m now studying in college already.. haha.. Special 2009.. =) Muakzz.. Next, It was my 1st term holiday for one week.. I was enjoying the LIVE badminton competition at channel 816 on Astro.. hahakk.. LIN DAN(China) n LEE YONG DAE(Korea) were PRO.. I love them very much.. Haha.. =)

Here are the result for 'Li Ning 2009 BWF Sudirman Cup World Team Badminton Championships!!' <--This is the real title of it!!
The champion of coz goes to CHINA.
2nd is Korea.
3rd/4th Indonesia/Malaysia
5th/6th Denmark/(forgot)
7th/8th Japan/Hong Kong

#Lee Yong Dae#

Lin Dan---- Handsome!!

=Lin Dan boh=

Wednesday(20 of May'09), I joined the RRSSB to the parade for MIRI CITY DAY.. It was great, But not many audience as last time.. I was a helper of the day.. N felt weird of the day.. Saw others ppl who I m not supposed to see, heard something I shouldn't hear n 'I regret!!' I really REgret!! I should think clearly abt tat.. Ops.. He smile to me n same bus with me when we were going.. But when we went back, u r in another bus.. haha.. I will meet u most of the day during the recess time.. No worries.. *miss~* =Aha! Dint buy soft drinks for me la.. Drink urself there.. Hahaha.. Stupiak.. Really saw u twice a day ee.. Hahaha!!=

Erm.. These two days, my stupiak school lake of water n imagine how smelly the toilet is.. Yucks!! Really alamak for it.. Haiz.. I went to my class at 9 something n i was late again.. The CT teacher was like bu suang bu suang there n said Me n my classmates were late for 20 mins n bla bla bla there.. So damn sianz when I heard things abt tat.. Then math period also.. Teacher keep asking questions to.. Then those who did the questions correctly, they never open their 'GOLD' mouth to ans it n made the teacher angry n she keep scream on us.. Haiz.. Then physics teacher was also not happy with us b'coz those ppl playing n talking loudly there n din't wan to listen to the explaination of each of the questions.. So, teacher juz copy down all the answer on the white board n didn't do much explaination to us n gave us the new chapter 's note already.. Haiz.. We were juz too happy of the day.. Mayb the class was too warm n the TWO air-cons seem doesn't work at all.. Really sianz.. I was headache for whole day n when it was bio class, I went down to the computer lab to enjoy the air-con there.. Really really damn damn damn WARM day.. Sianzz.. Dont noe wat's wrong with all of us also.. --Crazy Class-- Math teacher scold us tat WE NEVER USE OUR BRAIN TO THINK.. Hahaha.. I will try to use it soon la.. Haha.. Veyr LAZY lerrr... Then 3.30p.m, we rushed to LT1 to have our Malaysian Studies.. Mrs Mujan is our teacher in-charged.. Haha.. She let us go earlier 2day n me, karlyn n noorul n her bf, we were went to parkson for tapao our dinner n rushed for the tuition at 6p.m.. Wat the heck m I doing?? I really no idea.. We were tired n feel lazy to have our tuition.. haha.. I tapao 2 fried chicken n Sugar Bun.. Haha.. Karlyn tapao for herself n esther at McD there.. HAha.. We walk very very fast.. The weather kills ME A LOT!! I mostly faint a.. Headache!! Oh yea.. I had been told tat the chamistry exam is on 28 of MAY n how abt the BADMINTON?? Aduh!! I really headache with my time management too.. I alway cant manage my things nicely.. Wat the heck!! I m so lousy.. God, plz lead me n give me some clue to make a good decision of it.. =( I wish everything can go smoothly as I m so TIRED already.. THen 9p.m, Dr. Lee sent me home n FINALLY I can reach n stay in my house n room.. After my bath, I played games a while then trying to download some Lin Dan n Yong Dae s' pic then update my page.. Now is 01.29a.m.. Already.. Should go O-O by now.. Tomorrow still have Moral class early in the morning n afternoon have my violin class as usual.. I m very cham a.. Din't practise for the Trinity Examz songs.. Argh!! I gonna MAD so Soon.. Still consider whether I should have the Trinity Exam o not neh.. Hmm.. >.< Really nervous lar!! Duh!! =A busy year'09 of MINE= But it is MEANINGFUL N WONDERFUL.. Hahaha..
=LoVe=

-Enjoy all the pisc here!!- =)
Surprising celebration in the DARK.. *At home--we swithched off all the lights--Haha.. Romantic NiTe~*

=The Night view of the Cake tat we(me, bro n cousin) bought for mummy..=

=YEAH!!= <3 Love my mummy.. ~ Muakzz ~

=Blowing the candle 2gather=

Mamas' Day celebrate at Lutong Cafe~

=Cake=

=Take 1= *Sweet~*

=Free style= =)

*K.Fui's product.. Haha.. He did it when we had math tuition juz now.. hahaha.. -crazy team-the noisiest group of us-hohoho!!*

=Take 1=

=Take 2=

=Take 3=

=Ever see this kinda things happened to A-level science students? Haha.. We were trying to feed the small kat.. Whahahaha!! *Crazy Gang~*=

=Kat's Kat=small kat was eating.. She is trying to feed her.. *imagine it!!* Hahaha.. Crazy rite?? hoho!!=

=see!! wat's the stupiak facebook did!! It was a sheep.. But u see wat they state there.. hahaha!!=

=SophiaChing with wonderful year 2009=
~ MuakzZ ~ =)

Once Upon A Time~~~~~

2009-05-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Last Sunday, which was 26th of April, Me and Karlyn were decided to go to Indoor Stadium Miri for supporting Vivian.. Actually Ginny was decided to go, but her grandfather was having his Birthday party tat day.. So, Karlyn called JJ(her bf) to come but failed.. Haha.. Then both of us juz enjoyed ourselves very much.. Madam soo also went there, coz her daughter had participated the dancing programme.. Erm.. I think nothing much for tat day.. *lazy to type* But I did tell the important part.. haha.. We should straight to the point bah when talk.. Ahahaha!! Hmm.. Nothing le ee..haha.. Blerk..

Me n Karlyn.. -take 1-

Me n Karlyn.. -take 2-

This post is for last month, 26th.. Erm.. The last post tat I had post was yesterday if I m not mistaken.. haha.. So, This was the long long ago s' event le.. Sorry.. I m very blur n lazy these days.. Playing games, watching tv n sleeping whole day nia.. haha.. How boring is my life?? Hehezz..

Ok, Let me talk abt today.. Today is 3rd of May 2009.. The beginning of the May.. This morning, my alarm clock woke me up at 7.14am(pig.. Thankz..).. Then I fall asleep again juz for a while, then I quickly jumped off from my bed n took a bath.. Until 8a.m, I done everything n waiting for the pig to come n pick me for the food fair of Ju Shi Ling temple.. During the time tat waiting for him, I transfered my laptop down n continue my games.. Haha.. Last night was playing until 1.30a.m.. Haha.. Coz I donno how to play actually.. Trying bah.. Nothing to do also.. Then 8.++, he was coming n I waited outside with reading newspaper.. hahaxx.. Then finally he reached.. Phew.. Reached there we met Voon Ying.. In the other hand, pig also have many friends there.. Enjoyed there n he singing there.. Then went to take camera again.. The weather was damn hot.. Then abt 12??, me, fei n david, we went to boulevard n buy something.. He had his lunch at Sugar Bun.. Talking talking there norrr.. Erm.. Then walk here n there n choosed present for fei's sister.. After tat, We went to Marina Bay.. tat was nice~ The view of the sea side was wonderful.. THe wind was strong also.. Lastly, only one word can discribe it.. Tat is *NICE*.. Haha.. I love BEACH anywhere bah!!! Hehehezz.. Then we went to Marriot hotel to go toilet.. Ahahaha!! Never think tat we are purposely to go to the hotel for peeeeeee.. Ahaha!! Really cute rite.. Juz cute as a PIG.. hehe.. Erm.. No la.. We also went to visit the swimming pool there.. Waaaww.. It is Big enough n very suang ooo.. Wish to jump in already.. haha.. But unfortunately I donno how to swim.. haha.. So no point to go hor.. Hmm.. Then sent fei home n I go home at 3++ or 4++ like tat e.. haha.. Reached home, I continue my games n during I waiting for the upgrading, I fall asleep beside my laptop.. I was tired also.. Haha.. Then 6.30p.m like tat, parents woke me up n I was so angry coz Tat is me bah.. If I have no enough sleep, I will get angry very easily.. N had our dinner outside with uncle n aunt.. Ish.. I was going with a 'DaMn BlAcK' face.. After a while, i slept in the car, then my mood was become great n greater luu.. Haha.. Then became normal de me nor.. Talkative de la.. haha.. Talk talk talk with my cousin.. haha.. Erm.. then went home, playing games n watching tv again.. Now, of coz blogging norr.. hehehe..

K la.. Anything more, I will update here or give a comment wat u guys wish to noe.. haha.. Feel free to enjoy here oo.. Buh-Bye~
Nite nite n sweet sweet dreams everyone.. =)

Wowww.. Really accurate..

2009-05-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to school for 2 hours under the sun.. I think I cant help anything there la actually.. Coz I din.t noe their steps or shapes.. Only can catch their small mistake.. ERm.. 10a.m like tat, Parents came n fetch me to Champion there to have our Family Activity.. We played badminton 2gather for fully one hour, then we went to 2020 there for our lunch.. It was nice.. Then I finally reached home around 12p.m.. Online 1st.. N sign in to my facebook.. N answered few questions.. Here are the result.. It is very true abt me.. Haha.. IT IS REAL ME.. Thankz.. Aiya, of coz we donno wat kind of person we are in others mind or heart ma.. But finally.. Here is the solution.. hahaha!! Enjoy it n noe more abt me(if u wan) at the same time.. haha..

=ChInG=

害羞个性

你是一个害羞的人. 当处在人多的场合时, 你便感觉不自在. 你常会觉得你身心不一. 或觉得自己生错了时代. 你实际上比你看起来要聪明很多. 但是, 你为了不想让别人知道这点, 所以你将自己的外表打扮成愚蠢模样. 你大概是属于深藏不露的人. 你有一颗可以容纳很多想法的‘心’ 可是也因为你有太多想法, 所以你的思绪常堵车你拥有艺术方面的天分你喜欢的音乐类型是: 描写爱情、为爱情伤心、失恋的歌你喜欢的电影: 铁达尼号总有一些时候, 你宁可待在家里享受一个人的自在也不愿去面一些讨厌的人们看来丘比特曾经开过你一场玩笑! 有人曾伤过你的心! 在你童年的时候, 你的父母常吵架. 你有过去刺青的念头.

A short post for me.. =)
stay handsome n pretty, GuyS~

It was too Late~

2009-04-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

Argh~ I knew tat I was too late to update with some funny n fun things tat happened to me n my gang of partners.. hahaha.. Sorry for letting u guys wait so long for it.. haha... Anyway, let's start with last Wednesday.. Last Wednesday, After our practical, we prepared ourselves n went to the badminton court that near our school? hahaha.. I donno la.. coz I m not the driver.. (anything, plz ask my driver.. H.jin n J.hui.. hahaha..) Erm.....

Here are some pictures for the day or the time or the hours or the minutes or the seconds or the moment tat we are doing tat time.. haha.. --Enjoy--

Jia Hui n Me.. We came out from same primary school but different secondary school.. haha.. We knew each others since few years ago? hahahazz!! We have fate to meet again in our college.. hahaha..

Hui Jin n Me.. Haha.. *We are not lesbian la.. Duh..* PLZ dont say tat again ok.. SEEMS LIKE I should find a BF as fast as I can.. hahaha!!

Hui Jin n Jia Hui.. The drivers of MINE.. ahaha.. One fetched me there n another one fetched me back home tat day.. hahaha.. Thank you very much..

Sorry buddies, I din't noe tat u two are tooking pic.. so, I be the ghost behind.. hahaha.. Sorry about tat~

Aduh!! No space for me to sit anymore la!! Jin!! Ur car too small la. Put my bags there then full like hell already... next time buy a BUS la, plz.. hahaha.. Ever ssit with rubbish? Haha.. I DID!! Neh.. The pic is so big above.. Hahaha..

*This is damn funny.. When we were on the way home, (me, Jin n Lynn) then I had been ordered to sit at the back seat.. Then half way we were going home, we had a conversation n made us 'crazy' n laughing all the way home.. haha..
Here it is..
Jin:S.Ching, plz wear ur safety belt!!
Ching:Where got safety belt o?
Jin:Mine ine is really special.. U should tight urself in by urself without open the 'lock' coz it was rosak.. haha..
At tat moment, me n lynn was laugh laugh n LAUGH!!! Mayb the readers never noe how funny izzit, so, I juz leave this pic for u guys.. hahaha..

Juz a simple n messy post.. Sorry.. I m rushing for this.. :(

I Love My College Life~!

2009-04-16T20:53:00.000+08:00

I love my Life in College.. It is nice n I met some new friends from Chung Hua secondary school.. Haha.. They are juz average in study but crazy when we r together.. Remember yesterday, We are going to have badminton activities, then there was someone put us aeroplane.. She is 蜘蛛精.. haha.. She alwayz called ppl f**ker.. I donno wat's wrong with her.. hahaha..

Here is her pic.. Haha.. She owe us a meal at Fartini.. Mayb is Saturday nite.. I wont let u go de.. hahaha.. Coz u had promise me tat.. Not me only la.. They also oo.. ahaha.. U cham liao.. Hahaha!!

=ask me don take her pic then see wat she is doing!! hahaha.. She is looking at the camera ler.. Hahaha!!=

蜘蛛精!! Haha.. Finally u can read my blog with ur pic.. hahaha!! This page is for u de oo.. U should be happy with it.. haha.. Faster on9 laaa... We are waiting soo long already lor.. haha.. *When u read this, I noe wat u gonna to do next.. hahaha.. After u read this plz give a comment at the tag area oo.. Ahahaha!! Bye!! Purposely done for u de.. Remember my puppy wallet a!!!

"Black" Week~!

2009-04-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

Ok~ Due to the stupid network problem, I cant on9 for a week.. I was damn sad.. But mayb this is the arrangement from the god.. I had my 1st semester exam within the week too.. Hmm.. Really happy I can on9 now..
Monday, I had my chem exam.. Got confidence to grab high marks.. But lastly, I knew I did something wrong in my paper.. Dont k la.. Suan liao.. THen I go home after my exam which is 10.45p.m.. Reached home, Sleep sleep sleep nor.. 5.30p.m, I went to tuition but haven took my dinner nehh.. How hungry m I tat time.. Haiz.. I went downstairs bought a cup of cup mee.. Duh.. Luckily teacher got some hot water.. THen I ate in front of my friendzz.. Ahahaha.. I was like enjoy there so much n never think abt the CT n math exam the next day.. hahazz.. Then Tuesday n Wednesday like tat nor.. Nothing different.. Ahaha!! Slept a lot this week.. Thursday, I had no class so I stayed at home to be a hardworking MAID.. haha.. I throw something to my dog, Then help it clean its bian bian.. haha.. Washed the smelly clothes.. hmm.. Keep trying to on9.. BUt FAILED!! Duh.. After I done everything, I had a serious headache.. I dont really noe why.. BUt I did have sufficient sleep already lerr.. How come?? Hmm.. THen Thursday nite, I went to Boulevard with Fliss.. She was going to buy some birthday present to her friends.. Haha.. Aiya.. actually is my friends too la.. Hahazz.. I m here to wish Mandy, Wei Jiet n Arvin HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Sorry tat I cant attend for the picnic this morning.. (Fri morning) Due to busying with some activities.. This afternoon, nothing happen.. Sleeping n dreaming at home.. Until 6p.m, I help my parents to cook for Dinner.. hahazz.. =I love Cooking= Hohoho!!

I think nothing can be post here le lar.. Forgot everything.. haha.. Nothing special in this week.. Study+sleep+eat= PIG!! Ahahaha!!
I was not really happy for this week la actually.. I have no idea why!!
Erm.. No idea for posting.. Wat u guy wan to noe lerr? Hmm..

=Missing u??= hahazz

2009-04-10T22:33:00.002+08:00

=I miss u= Ahahaha!! [if u believe tat I m serious.. Hohoho!!]

*I dont understand my mind.. It is outed of my control.. U r in my mind every seconds? U should ask my mind abt tat.. Wish u can understand.. I need an accompany.. *

2009-04-10T22:25:00.001+08:00

*ME*

Comment plz.. *only can comment abt my skill.. haha.. thankz..*
=shoot by myself by using laptop 's webcam.. The time tat I cant online n sms(due to expired!!).. haha..=

Blablabla~

2009-03-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Cause of the promise with Karlyn, so I muz update my blog NOW!! haha.. Today is the 31st of March which is the last day of March.. Haiz.. Days passed so fast. It seems like I had done NOTHING..
Hmm.. Ok.. Let's talk abt my days tat had past(of coz la..) Hahaha.. I had forgotten for the interesting events or parts already due to lazy to recall back n lazy to update.. haha.. Last Saturday, It was our Earth day.. I din join it coz I was watching the badminton competition thru Astro, channel 811.. Malaysia was lousy, n the Indonesia won a lot.. The Bowling competition, Malaysia did the same mistake n Duhh.. Dont need to say la.. Great tat they got the 1st runner up la.. Congraz.. But wish them at least get champion la next time.. Lousy one ooo.. hahaha.. Erm.. Playing, chatting, watching tv, sleeping n practicing, but LAZY to STUDY.. haha.. Next week is the 1st semester exam tat we muz sit for it.. Not nervous at all.. haha.. Mayb get used of it already.. Duhh.. erm.. Oh ya, My bro birthday on tat day, so we have our KFC as lunch.. I ate too much of my favourite FRIED CHICKEN, so, I had a stomachache from Sunday until today.. Sunday, I woke up at 10 something if i m not mistaken, then have a nap again in the afternoon at 2 to 6p.m.. after tat, Night time I cant fall asleep until 1.30++a.m then I juz slowly went into my DREAMS.. hehehezZ.. Monday, CRAZY with my buddies, Karlyn, hui jin n jia hui.. Whaaa.. U never believe tat we can laugh non-stop in 1 hour time.. oh yea, I spent RM 8 for lunch ONLY o.. How horrible n terrible is the foods in the canteen, I mean economy food la.. It is nice.. but they so giam-siap to give more foods ler.. After I finished it, I still can finish a bowl of mee kering ler.. Haha.. Imagine how little they gave.. Eeee.. I got the pic, but it is in Karlyn's phone.. Then, this morning, I spent RM545 for my 2 pants.. Cham a!! I buy things without knowing the price.. When my mum asked for the price, My eyes were POPPED OUT!! Whaaa.. 1st time buy this kinda of EXPENSIVE things.. Duhh.. I m so regret to make the decision.. Mum said nvm.. BUT I CARE!! MOney is not easy to earn ler.. Sianz.. So, from now onwards, I should save money.. haha.. I only left RM42 ler.. DAMN IT!! Hmm.. thinking of earning money? But!!! there is alwayz a BUT!! BUT 100% of the ppl will ask me STUDY 1st.. Dont think too much abt the money.. haiz.. DONNO!!Study bah!!! Next week exam!! Should work hard on my weaker subject.. CHEMISTRY N CT.. Arghhh!!! Sianz!!!

Tat's all n bye bye.. =lazy liao=
I will update more when I have the mood to.. haha.. =)

A Sunday..

2009-03-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Crazy n sometime I m not really noe wat m i typing abt.. I ever think abt to have a mental checking for myself.. haha..
Ok.. Let's talk abt Sunday which was yesterday.. I woke up early? Mayb for me la.. haha.. THen waited for parents back from working + tapao for me(lunch).. Erm.. afterwards, I took a bath with warm water.. THe horrible n terrible things is here.. Mum washed our clothes n she noticed tat the heater was burst n all the water flew out.. Wa.. Luckily I din see it.. If I was my mum, I sure scream here n there.. Hmm.. So, tat's mean night time we dont have any hot or warm water.. Abt 5 to 6 something, daddy came back n fixed it.. But it seems doesn't work lerr.. N the conclusion is the heater cant use anymore n it was 'dead'.. haha.. So, I had my bath at 6 something with COLD water.. Duh.. It was really really cold like I was staying in the fridge.. Took my bath abt 20 to 25 mins, then hide in my room without air-con.. N i felt better of coz.. haha.. Both of my hands were 'white' in colour, tat's mean no blood is flowing.. Hoho.. Night, we(me n my family lor of coz) went to Boulevard restaurant which near my house, we had our dinner there instead of going to the old n the same places tat we alwayz go.. haha.. Mum said very sianz already everyday eat the same things.. So, listen to hers suggestion norr... Parents ordered many delicious foods.. I was sitting there doing nothing n drank my tea.. haha.. We ate until 9p.m then go home.. haha.. reached home, do the same thing lor.. go back to my room n talking while doing homework..

below are Two pics tat showing the vege n soup tat came 1st.. (memory not enough for my phone, so not much pics are able to take.. Sorry..)

=Shark Fins= It costs RM10 for a plate or a bowl.. haha..

=The 1st vege tat mummy ordered.. Haha..=

This morning I was having a bath with COLD water too.. Wa.. So early took a Cold bath.. Haha.. So tat I can take more attention in the class.. Haha.. The physic period was crazy.. haha.. We start to do some revisions for the coming semester exam.. I had forgotten soooooo many things.. Duh.. Need to recall back everything again.. Mafan.. Karlyn n me were CRAZY with no reason.. Talk abt a small things then laugh laugh laugh there.. Non-stop n beh-tahan a.. I think we are crazy.. haha.. Wish to relax ourselves at the same time too..

Ops.. too much for today.. Hehe.. Buh-bye.. Preparing for the coming chemistry quiz on this Wednesday again.. Duh.. I scared of IT already!!

Currently of Me....

2009-03-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

Obviously, I was lazy to update with my blog.. Now, I have the mood to bla-bla here.. Hmm.. Here, I m going to talk abt this few days...
1st, I had attended to the orientation nite at Eastwood valley, Miri.. It was abt 6 something when i reached there.. Haha.. Before tat, I went to Karlyn's home for setting my hair.. Hmm.. 1st time to have a new look on tat particular nite.. The purpose is not for showing off, but juz enjoyed the night.. Guyz are smart, galz are pretty.. haha.. Here, I would like to congraz to my classmates who won the prizes.. haha.. Majority the prize were going to us.. Haha.. Mr. n Ms. orientation on tat nite were Karlyn n Kim Fui.. haha.. Then bobby won the design of the New Fashion clothes.. But it was actually not la.. We did an agua look of him.. haha.. With BIG breast n funny funny things la.. Erm.. Oh ya, my classmates won the lucky draw again oo.. hehe.. How lucky!! The Funniest thing is tat, Ginny got the nu. of 101 and she went to toilet at the same time n she missed her present.. haha.. We were shocked when we knew it.. hahahahahaha!! The orientation night ended so early.. It was 10++ if I din mistaken.. Then the handsome man sent me home.. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......... Then I reached home la.... O o lorrr after bath.....
Here is the pic..

=Karlyn n Me=

Next was Sunday, I went to William's birthday party.. It was held at his house.. Erm.. We enjoyed so much, Thankz william n wished u belated birthday on 12th March.. There were others band members joined too.. Sally, gan lin, Geor, jia yiing, tie ung n etc... We played cards cards n cards the whole afternoon.. Haha.. Played a lot of different games.. But the most fun for me were the last game.. "JOKERS" haha.. The punishment was scream n sing outside the corridor at his house.. Haha.. It was really Funny.. The 1st one who kena was WILLIAM then actually Eddie also lose de but in the end, Sik Lung also kena.. Haha.. He sang NEGARAKU there.. Haha.. N William screaming abt 'hey, I m william.. Plz support me!!' hahaha.. really funny!! Then I asked Sik Lung to send to hot cross bun there meet 'huai ren'.. haha.. Then then then sent me home la.. haha.. O o then next day STUDY again.. Duh! HAha..

THen these few days, I had test then practical.. haha.. I was so blur from the weeks tat the SPM result release until NOW.. Wish I can wake up as soon as possible.. The coming exams will be on 6th of April.. Now onwards, teachers started to do revision with us.. haha.. I m SO lazy to think ler.. Cham.. Haha.. Received my stupid exam papers back, correct for the silly mistake tat i made then I should promise to myself not to do it again n AGAIN!! haha.. During the exam time, it was juz same as sleeping time.. haha..

Ok la.. LAzY to type now.. haha.. haha.. sorry n buh-bye!!

*好人@坏人*

It is actually the name of a song~
>i love this song very very much!! Haha..<

Wat the heck with it??!!!

2009-03-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

Ok.. Let me talk something abt my mood n the feeling after I saw my real result of the SPM..
My mood in these few weeks was damn down.. Moodless with study or memorise anything in class.. I went to class with a blank head everyday which I really dont wish to.. When the teacher bla-bla-bla in class, I was dreaming there.. Imagine how stupid m I n wat's wrong with me currently.. Finally, I saw my result this morning at RRSS which is a secondary school beside my college.. I went there with my friends.. But I saw the result, OUCH!! Wat the heck did I do in the secondary school.. Everything was not in my expectation.. Wat the heck.. I dont really know how to express my feeling here but wish u understand.. I was very disappointed to myself n wat I had did.. But I noe I cant do anything or it is useless to upset anymore.. Now, I should focus on my A-level.. Haiz.. Regret, sad, angry or disappointed doesn't means tat I can solve the problems tat I should face.. So, I noe tat we juz only can face forward n do better in the next exams in my college, to scare a new result with flying colours..
The arrangement of my college is very very STEADY.. Let's see how good they treat us.. Monday, We had a public holiday n started our class on Tuesday.. ok~ it was as usual.. Then Wednesday, which is today, we had Chemistry quiz.. I already lost many marks with my silly n stupid careless mistakes.. Haiz.. Then tomorrow, (Thursday) the spm result out(the actual day), sure many of my friends have their great results.. Haiz.. But meeeee....... Dont need to say la.. So, tomorrow I m going to school at 8a.m then go home at 9a.m.. We only attend one class.. The rest of the time is for us to go to take our result.. But I don need to.. Then Friday, class as usual have my math quiz again!! Then go home at 2.30p.m coz I din take Bio.. Then go home n have a rest, nite, I m going to attend the orientation nite.. *I will update with the events of the nite after tat*.. See... How do u feel if u have this kinda of time management? Suddenly nervous, suddenly scared, then angry, disappointed, regret.. Then suddenly need to have test again then nite happy hour.. Haiz.. Do u think I m happy? hmm.. I also don't noe.. See lor..
Gonna have a revision on my math already.. -Buh-bye!-
I hate to memories the formulae or the theory!!
Plz dont force me to do tat!
Thankz god.. N may god bless me.......

Activities DAY!!

2009-03-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

Haha.. Today, we r rushing for 2 places.. haha.. Bowling n Badminton.. haha.. I love it!

Today, I woke up at 7.30a.m, but then it was raining so, it was so nice to 'hide' in my bed.. Whoooo.. Suang.. Especially a cold day with two thick blankets.. Whaaa.. Nice.. Hahaha... Then after took my bath, I had my breakfast with parents at pelita there.. I ate a plate of fried kueh tiaw n a bowl of zhao chai bee hun shared with mum.. haha.. then about 11a.m? The 1210 came n picked me.. haha.. At the same time, I met with a new friend who called xin chi.. haha.. I never noe she also studying at RIT with business i guess.. Hehez.. We went to parkson together.. Wa.. It seems like soooooo many ppl ler.. But when I went there(inside the mall), no ler.. Haha.. We wait for Derek n Simon at the bowling area there.. Haha.. Abt 12 they juz reached i think.. Then we started our games until 1.45p.m? haha.. I like to play bowling BUTTTTT there is alwayz a BUT the system there was damn lousy.. Haha.. So many tecnical problem when we was playing.. Aduh.. erm.. Then after we had finished the bowling, 1210 sent me to my grandma's home for changing my clothes n attending to the badminton court later.. 1st, we sent xin chi home, then we reached Champion court at 2 something near 3 liao.. Haha.. Hmm.. then play play play there lor.. Erm.. today got a lot of ppl o.. Me,Sally,David Low,David Thiam,William,Kelvin yong,jin fatt,hui kiat,edmund tang n lim.. haha.. i think tat's it.. haha.. After we played, then me, david, sally n william went to lim teh at the roti canai cafe at mosjaya there.. I ordered a cup of teh-C.. Haha.. Erm.. then we sent william n sally home.. Haha.. Something happened next.. Haha.. Should I say it out here?? haha.. hmmmm.. ok.. We saw two GUYS holding each others' hand n walking on the road which we passed by.. Aduh.. So yuckzz la(sorry, no offen to anyone..).. They are actually GAY!!! Eeeeeeeuuuuuuu....... Then we went to town.. Drive here n there.. Find some shops coz he wan to buy shoes n racket.. Haha.. Hmm.. Then after tat, I went home lor.. Haha.. I found tat my home was nobody but actually my dad was there(never try to press the ding-dong.. haha) but i dint see my car ma.. So i tot they all gone out already lor.. Haha.. So I went to my grandma's house lor.. haha.. Coz mum was there..hmm.. Night, I went to have dinner with my uncle n auntie.. Haha.. They ordered So many delicious foods ler..But I was so full.. Haha.. Ate a plate of rice nia today.. haha.. At 9 something juz now, Mei Fen(My true friendz) called me n we had our conversation in phone within 1 hour.. haha.. but Her place was 3 something in the MORNING.. (sorry abt tat..)I m very thank you to her tat she is so caring about me n I really wish she can handle ALL the stuff there successfully n smoothly.. I noe she can do it.. I got confident to her tat she surely CAN.. Hmm.. We are so miss you here.. So, wish u take care n be a strong n healthy girl~
Ok la.. tat's all for today..
haha.. I had a very enjoyable day today.. Thankz to my friendz who accompany me..
Wish we still have chance to hang out together more often..
Hmm.. Oh yea.. This 2 weeks really moodless to study.. Mayb I really care abt my SPM result which will be out THIS WEEK!!! Arg!! Really dont wish to study these days!! I wan hang out with friendz like TODAY!! haha.. Totally forget abt it when I was playing.. haha..
--Gonna study soon.. Buh-bye~ :'( --

Haiz.. In trouble!!

2009-03-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

I m really in trouble these few days..
Brain becomes stupid n keep thinking of something really impossible, find dinosaur for chatting o messaging, finally he keep missing(lost in this world i think).. i have no idea abt every UNSUCCESSFUL or UNSMOOTH things tat happened to me..WHY huh?? I also tak tahu neh.. Haiz.. So, i m thinking wat had happened to this n wat had happened to tat.. Haiz.. How come??

Yesterday(Friday), I was so happy.. donno why.. haha.. I went to school at 9a.m then go home at 2.30p.m.. Between, Something happened to me also.. but no mood to post it now coz it will make me damn moody later.. Chemistry quiz in the coming Wednesday again.. Duhh.. Which I m scared off.. Damn it!! Although it is only chap 1 but the questions should be very very tricky.. haiz.. Then I went to boulevard there for reserving two places for us to have a facial.. Unfortunately, tat gal told me tat it was full n no more places for us.. Then nvm, I went home.. After I reached home, I received a message from my friend(Karlyn), then she said there was a place for us n asked me whether I wanna go o not.. I said NO WAY!! I juz reached home n I wish I can have a rest also.. Then Reached home n I heard some weird sound at the back of my house.. I saw my puppy was running around like a sot dogie.. Haha.. Then my brother was trying to catch it.. haha.. It was fun but I was screaming here n there.. Finally we checked tat the steel was broken(lazy to take the pic).. U will shocked when u see this kinda things.. It haven 1 years old n see how strong is it.. Then we whole family went to huang shang hek shopping but the purpose was buying a new one for it.. Hmm.. This is the fourth one we buy.. If this one still break, then my parents will consider to buy a cage for it.. ahaha.. See la.. There is some more funny things abt my puppy.. But no mood to blog here now..

This morning, I had my math tuition early in the morning, then violin in the afternoon.. Haiz.. Night, juz sitting in front of the laptop.. Watching tv juz now then now I m searching for the person tat lost in this world.. Measure he is ok.. Hmm..

*Bad In mood This TWO weeks.. Mayb the SPM result is going to out soon..*

Busy Day begins from TODAY!! 02-03-09

2009-03-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yea.. The busy day had began today..
Today, I was freaking rushing for all of my schedule.. Aduh.. But I m not tired at all.. Let's See how did I manage it WELL, properly n on time.. hahazz.. This is called time management..

This morning, I woke up at 7+a.m, then cleaned up everything then went to school.. haha.. Reached school at almost 8a.m, bought my breakfast at the RIT canteen there with 2 pieces of kueh.. Then I ate 1 of it when the lecturer came in the class n took the attendance n bla-bla.. then the class was start.. haha.. Break time, remember mum asked me to eat full-full.. so I finished up the kueh n a healthy burger tat Karlyn made for me.. I was full after I drink water n went to library n rush for the chemistry h.w tat I haven done yet.. But, I found tat some questions r damn hard n i dont even how to do.. Duhh.. The worse things laaa for me... Then after my physic class, I went home.. Before tat, I need to attend to the car learning at 12.40something.. But!!!! My bro forget to come n pick me.. Damn!! I wait there until nearly 1p.m i think then I went to my class to find Karlyn for borrowing her hp to make a call to my mummy.. Then I rush to downstairs again n luckily I saw my car! Hahazz.. But I was late for the learning.. After learned, I reached home at 2p.m.. rest on the sofa with playing n checking mails.. Then I took a bath n have my lunch at 3p.m.. Then I did my hw again, practise with my violin then after that, 4 something I had a nap.. Until 6p.m, I woke up n prepare myself for the next coming tuition.. The tuition was started at 6.30 to 9.30p.m.. Then I went home, It was nearly 10.. N i had my dinner lor.. Duhh.. Rushing all the time.. haha.. But I like it!! I love to b a busy girl.. Hahaha.. Then I continue my CHEM again!! Haha.. Difficult la.. Scared of doing Chem luuu... haha.. Tat's all la.. Busy again lu... Hohoho!! Buh-Bye~

-----Sorry for the messy n silly post for today!! Haha..-----

Tomorrow is 1st of MARCH 09!!

2009-02-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yea.. Tomorrow is 1st of March.. Hmm.. So, I m going to follow my new schedule luu.. Haha..

N the following month which is April, I will have my FIRST exam!! OMG!! I m so afraid with it.. Coz I donno how is the questions will come out n my lecturer keeps remind us to answer any questions straight away to the point but not turn A big 'roundabout'.. The subjects tat I cant handle well are Chemistry n critical thinking.. CT is quite difficult for me.. Mayb b'coz of my 'thinking skill' not tat mutual eee... Haiz.. Donno la.. Difficult!! Difficult la!!! Haiz Haiz.. SianzzZZ!!!

Then until now, I still haven arrange my violin class.. I suppose to 'put' it on SAT.. Coz I have others activities already.. But today. ADUH!!! Really funny la.. I woke up at 8++a.m then followed parents to go to have our breakfast at 'boulevard area' there.. haha.. After tat we went to a big building for doing something which important for my parents.. Wat hasil hasil something.. I donno la.. hate BM so much.. Dont wish to noe also.. haha.. Then go home lor.. Playing computer games lor.. Then start doing my homework.. By the way, I also fall asleep on the table.. Aduh.. Tired leh.. haha.. A while later, I 'transfer' to sofa there to continue my 'dreams'.. hohoho!! Then woke up at 3++p.m.. Helping parents working again.. Then bla bla bla lorr.. same as usual.. haha..

My draft schedule for 1st month---March 09..
Monday, I have my class until 12.30p.m then go to have my driving learning mayb until 1.30 something.. then have tuition at 6.30 to 9.30p.m..
Tuesday, Have class a nit late then 3.30 go home.. Have my tuition at 7.15p.m to 9.15p.m..
Wed, I finished class at 4 to 4.30 (depends on the practical..) then go home.. Night time hurray!! No tuition.. haha
Thurs, class as usual, n days same as tues..
Fri, I go school a bit late then go home at 2.30p.m.. (Days goes same as Tuesday again..) Haha.. LAme...
Sat, morning tuition, then afternoon will b my relaxing time-----violin class!! YEAH!!
Sun, help parents to WORK!!! haha.. Hehe..

Hmm.. juz a sketch of it.. Sometimes r not 100% to follow it.. I m a human being n I can control EVERYTHING.. Haha..
*WORK HARD FOR MY STUDIES N MUSIC LIFE*

An unbelievable courage!!

2009-02-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

Unbelievable courage from SoPhIa..

Tat was a real story tat happened in this afternoon n is was at around 3 o'clock.. When I 1st reached there with my mum, there were sooooo soooooo many ppl there.. I was in 5th terms i think.. Suddenly when I heard someone called my name.. Arggg!!! She is a nurse la.. Haiz.. Then I go into the 'doctor's room'-----Doctor Chan's.. Then I sat down n he asked wat happen to me.. Mum told him everything then he wrote something on the cards there then ask me go out n let the nurse have a look.. After tat, I was called to another room---for operation's.. Then I lie on the bed waiting for the doctor.. After five mins like tat, the doctor came n wear his gloves n gave me an injection on my leg.. It was Damn damn damn PAINFUL!!!!! Wat the.. He is so funny.. He asked me dont scream.. hahaha.. Ok.. I m sure tat I wont.. Haha.. Then he started to use laser, knife n gunting help me cut it off... The laser was very very PAINFUL also at the 2nd time.. The 3rd time was the most painful!! Coz it cut the nerve of its.. Walao e.. I din cry ler eventho it was sosososososososososo PAINFUL!! Haha.. YES!! I did it!! --Stronger n grown up luuuuu....-- Whahaaha.. Now, I cant walk for normal.. N I need to wash it twice a day.. Hohoho!!

Ok, here are the picture.. Hehez..

Rojak!!

2009-02-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

The topic is due to the isi tat i gonna write here! Hahaha!!

1st of all, it was happened on Thursday nite! hahaha.. It was Georgina's birthday n i did attended it but a bit late.. Haha.. Me n 'apaha' were sharing the present n it was too last minutes for us.. So we suggested to buy something useful for her.. Wish she will understand.. At 6.30p.m like tat, the blue blue car came n picked me.. By the way, we went to buy present then brought apaha also then went to birthday girl's house.. Haha.. Hmm.. Her mum cooked so many delicious foods for us..(not only us but there was a lot of ppl tat had been invited by the birthday girl..) We played cards there after eat then we went home at 10++p.m.. The surprise present from her dad was a LAPTOP.. I din see the brand.. N donno anything coz i was standing a bit far from there.. Haha.. I knew tat it was in a box.. Then she used a BIG knife to open it.. Hahaha..

THe next day, I went to school as usual lor.. Haha.. During our lunch time, we ate at school because of raining heavily.. I HATE RAINING!! Coz lazy to go out n make me wet nia!!! Haiz.. Then unfortunately saw some bit**** n my mood became sooooo down.. Haiz.. Then me n my friends go back to our class n start with our lesson.. After 1 hour, I went home.. Actually I have to go to learn driving.. B'coz of raining, I received a call from my 'sifu' tat it must be cancelled!! So straight away go home lor.. hahaha.. The 1st thing I did after reached home was SURFING!! Around 3p.m, suddenly 'ding dong......ding dong......' Wa.. surprise!! How come they came to my house.. haha.. Then we talk talk talk then walked to the Bettie there to ask for the court.. 4.30p.m, We went to play badminton.. Coz nite time, her sis has a competition.. But at 5.30p.m, her mum came n we go home lor.. Haiz.. Then I rushed for my tuition at 6p.m.. But i went reached at 6.15p.m.. Sorry ya, friends.. Haha.. It was the 1st tuition for us in year 2009.. Haha.. We chit-chatting at the same time, then it was 9!!! so fast!! Haha.. Then go home surfing again.. Haha.. chatting chatting n watch tv at the same time.. Around 12.30p.m, I was very very very hungry, then I cook mee for myself n go 'ditun' at 1a.m i think..

A Black Saturday came to me!! I woke up late.. Then I suppose to have a leg checking de.. After bath, I ate porridge, then mum brought me to doctor Chin there.. Aduh, when I reached there it was close!! Then we went to doctor chong there lor.. See whether he noe how to cut o not.. The result was...... CLOSING as-well.. Damn!! Mum said mayb cant do this thing by today.. Hmm... then we went home.. Surfing again!! really bored to stay at home n it seems like gonna rain soon.. so, I decide not to go out le.. I hate it!! Haha.. But I had dinner outside.. Haiz.. But dad so clever.. He parked his car beside the shop there(corridor), so tat we wont get the rain.. Haha.. So nice.. We ate shabu-shabu!! Kiews' love.. whahaha!! We went there so often.. BUt sooooooooo many ppl ler.. I saw some RRMS students n my sis's friends.. Haha.. 8p.m something, go home lor.. Play computer games until 1.30a.m then fall asleep on the sofa.. 3a.m, parents woke me up n i went to my room continue zZZzzz.. hahaha..

This morning(juz now), I feed my dogs, clean its 'bian bian' then.....
Until here la.. Hahaha.. Going to do house work n homework le.. Buh-bye~

Oh yea!! I m soo happy tat finally I knew tat he has a gf.. Haha.. Watever then, I wont waste my time on you n I m sure I already forget abt you since last week.. Haha.. Wish u have a wonderful day everyday!! :)

Tired!!

2009-02-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

I m so tired to wait for you.. Can u tell me wat should I do? I din find u these recent days b'coz I scared I donno how to face you when the Friday nite comes----- The orientation dinner which organised by our school.. *The secret btwn u n me...*

Abt my leg, I suppose to have the 'operation' this week.. Donno how it will go actually.. quite scared.. I scared I will cry.. Coz It is painful.. I only noe they will cut a hole n pull the whole things out.. I m so worry.. worry.. worry..... Mayb to somebody they think tat it is juz a small case no big deal.. But for me, It is really serious to me.. coz it is my LEG anywhere.. Noone can understand my feeling rite now.. really.. really.. really... I m so scared!! :'(

this afternoon, I felt vomiting n headache.. So, mum brought me to have a consultation.. It cost me RM18 for the medicine.. I scared of eating med. already.. I really scared!! I m tired with so many unnecessary things.. (I m so blur now..)

Donno wat m I writing abt here.. Coz I m so confuse..
I need to catch up wat the teachers taught in every single class, learn to drive after class, I muz have a nap in the afternoon after my class.. But I need to do so many stuff.. I need to arrange my time for tuition.. Not only one.. But THREE.. I admit for some students it is a small case.. but A-level is not easy to study.. I understood! But I should reach my aims n targets tat I had set n promise to myself.. watever then.. I MUST ACHIEVE IT!!!!

Haiz.. Disappointed!!

2009-02-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

These few days freaking buzy with my studies n BADMINTON!!
Damn! I received a call from my friend tat badminton competition had been cancelled!! Wat the heck!! I was train so hard this time juz wish to achieve wat i wish to have.. But in the end, i FAILED!! Haiz.. Really disappointed when i got the news!! Wish to kill tat person!! I scared I have no more chance to have a competition already due to my age.. Haiz haiz.. I cant do anything now!! STUDY is my only choice to choose.. LAME!!!!!!!!!!

Abt him, I had promised myself not to find him anymore.. Finally I got his explanation abt the week tat he never reply my messages.. His phone got some problem which he dont wish to have it also.. I understand.. But lastly, he lend a phone from his sis n replied my message.. Actually I was very very angry n sad + disappointed to him.. But no choice la.. He is not 'MINE' anywhere.. Suan le bah!! I m giving up n say goodbye to LOve already.. Scared of the 'last' thing happen to me again.. So i will be careful this time.. Dont worries friendz!! Thankz to give me comments n suggestion.. Especially my cousin!! Thankz you so much!! :) *I will meet him again on this coming Thursday nite! How should I face him? I really donno.. I wish.... I wish....* I believe he noe wat I m thinking n I noe wat u r thinking also.. Whenever u find me I don mind.. Juz wish tat you WILL.........

Next, Abt my studies, I m worried abt the thinking skill n my CHEMISTRY.. Haha.. Hmm.. Really a scary n stress period for me.. Mayb to others student, they enjoyed it very much? I also don noe.. I m a kind of emo girl.. Haha.. *fliss, lu, mandy n mei fen noe wat m i mention abt the EMO* Hahaha.. I m going to have my math 2nd Quiz tomorrow which is on 16th Of Feb.. 3 chapters man!! for me, it is not tat easy o.. 1 hour only need to do up to 10 questions but NOT easy questions tat u think o.. Dont play play.. But unfortunately, I still haven start my revision NOW!!(11.11p.m) I m so sorry to my teacher tat I never treat this quiz as an important exam.. So, Juz simply simply.. BUT i promise u tat next Quiz which is the 3rd Quiz tat we have next month, I will get a high marks for myself.. Now already last mins, So dont k n dont think too much already.. Suan liao.. SORRY!!

Hmm.. Lastly, I had decide to continue my math tuition at max learning there due to my 'POOR' math.. hahaha.. I m not tat pro, so mum suggest me to go n have a tuition.. Which cost me RM 90 I think.. I went there for tuition for 5 years le.. Haha.. This year will b nu. SIX year!! Haha.. Sat ler!! Probability, this tuition is once a week n it is on either fri or sat.. Hehez!! I will start this in March.. My violin lesson will b on in March also.. Try my best to recall all the things tat teacher had teached these few days due to I had stopped it nearly half year already.. Haha.. Wish I can have an examination as soon as possible.. My English tuition is as usual, every Monday, Tuesday n Thursday(sometimes) at nite time, 6.30p.m to 9.30p.m..

Opps.. I have to prepare for the UEC examination in the same time with my A-levels examinations this end-of-the-year.. Everything squeeze in this one n a half year.. So i have no time to care abt the 'RUBBISH' n the 'NOISES' tat OTHERS ppl made!!

I wish I can handle everything!!
*Studies, Activities, n Music*
YEAH!!
All the best to SoPhIa in year 2009 to 2010 in her EVERY EXAMINATIONS!!
HURRAY~~~~~~~~~
[I enjoy my college life very very much!]

Chinese New Year In Year 2009!!!!!

2009-02-02T22:25:00.001+08:00

For me, Year 2009 is the most fresh, n new year.. B'coz we whole family celebrate together.. HAha..

<25 of Jan>
Morning, I woke up late coz really really tired lor.. Haha.. Then I helped my mum to clean all the thigs once again n prepare for the night SPECIAL dinner.. This year is very special b'coz all of my cousin came to my house at night for the dinner.. Mum prepared vegetarian foods n meat respectively.. Coz my sis is a vegetarian.. So we prepared 2 'shabu-shabu' sets.. I m the one who helped my mum here n there lor.. Dad was busy with sweeping the floor n mopping lor.. Haha.. Bro sot sot de.. Wipe the window n played ps2 at the same time.. Then around 5.45+, my bro n me were went to airport to fetch the VIP of the night-----MY SISTER!! Haha.. We all enjoyed very much, played together, laugh together n put the firecrackers together.. HOHOHO!! Damn happy!! Haha.. After tat, we cleaned everything n chit-chatting lor.. Haha.. I chat with my sis until 3 in the morning.. Coz.. A lot of things to share, too kepo lor.. hahaha.. =) *She was so surpriced tat i m SINGLE* Hahaha..

<26 of Jan>
I went to temple in the morning with my family then we went to visit to our relatives the whole day.. Haha..

<27 of Jan>
Early in the morning, I went to my grandma's home to get angpao.. N waiting for my aunt, uncle n cousins.. They r so late ler.. Around 12 something then reached there.. Sianz.. But at the same time, we went to another aunt's home opened house.. Nice.. Haha.. I ate a lot oooooo... Keep eating with my sis's bf.. Laugh laugh laugh all the time.. Haha.. Long time din have this kinda of chance to play so crazy already.. Hahaha..
Nite, I went to 'his' house at xiang xiang garden there.. Haha.. I m damn happy.. *I dont noe how to explain the happiness when we r in the same living room + HOUSE* Haha.. Happy+happy=SUPER HAPPY
@Bebe, I so miss you.. Haha.. Wish wish wish......................... Hehe.. Meet u during the College assembly once a month ooo... =) *muakz*

<28 of Jan>
Morning, I woke up at 10 something then without having my breakfast, I helped my parents to prepare soooooo many things.. the reason is b'coz my home got OPENED-HOUSE! Busy in the kitchen WHOLE MORNING UNTIL EVENING, then I had my bath at 6+ p.m.. DINOSAUR came to my home at 7+p.m I think.. Haha.. He came with his 2 friends.. They served themselves b'coz i was busy.. Haha.. Sorry.. Erm.. Jin Phin's family came to my house also.. Coz her dad n my dad were friends.. Haha.. Coinsider o.. We knew each other as-wel.. Busy busy busy then I played cards with so many ppl.. All r sis n bro 's friends.. Haha.. 'HE' also came to my house for dinner n playing.. We never talk to each other but we *smile*.. Haha.. Messege a while.. Haha.. I was so happy.. But i never forget the moment tat we had been disturb by my sis's bf(they r best friend) n my cousins.. Wish u dont mind.. Hehe.. I cant meet u in school compound but u r already in my mind.. How abt u? *hehe* After he went home around 1a.m, we still continue playing with the cards.. Haha.. Around 2++a.m, they all went back n saya pun pergi tidur after cleaned up n brush tooth tooth.. hehez..

<29 of Jan>
I woke up late again.. Haha.. Then nothing special already.. My 2nd Aunt's home OPENED-HOUSE then visit to relatives again.. Then rest at home.. My youngest cousin lihai o.. Won my money!! Damn.. I lose RM25!! :'(

<30 of Jan>
Hmm.. My 3rd aunt had OPENED-HOUSE.. We had our lunch there n celebrate my cousin's birthday in the same time.. Haha.. So lucky le him.. Haha.. Then around 1p.m, all of us went to Bakam to visit auntie n uncle who r my grandma's bla bla bla.. Haha.. Grangma's mum keep tell us joke.. Haha.. She wanted to make us laugh.. (*happy*) She is 86 years old this year.. She has 100++ 孙 le.. Hehe.. She is cute n she has a very powerful memory.. She still can recognise her son's son's name clearly.. I wish she can be very healthy in her whole life.. :) I love you! *smile*

<31 of Jan>
I went to so many places.. Haha.. Then afternoon, mum, grandma, grandma's mum, sis n sis's bf played cards at grandma's home n I was falled asleep on the sofa.. Haha.. Too tired already lor.. Until 5 something, me n my mum went home n took a bath n went to wedding dinner of my san-yi-po 's son.. He is very handsome as 'him'.. haha.. So I misses him sooooo much during the *night*.. Hehe.. 12 ppl squeeze around ONE table.. Haha.. All of my cousins were playing crazy together as-wel.. Haha.. We ENJOYED soo much.. hehehe.. Around 10p.m plus, after we took pic, we went home le.. Hahaha.. *happy*

<1 of Feb>
We whole family woke up early in the morning because we need to fetch my bro to bru.. 8a.m, we juz start our journey to brunei.. I think it was 10 something, we reached the seria food hall to have our breakfast.. The ppl was damn busy with serving ppl.. Let us wait so long.. Sianz.. After we had our breakfast, We went to dad's boos's home to have a visit.. Haha.. His house was sooooo NICE.. Very comfortable when I had entered his home.. But another boss who stay opposite, was not at home.. So we din visit them this year n we straight away went to my aunt n uncle s' home.. Their daughter who is my cousin also go to Singapore on the same day, same flight with my bro.. So we leave my bro at their house so tat my bro have a accompany at brunei airport due to the miri air-line no more place.. My bro's flight was at 6 something same with my cousin.. Then we back from their place at 1p.m coz my sis n her bf had their flight at 6.40p.m also.. But the diffent is sis was using air-asia.. They flied to Johor then someone there will fetch them to Singapore.. Then left me alone.. But I muz learn to drive fast fast.. Cz myvi is waiting for me.. hahaha.. I m living with my books all the time.. When I have no class at college, i also stay at library for study.. -End-
Nite, daddy, mummy n me went to dad's oldest friend's house OPENED-HOUSE.. It was at krokop 2.. Near my home only.. Haha.. So nice.. Then I met both of my cousins there.. Sheng n Yung.. Sheng's sis went back to Singapore for study on Sat n Yung's sisters went back on Sun morning while my bro n sis went to Singapore as-wel.. Haha.. So there is whole bunch of 'bro-sis' there.. Haha.. All of my cousins are aiming to there after their high-school also.. Haha.. I might going there also i Think.. 80% to Singapore n 20% to England.. I more prefer Singapore coz more cousins there.. I have only one cousin stay in England.. So I will feel lonely also if she goes to work.. Haha.. (I donno la.. All Are depends on my DADDY & MUMMY.. Haha.. coz they are the one who pay for the fees..*haha* but I m sure tat I m going to oversea lor next year) Me,Sheng n yung decided to watch ghost movie but we had the same 'sentence' POP out from our brain tat we will be ALONE in night n Sleep in a BIG room ourselves.. No others!! So we watched the Alvin de lor.. Haha.. *NICE* i lovee tat movie very much!! Haha..

<2 of Feb>
*Class was start by TODAY!! Not much HOLIDAY for A-level Science students AGAIN.. So put all the effort in Studies ya!!*

I m so happy tat I had a very happy holidays + New Year!!
I received ONE bad news also.. BUt I wont care anymore.. I shouldn't blame anyone.. Mayb I m not tat *nice* to them as I was so USELESS.. Now I juz concentrate on my studies n wont care abt other rubbish also.. Badminton competition is coming i think.. So I need to train hard also.. =)

*Study+Exercise=Excellence*
--SoPhIa's motor!!--

Sianzz Holiday..

2009-01-22T16:40:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was the last day of my class.. Finally! BUT!! I m sooooooo damn boring in this week Chinese New Year early holiday.. Boring till die a.. SianzZ!!

Last Friday nite, actually had dinner with dinosaur at secret recipe.. But b'coz of some stuff, so postpone to next day, which is Saturday.. I ordered spaghetti, mushroom soup n cake this time.. haha.. Still ok la this times.. Haha..

Yesterday, (Wednesday) I went out with my fellow friends.. [Lu, Fen Fliss & me] We gathered at starbucks around 8p.m but Lu was in traffic jam so she late.. hahaha.. nvm.. This is juz a informal gathering nia.. Hehez.. Then we ordered drinks there lor.. All together cost RM56.90 i think.. Then we went to shopping.. The NEW parkson which I 1st time go in.. haha. sorry ba, san ba lao a me.. All r very expensive de.. =( But high class la.. haha.. Then we went home nearly 10p.m coz Fliss have her school next day.. haha.. Will meet u guts very very soon during the Chinese New Year de.. ^,^

keep in mind..

2009-01-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

Currently, I tot i m very happy with wat friend did to me who called my BEST friend.. I actually dont noe wat is she thinking abt.. She is doing something tat different with wat she had told me before.. She made me disappointed.. Friends r divided into many group but doesn't mean tat u can do such selfish thing behind me secretly... I dont noe how can i trust you anymore.. My heart was broken n may u guyz felt very very happy with it i dont mind.. My goal from now is juz study hard n going to oversea n leave this place.. I hate wat u had did.. I really donno.. So many years of friend already.. U still.. Haiz.. Watever then, as long as u happy with it.. i juz can release all the hates, angry, n disappointed of u at here.. I wont tell you anything detail abt me or wat is my opinions.. I hate you for cheating me.. We r juz normal friend from now.. I dont mind everything.. At least there is some Best friend helping me behind.. Thank you to u guyz.. I m very very ill.. But i have no choice to escape the truth.. Now i juz wish u do ur own things n i have my own life.. I noe i shouldn't be so stupid to trust you.. But this is ME!! I wont believe you anymore.. U have no chance to explain!! I had gave u many times already.. But.. U juz... I should tell you straight away but i scared everything bad will come to me again n we have less contact since i graduated.. I had expirienced tat The day tat nobody put me in their eyes.. The day tat ppl looked down on me.. The day tat ppl Hate me.. The day tat i quit.. The day tat i cried.. N the day tat i had falled in love.. Nobody will knows.. Everyone juz looking on the surface.. Never PROVE anything.. Mouth is for eat n talk.. but not in rude ways.. u should recall back ur moral or sivik tat u had studied b4.. I will juz let these all the 'worth' things GO n forgive everything, everyone with NO reason.. I believe that the things tat u guyz had done it to me ,wont come to me again in my New life.. Year 2009!!

Study is everything.. No knowledge, no power.. This is WORLD!!
Execise is how we can have a healthy body..
This 2 are enough for students to live in this world or compete wif each others to be a top student..
Wish all my classmates will work together n putting our effort to fight until the end.. YEAH!! =)
Wish my friends work successfully in their job n some friends have their SPM examination in this year n next year.. I support u all!!
Badminton is still carry on!! Keep it up for this year!! *Best Friend--> COMPETITION muz get champion o.. If not chia makan o.. PIZZA HUT also can.. Hohoho!! =)

Thankz to the blogger tat can let me release all the pains, happiness, sadness by this way.. YEAH!! =)

*ChInG SiCk BaDlY ReCeNtLy*

Start from the very beginning..

2009-01-06T17:30:00.001+08:00

Well, I have step into my college life in year 2009 which is this year..

5th Jan 2009 was the 1st day tat i attend.. I went there nearly 8a.m.. Haha.. After i paid the school fees n etc, i went to lecture hall.. There is a gathering of all the new students--wat they called orientation.. Everything was going smoothly, i saw a guy who sit BESIDE me in primary school.. I juz ignore him.. haha.. Sorry lor.. I dont wish to do something like.... "Hey!! U also study here a?" Haha.. I m not tat kind of person k? I saw a friend or bro school mate aswell.. he is handsome.. haha.. he is very popular o called famous.. haha.. He came to my house during CNY every year.. Hohoho!! Happy.. Hmm.. i knew some new friends there.. But sorry i cant recognise u guy in the moment.. Haha.. paiseh.. >.< 12 noon, i went home lurr.. rest a while, then went to learn to drive.. fantastic!! haha.. It was going successfully.. Hehe.. nite time i went to support Riam n SLS.. I noe it was so unfair.. but i cant help u anything.. meet again in Feb.. Be more confidence.. Fight for it!! The champion is alway You in my heart.. =)

6th Jan 2009, which is today, I went to have my breakfast at servay there, then going to school at 10.++a.m.. (i m not going to tell abt my college life for today le.. Coz i m so tired..)

I had sore throat.. so felt very uncomfortable in class today.. Cold like ice.. But i m happy i did pay attention to every single class.. even though i din take tat subject which is BIO!! hahaha..

='(

Marry Me~

2009-01-04T15:23:00.003+08:00

END of 2008!!!!!! -Gathering of the 'Super Glue'-

2008-12-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

Attention..(the super glue means tat we never separate.. HAha.. The F4 from MIRI.. Whahaha.. Kidding la.. But FUN!!)

Hohoho.. I should end my year 2008 with happiness n meaningful.. Juz with my fellow partners!! We knew each others 2 to 3 years already.. We r good partner in band.. No quorral aswell.. We co-operate with each other.. Today, we have fate to meet each others again.. We played whole day.. From afternoon 1.30p.m until 10p.m.. We enjoy ourselves very much with laugh, joke, bully n etc.. really a GREAT day!!

--FRIENDZ FOREVER!!--

--Oh yea.. The chocolate with cream tat ordered at secret recipe.. HAha--
(forgot to upload in my last post.. so combine it here.. hehe..)

1st, we met at Lin's shop.. Then we chit-chatting there abt half an hour? nearly tat la.. Haha.. Then we go for bowling.. Haha.. Erm.. 1st time played it.. Nice ler.. not bad.. Still remembered i got 75 scores.. Haha!! Happy happy happy!! Finally i have my 1st try ma.. Still cheap la.. RM6.60 for 1 round nia.. After tat ONE round, we went to archery.. Haha.. Erm.. RM10.00 for each person.. Haha Hand O-che again.. Haha.. A bit pain nia la.. Bo-dai-ji.. Hahaha.. I juz feel like it is our home.. Haha.. erm.. talk & Laugh inside.. ENJOY!!

--Professional (formal pic) of Archery-- Whahaha!! Kidding la..

Have our Drinks at pakson.. then walk here walk there.. then finally we went to marina bay!! Erm.. Nice!! Haha.. Enjoy very much.. No pressure at all with them.. Uh huuu!! HAha!!

--Sunset which I LOVE so much..Felt so romantic when u watch wif ur lover..Hahaha..--

--Inilah seahorse.. Haha.. Besar ni.. Haha.. Tapi sangat kotor its badan.. Haha.. Green green de.. yuckszzz..--

--Romantic Sunset..=)--

--Another view of sunset-- =)

--William Ting.. 失恋的感觉.. Haha.. kidding la..--

--Haha.. I m conan!! I took it when we chit-chatting.. Haha..--

--Aha! This boat so annoying! Disturbing us when we chit-chatting.. Haha.. Noisy a!! Spoilt!!--

After have our 'wonderful activities' there, we went to Steamboat.. Haha.. We stay there from 7p.m until 9p.m.. Haha.. Cost RM103.. A crazy night for me.. I was like a drunk woman.. Soooooo high!! I also don noe why.. Juz really happy to released out all the unhappiness n I m now so happy n excited to Welcome The Year 2009 To come.. Wish I have a really New Life without any bothering except study!! Wish all the unhappy things tat happened in year 2008 will gone from my head or memorises.. I dont really need those unnecessary memorises unless it is worth enough to let it keeps in my mind.. =) I shoould format my brain luuu.. 2009 is coming.. YEAH!!

Lastly, thank you to my friends tat brought so many happiness to me today.. I love you ALL!! Hohoho.. Wish us sweet alwayz n never forget each others juz same as TODAY.. Since nearly 1 year we din meet wif S.Lung.. Haha!!

--Hoho..This is wat we bought b4 we went home.. Means we all so SWEET.. Haha!!--
(Blue-ChInG;Red-Sally;Purple-William;green-Sik Lung)

Sorry, If i too crazy tonight.. Haha.. Juz TOO HAPPY..
Once again, thank you GUYZ~
Good Night n have a sweet dream!! MuakzZ~

Inilah!!!!! HAhaha!!

2008-12-24T14:24:00.001+08:00

--This is the phone tat my sis is using NOW..--

Haiz.. I so jealous ler actually.. HAha.. During Chinese new year wan plz her to lend me for few days liao.. HAha.. Beh Ta han a!! SIanz..

It is expensive!! 800 Singapore dollar man!! Haiz Haiz.. Wish my uncle will buy for me for Christmas present but i noe it is impossible!! Haha..

More information,
I already mentioned in last last post..
If not, Find urself then...
Whahahahaha!!!!
Uh huh~
I m so excited she come back a!!! Damn it..
Whahahahahahahahahaaah!!!

Bye~ Oh yea.. Still have one excited n surprise going to share with my friends.. But.. Wait lor..

Ching busy NOW, 2.23p.m!! Going to WORK!! Aghh!!! Haha!!
--Brunei--

..........................

2008-12-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

@2008*

HAhaha!!! Hohoho!!! hihihi!! Hehehe!!! Huhuhu!!

2008-12-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

Today, i received a call from my sister.. Haha.. She asked me to check for the newest sony ericsson phone.. Finally i found it.. It is Sony Ericson C905.. Miri haven seen yet coz i din go gai gai.. Hahaha.. Stay at home, reading story books, watching tv, drama time, online, messaging, working, playing.. Playing with puppy n computer games.. Haha.. Oh yea!! N planning for my future.. Hehez.. But i have no idea abt it now.. =)

Oh.. Wish to see how the phone looks like?
Here it is..
I m kind rite?
Juz click on the link then u can see it already ler..
Hahahahaha!!
http://www.sonyericsson.com/bigpictures/Flash/Default.aspx?cc=my&lc=en&gclid=CPrB9OeN0pcCFZUtpAodQEQmCg

I m so excited for next month.. Sister is coming back!! Yes!! We have A LOT OF things wish to SHARE with each other.. HAhaha.. N mayb my laptop will appear in front of me SOON!! Either next month or during Chinese New Year.. Haha.. YAAHHOOOOO!!!!!

Last Thursday, I went to Secret Recipe wif mummy to have our dinner.. Haha.. Dad n bro had their own dinner.. So only left me n mum at home.. Haha.. Mum order a spaghetti with chicken for me Then She ordered Japanese Mee for herself.. Lastly, she ordered a chocolate with cream for our drinks.. Erm.. Delicious!! Coz it is not too salt or too sweet.. So it is mum n ChInG favourite.. My family dont like to eat too sweet or salt de foods or drinks.. Coz it will make us THIRSTY!! Haha.. Still boleh tahan la.. I will go AGAIN!! hehe..

Last Friday, I accompany mum to go shopping!! Haha.. Bought so many shirt, pants n skirt.. Haha.. Spent a lot tat day.. Abt 4 to 5 p.m like tat, me n mum went to Fartini restaurant to eat PIZZA.. Haha.. I ordered a Hawaiian favour de.. Hehe.. But it is expensive.. I wont go there to have my meal there again BUT!! If with my bf then i love la.. The place is so nice n Romantic enough.. Especially the light.. Hahaha..

These days, mum din cook.. Coz we have too much dinner.. Haha.. With cousin, aunt n uncle.. Went to grandma's house juz now for dinner around 6.30p.m We also brought our puppy there.. Haha.. Had a lot of FUN there.. YEAH!! Oh yea, This afternoon went to Brunei n had lunch at my relatives' house..
--All r abt to celebrate the 'tang yuan day'--

Now going sui-gao-gao lurr... So headache n tired!! Coz i alway sleep at 2-3a.m.. So obviously, it is b'coz i dont have sufficient sleep lor.. Hehehe.. Buh-Bye~!! MuakzZ!! Good nite n have a sweet dream my friendz~

@2008 guy

2008-12-19T11:37:00.001+08:00

Haiz..
These days donno wat happened to me..
You r alway in my mind..
Even day time, nite time n also dream time..
I was dreamt at u every nite..
I donno wat I m thinking abt.. I m so bothering again..
I should tell you this.. But it is unnecessary.. you have ur own life with ur sweet girl.. I don't really dare to find you.. Scared u bother n everything.. I think i keep in my heart n just let it be.. I m scared abt LOVE.. I give up!! But i wan you clear n understand tat..

I m still loving you 2008 guy since it was a short relationship? Yea.. I admit all the things..

I Love You..
I Need You..
I Miss you..
I Wan you..
I like You..

New ChInG

2008-12-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

Haha!
This morning, i woke up at 8 something then washed up myself n took a bath.. I prepared breakfast for myself since parents working n bro n my cousin still sleeping.. Haha.. They 2 r lazy pig!! HAha.. Then nearly 9, i wake my bro up n asked him to send me to GCM.. I have badminton practise with my cousin.. Haha.. Hmm.. Very suang.. Haha.. We played played played n eat eat eat there.. A wonderful morning!! Haha..

When i reach home, i got a bad news from my parents tat puppy was sick!! Oh man!! we were so worry then send it to 'pet's hospital' which near my house.. BETTIE!! The doctor consult it n conclusion was it din't have any fever n is a very playful dog.. Haha.. The doctor said mayb the dog ate something very dirty like worms?? hahaha.. nvm.. i got the medicine already.. It takes 2 times a day.. Hehe.. It cost RM40 for the consultation..

Afternoon, mum was going to saloon to wash her hair.. So i decided to go have a hair cut which i wan it for long time.. Hmm.. I have my new hair style now.. Haha.. I think it is quite funny lor.. Short short de.. Hehe.. so i can wash it often.. YES!! Mum said not nice.. ='( But nvm la.. Hair will grow ba.. Wait it long again lor.. Hehe.. I m quite open-minded already lurrrr since i faced sooooooo many mafan.. haha.. I m ready for my study next year which iss next month.. Omg!! I m so excited.. Hahaha!!!!!

Reached home was abt 3p.m then i took a bath, continue my drama then have a nap.. Parents woke me up few times but i cant have awake.. So tired e... Luckily tonite no tuition.. Haha!! Yeah!! I woke up abt 7 plus, then have my dinner.. My dinner was FISH n veges soup ONLY.. Hehe.. NICE!!! I love it!! Then dad received a call from my uncle.. Then they was invited us to go to have our dinner.. SHABU-SHABU!! Haha.. My favourite AGAIN!! So, we prepared ourselves n went there.. haha.. Me n my bro was ordered sooooooo many delicious food o..Haha.. GREAT!! But i m not full e.. I still can have supper.. Haha.. Wow..

Haha.. I quite HAPPY today~ Now going to continue my drama lurrr... Bye-bye~
=)

Oooooo..........

2008-12-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Haha.. I quite busy these few days..
Went to change my lenses coz i cant see clearly ba.. Bluur blur de.. So i went to pakson to have a checking lor.. Yea.. My right eye actually is only 425.. Now it going deeper.. Damn it.. i was shocked!! It is 525.. Plus 100 a!!! ARg!!! Nvm then.. Then i went to buy skirt lor.. No my size again.. If got size then not nice to look.. Whole afternoon spent my time there juz for seaching for it.. FINALLY!! mum found 2 for me.. Then i go for a try.. NICE!! NICE!!! ok.. Then i m going to pay.. Wa.. Expensive a!! One cost RM100.90 then another was RM89.90... Haiz.. But no choice ler.. cousin gonna married then chinese new year is getting close n closer.. Haha.. I m actually HAPPY lar.. HAha..

Next, i went to register my tuition.. i wait my mum in the car.. So took some pic there.. Haha..

Here it is!! ==>

--The look when i m without my glasses.. =)--

--Another view of ME.. Hehe.. --

Nite time, actually i got work de.. But my malay cousin married a.. So din go lor.. Lazy also.. Whahahahaha.. Erm.. They sit there(pic below) when the ceremony start.. It is really really NICE!!! Beautiful!! They decorate themselves a? Erm.. Really NICE!! hahaha..

-This is where they sit.. Coz their law la.. I donno.. ahaha.. But i noe it is NICE!!-

Hmm.. Tat's all.. Gonna busy again lur!! HAha.. Tonight tuition again.. Hehe.. 6.30p.m to 9.30p.m................ =)

Happy,Sad;Smile n tears!! My LIFE~!!

2008-12-08T00:11:00.004+08:00

These r the pic tat i took from Eastwood.. Wow.. The snowman? n the house.. The house is built with biscuit ler.. Wa!! Fantastic!! I dont noe how they make it.. Hahaha!! Then the last pic is me.. Haha..
Phew~ Really busy these few days.. Yesterday,(Saturday), i woke up late then in the afternoon, i went to CT academic service centre to ask for the further details again.. Hmm.. Lastly, my decision was studying A-level next year.. =) Then i went to Cambridge there for my 'tuition'? It was long long time i had been there.. But NOW i m going back.. Haiz.. Renew everything still need to pay RM7++ very sianz.. Nowadays, if u have no money then u cant 'TALK' anything.. Really!! Haiz.. I should study hard.. I rest 1 month nia ler.. then need start bia again.. unfair.. But actually i m going to study foundation of engineering at Curtin.. But sorry to my FRIENDS!! I break the promise.. Because of my future, i should choose my own way.. SORRY!! I dont wish to go curtin also have my own others reason..
Nite time, i was going to Eastwood to have my part time work.. Working is really tired.. Fingers was injured.. really pain.. :'( Then back bone pain again.. Leg pain.. Alamak.. Really same as a woman.. Haha.. anywhere, i got my own pocket money.. I was searching for a laptop for myself.. Either i but it here or buy from Singapore.. Boulevard miri, DELL,cost RM2599.. I think more cheap already.. I need to get more details again.. Here n Singapore.. I should have a view n compare it..

Today is Sunday.. Hmm.. I woke up late again.. Coz very tired for working last night.. I cleaned my house myself.. Coz parents n bro going to work.. Left me n my cousin.. My cousin bought lunch for me also.. Erm.. Almost 4.20p.m, they r back, then me n my bro help our puppy to take a bath.. HAha.. Play with it everyday.. Haha.. CUTE!! Opps.. Then i received a message from my friend tat our class have a class trip? again.. Which held at Tanjong Miri in the morning at 9a.m.. I think i m not going to join.. Coz i scared i will get sunburn again.. Haha.. Sorry o.. I love fairer de me.. Hehe.. try my best to not get the sunlight.. Whahaha!! Every activities r held at indoor o.. HAha.. muakz!!
Nite, Me n my family went to EAstwood to have our dinner there.. So dint work lor.. Hmm.. There got function.. 350 tables.. So there r 3500 ppls!!!!! Damn many.. which i dont like.. The noise n the ppl i dont like..

I m the best already e.. HAha.. pretty!! YEAH!! Sorry, too PERASAN.. Hahahahahahaha.. Too happy!!!!!!!!

My LovE!!

2008-12-04T15:15:00.005+08:00

My puppy.. It is a male.. It cost RM350.. But my uncle juz gave me for free.. Thank you very much.. Its makan n shampoo r more expensive than human being.. So damn.. Got this thing happen like this.. Haha.. Play with it nearly everyday when i m free.. It is so clever.. It will listen wat u say.. I love it so much!!!

I LOVE IT!!!!!

爱与缘分

2008-12-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

This is for ChInG..
Wat her situation now is juz like this..
She is really thankz to her friend to sent this to her..
N let her noe wat to do next n she will continue her STUDy next year..
No more LOVE again.. Unless she can find another him in her future life...

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Tagged!!

2008-12-01T11:55:00.001+08:00

Tagged by:
Charlyn Teo..

Rule 1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
YUp!!

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Sorry.. I dont accept lesbian.. Haha..

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
I donno e.. Still young.. Haha..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Share with my family lor.. Buy watever i wish to..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Sorry.. I have no BEST friend..

7. List 5 recently watched movies.
-原来我不帅
-公主小妹
-家好月圆
-恶魔在身边
-恶作剧之吻

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
How do i noe? Haha.. God will arrange..

9.List 5 favourite songs.
I already list at the right hand side.. Haha..

10. Do you have any regrets?
YUP!!!!!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ching Forever lor!! hahaha..

12. Who is the most important person to you?
My family..

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
She is cute n clever..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor...

15. What is your favourite color?
Light colour.. especially light green, orange n yellow..

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Mayb..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which one would you choose?
I dont noe.. Guys r very.......

18. What are the top 5 places on your "to-go" list?
-England
-Australia
-Japan
-Singapore
-Hong Kong disney lane

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
-be a guy
-Be a BAby!!!
-时光倒流

20. 5 people I have tagged.
-Derek Kho
-Matthew Kong
-Georgina Chieng
-David Low
-Kelvin Chan

让老天决定我的命运吧~

2008-11-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

我的命运将掌空不了了。。
我放弃了我的机会。。

我的学业也让老天帮我吧。。
我今年的成绩将是什么呢？
我明年该读什么？
后年应该出国吗呢？

我的健康会是怎样？
我明天的针会打得怎样呢？
我不能在生病了。。
我不能这么脆弱了。。

我的爱情呢？
我好需要哦。。
我还是忘不了我的爱，该怎么办？
你那么讨厌我；我却爱着你。。

老天爷！！帮帮我吧！！我好痛苦哦！！
我只是要一个疼爱我的以及健康的男友就够了。。
钱对我来说并不重要。。
为什么我的爱人会这么对我？我到底做错了什么？
天知地知你知我却不知；这样对我公平吗？

我就将这一切交给老天吧！
勉得我走错；免得我后悔。。
谢谢老天有眼帮我的忙。。
我等着我的爱人。。 =）

Aaaaaarrrrggg!!!!!!

2008-11-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

Arrr... I have a busy holiday these few days.. Haha..

Friday was rush here n there.. Morning, woke up at 7++ then prepare a while, went to temple.. After tat, i went to CT academic service to get know something abt mystudies next year.. Unfortunately, until NOw i still donno whether i should study A-level or Foundation.. Haiz.. At 1st, I confirm tat i m going to study foundation.. But i heard tat Singapore University dont accept foundation de only A-level.. Haiz.. Donno donno donno a!! I donno where should i go.. If i study A-level, Then i will be going to Singapore uni? to continue the Bachelor? I donno!! IF i study Foundation, i should continue my Bachelor in Perth,Australia.. wa.. I dont wish to go oversea man!!! Haiz.. I donno donno donno!!! Really DONNO!!!!!! Construction Management curtin university in Miri dont have.. Need to go Cutin in perth.. Alamak.. Still considering!! BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What should i do n where can i go????????

After tat, i went home n have my breakfast? at 12p.m.. Haha.. I have my sandwhich oo... Nice.. hmm.. then wait for Sally to come n fetch me.. I went to Lin's house.. We cooked for our lunch.. Quite nice n delicious.. Hahahahaha.. Gossip around also.. Haha.. Then we went to Champion at 2p.m.. Hahaha.. There r 7 ppl altogather.. My partner is Sally of coz.. Haha.. Won few matches nia.. Hahaha.. Happy!!!!! Then 4 o'clock, my bro came n fetch me.. Went home around 4.30p.m.. Coz traffic jam.. haha.. Then reached home, finished bath, bro cooked early dinner for me.. Wow!! Delicious.. Hahaha.. Then wait for his turn to bath.. THen er rush to Eastwood to work.. Tat nite was like.. WAAAAAAAWWWW.. It is Shell Long Service Awards nite.. The title was Down Memory Lane... Haha.. talk to angmo was so suang.. hahaha.. erm.. Mostly r angmo there lor.. quite a few is Chinese.. Haha..So SUang aaa See them so high.. dance there sing there also.. Quite 'open' o tat nite.. hahaha.. angmo ma... HAhaha After work was 12 something then both of us went home.. Wa.. Tired like shit a.. After took bath then sui-gao-gao lurrr.. HAhaha..

Yesterday was soooooo tired.. muscle pain, hand pain, butt also pain, leg pain, WHOLE body pain!! arrr!! BUT when i played NO pain ler.. Hahaha.. 1st few matches i partner with david.. Hahaha.. Erm.. Won also.. Then after tat partner with Sally lor.. Hahaha.. Good~ A very nice day.. Coz keep won ma.. So happy also.. Haha.. Juz rest for a while nia within 2 hours.. Haha.. Yes!!! Stamina improve.. Everything improve.. yes.. Hahaha.. Still got one person haven compete with me a.. Haha.. So long already.. But yesterday not enough time so din lor.. Wait again lor.. Hahaha.. Next week o when lor.. Haha.. Soooooo Happy.. I will try my best to win tat match.. haha.. I dont believe i so laoya.. Hahaha..

Nite time was wonderful.. Me n dad n mum went to Auntie house to have our dinner..--Steamboat-- Hahaha.. YEAH!! i was damn happy these few days.. Hehe.. Yes!! Enjoy also.. hehehe.. I ate a lot.. Coz all r my favourite.. Coz uncle so sayang me de since i was still a children.. He bought wat i want.. But of coz i dont dare to tell him la.. Haha.. Eventhrough it is very very expensive, he also will buy for me.. Haha.. Xing fu a me.. Hehehe............

--Enjoying my single life--

YEs!!!

2008-11-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

YES!!! FInally finally finally!!!!!!
Phew~ Finished SPM already.. Hehe.. DAmn damn damn HAPPY!!
Hmm.. Today had my LAST subject ler.. Haha.. Quite ok.. Hehe.. I m so crazy NOW.. Happy like i won RM99999999999999...... Hahaha..

Today,after my test was 12 something then went home had my fried chicken from mummy n took my bath.. Then went to parkson with geor n sylvia.. Mei mei do her hair style.. then man ning was put AEROPLANE o... Hahaha.. nvm then.. We met at McD then went to watch movie.. Funny!! Nice!! Haha.. I loVe the movie so much.. Hehe.. then we went to play SDO!! Finally i join it!! haha.. Done my promise.. Haha.. I level up within 2 hour o.. lihai ler.. Hahaha!!!!! Then happy happy lor.. hehehe.. Then went home at 5 something near 6.. Then watch tv n play wif the PSP!! hahaha.. erm.. then have dinner n took bath again then went to Boulevard with mum.. Mum bought a new shirt.. Haha.. Then plan to go to parkson again.. but there is too much ppl.. So dont wosh to go ler.. Haha.. Then go home lor.. yea.. Now here i m.. Hehehe..

I Have ONLY ONE month to complete this ALL within DECEMBER ONLY ler.. Is it possible?
Tomorrow..
1.facial in the afternoon..
2.have my hair cut..(new hair style)
3.asking for the 'future' which is next year de THINGS la..

After after after tomorrow..
1.Buy new sport shoes..
2.Playing badminton la.. Duh..
3.listen to engine..
4.car test..
5.learn how to driving..
6.violin class as usual lar..
7.lim teh with Fen..
8.Appointment with sik lung, sally n william.. (my senior & juniors)
9.Finding for a job..
10.Drawing lar.. Quite lousy ler.. like kindergarden.. Haha..
11.Learn english? but only for conversation class..
12.Buy new dresses for my cousin's wedding dinner o..
13.prepare something for my next de@r.. Yeah.. Hehe.. ^^
14.Gameling of coz la..

Oppss.. Today had a new member came to join Kiew's family o..
MyViiii.. 9822. Hehe.. mayb ChInG de o.. Hehe.. I learn 1st la.. Auto o.. So easy for me la..Remember since i was primary 6 i noe how to drive already.. Haha.. Manual o.. Don play play.. After i transfer to my new house here, i dint drive le.. haha.. So now of coz not really lihai lor.. hehe.. need learn again o.. hehehezzz... December la.. haha..

=( ChInG's Situation......=(

2008-11-25T20:28:00.001+08:00

以為我和你　還能夠堅定
守著彼此的約定　走過幸福的痕跡
我恨我心裡　還愛著你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　誰比誰更傷心

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你

我無法逃避　還在乎你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　相愛不能相信

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你
錯愛你　放棄你　太愛你　誰願意　失去你

对不起，我依然爱着你！--ChInG--

DEAL!!!!

2008-11-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

Haha.. TOday had physics paper.. Which is the 2nd last subject.. Unfortunately the exam haven finished but I 'FINISHED' already.. Sick again..!!! DAMN!!

I m sick.. Coz i think i was sleep tooooooo late n woke up early in the morning.. Tat's WHY i get sick.. Headache!! I hate this!! Coz I cant even can think properly.. Hmm.. THe ans of the physic was make me a fool.. I was in a bad mood in the afternoon after had my paper n even i reached home.. It was raining when i went home.. I got the rain also.. Had my 5 pills again.. Sianz!! hmm..

Oh yea!! The deal things is abt the promise? of 2 of my friends.. During the break time, we was discussing the ans of the paper 1.. Then it was like.. erm erm erm.. Hahaha.. Then we suggest tat whoever get A1 then need chia McD.. Haha.. No problem!! DEAL!! I love it.. hahaha.. Last time geor n me also like tat.. But this one more serious.. Whoever get A's in SEJARAH!! Then need to chia to KL(including payment of the hotel & sunway Lagoon.. Haha..).... Come on~!! I m here waiting FOR it!! [M i dreaming?] HAhaha!!!

Hmm.. After tomorrow de CHINESE paper, WE ARE FREE!!!!! Yes!!!HAHAHa!!!

--Waiting for you~-- =)

我的男朋友~

2008-11-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

This song is a very very very NICE!!
Xiao Ya Xuan sang it.. Enjoy it~
Meaningful~
Here the lyrics......

我失眠无聊的夜里
常常会打给你
想聊更多更多更多
你Morning Call给赖床的我
天天这样
默契好到不行
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我
你喜欢送到家门口
在电影散场后
感觉更多更多更多
你有件事想要对我说
叫我别走
却又说不出口
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我 OH YEH..
我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我

Finished~!! Hehe.. =)

Hmm...... Wat can I say?

2008-11-20T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hmm... HehezZ!! Currently sooooooooo Rude o... Haha.. Ask my frien then u noe tat i changed a lot!!! Haha.. Hmm...

Today~ Had my Chemistry paper 1 2 & 3.. Paper 1 n 3 still ok.. But paper 2 suck!! Wat the... For me, it was hard.. Mayb i lost many marks there.. Even Time also not enough for me.. Sianz dao KanasaI a... I did cry for tat stupid paper!!! Coz i CARE so muCH!!!!! Last nite slept at 12.30a.m then woke up at 5.30a.m continue for my study.. Walao e.. Quite Tired.. Study is really tired BUT working is MUCH MORE TIRED k?? Sianz a!!!! Life is so complicated!! So messy a!! I should arrange all NEW & FRESH thing SOON!! YES~!!!!!!!!!

LEFT 3 Subjects!! Bio, Phy & Chi!!!! Faster pass la... Sianz a!! Damn it!! Haha.. Planning for me n my friends is going to parkson CRAZY on WEDnesday~ Hahaha!! YES!!! Which is the day tat after our chi paper 1&2.. Haha..

[[[[[[[[Special~]]]]]]]]
wa.. Juz now read 'someone's' blog.. So enjoy.. I decide to Support 'U' FOREVER!! Haha.. Sorry, I went 'wrong place' ba.. Not my fault also.. Coz i really scared of ghost ba.. I think 'U' more kind n nice.. Will appreciate ppl with 'ur' true heart & welcomed the passed with happy happy n never argue.. Althou I heard tat 'U' not tat united la, But i think the heart is the MOST important lor.. Hehe.. Exactly Not same as me.. I m quite pity now lor.. Haha.. Totally opposite with 'U'.. 'U' there more UNITED e i think.. Me here nobody cares already.. I did try my best to co-operate but noone hiew.. Haha.. Anyway~ Forget abt tat.. Tat was PASSED.. Look Forward, guyz!! =) Achieved more, win more!!! But dont be too proud.. [my advise] hahahahaha..... GAMBATEH!!

I cant Say anything already.. Tak ada Kuasa.. I dont wan tat 'kuasa' also.. Due to it spoilt me A lot!! REMEMBER!! Noone can see the TRUE heart, or EFFort.. only FEEL it then u will FELL something really special~ =)

Time goes faster plz.. I wish to see the truth earlier bo.. =) [Quite bad ler me] Hahaha.. My words Are 'rubbish' But others Are 'Gold'.. Treasure it NOW o.. Dont regret then hate urself much more than me.. Haha.. U will Love Me after tat~ Hehe.. Time CAN really prove everything o~ Hehe..

Yup.. I sure miss u a lot.. How abt You?

2008-11-19T11:40:00.003+08:00

Yea.. I miss you..
The hug only from you..
The day only with you..
All are so sweet..
=)
How abt You? Guessing wat u busy of these few days..
Blocking to b friends..
Lazy to b chat..
Lousy to b nerd..
Crazy to b myself..
Hahaha..
=)

HehezZ~

2008-11-18T22:53:00.001+08:00

Haha.. Currently crazy with books BOOKs BOOKS!! Haha.. But i love it.. Coz my only way to success.. =)

Hmm.. Passed, dont wan to post it out la.. nothing special n Lazy also.. Hahaha.. Today had my add.math(favourite suj) N P.moral.. Erm.. For me, All r difficult.. I also donno why.. Mayb I m too laoya.. Haha.. Nvm then.. Talk so much here also no use.. Coz the results r depends on the examiners.. Not me!! Hahaha..

Wa.. Add math paper 1 started from 8 to 10 a.m then add. math paper 2 started at 10.30 to 1 p.m.. Called to our tuition teacher also, during the recess time.. Haha.. Not we too miss her.. Is b'coz something happen ba.. Whahaha... The moral delay to 2.30 to 5 p.m.. Hmm.. Exam also got delay de?? 1st time heard tat ler.. haha.. Damn TIRED after finished all the 3 papers for ONLY today.. Quite happy when reached home.. Dont noe y.. Haha.. Gonna crazy.. Haha.. Scream here n there also..

Ermm... Wat else.... Erm.. Still left Few subjects nia.. But so LAZY to study already le.. Play play play watch tv all the time.. Haha.. Until parents scold then juz go to study.. haha.. watever then... Hohoho.....

Juz now, after my bath n dinner, I went to lanzhong to see Shuai Ge.. Hhaha.. Aiya no la.. went to watch basketball competition la.. Haha.. Hmm.. Saw some nice guys also.. Hahaha............................... LengZai o..........Hahaha...But i dont noe who r u.. JIa YOU!! Lose nvm.. Juz try ur BEST!! GAMBATEH for next day!!

Heard tat You r happier than before..

2008-11-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

走在熙来攘往的街头　你不再牵着我的小手
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾　泪也小心翼翼的流

有些事情你还在瞒着我　但是到现在你还是没开口
淡淡一句　还是朋友　撕裂的心　犹如刀割

知道分手后你也不会难过　你也比从前快乐了许多
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口呢？
过往的欢乐是否褪色　我也不知道想问你怎么舍得让我这么难过

祝福你~！！再见~！！记得要幸福快乐~！！
〈不管你有没有别人。。我都不打扰你了。。〉

GOOD BYE MY LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!
=')

ModEl Of The Year~!! Whahaha!! [Single life!!]

2008-11-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

The Model?? Of the Year?? Hahaha.....

Haha.. Yea.. Tat's ME!! Happy ChInG~ No worries, Friends.. I cheer up alwayz..

Success to escape from the PAIN!! New Life is Appear!! Yeah!!

Why i said so??
Because currently i Sleep at 12 to 1 a.m.....
For my revision..
Since i was so sick, But i still never give up..
I will try my all best to achieve my best result..
Today, the Trial results was out..
Not really happy with my English, P.Moral, Chem s' mark..
Quite disappointed.. Coz din get A's..
Others quite ok...!! Surprise with my Chinese result.. HAha..
So Happy!! Can score my Chinese in A's.. Muaks!!
Hmm.. Recently, Fever,flu,cough,vomit n headache is accompany with me..
Really suffering a.. Hmm.. Medicine was finished(to eat).. But sick haven gone!! Haha..
Nvm~! I will study study n study until the exams finished.. Hehe..
Except i die then i wont study lor.. Haha..

Juz an ordinary gals..
Simple n easy.. Haha..

God also cry for us??

2008-11-12T17:30:00.000+08:00
Phew~ Finally finished the Bm, Sej n Bi subject.. Monday was damn sick.. Went to consult by Dr. Yong.. Wait there for one n the half hour.. Wa.. Really tired.. I studied in my car when waiting for the calling.. I did study the sej.. Wa.. But i dont noe la.. Sainz!! Erm.. Then i felt so cold at night cant even walk properly.. Felt like i was dead.. My skin also very pain.. Unfortunately the next day have my 1st day of SPM examination.. But wat can i do?? Headache like HELL!!! Wat the.. Cant even memories wat i had studied... not pretty but it is really PITY!!!! Imagine when u have a very important test then u fall sick seriously.. How terrible izzit.. Wa... I really cant stand it..

Midnight, i cant even sleep n woke up at 2 something.. I woke my parents up n told them i was headache!! Really pain.. It gonna burst!! I dont noe whether it is too stress o wat.. My brain n around my ears was full of 'SAINS N TECHNOLOGY'.. wat the.. I tot i was getting crazy.. Mum keep ask me wat i wan to do.. I juz keep shacked my head.. I m so sorry to my parents tat din let u have a nice sleep.. N worrying abt me whole nite.. Accompany me.. Only have 2 hours nap.. SORRY..

The next day.. Have my exams lor.. Vomit in the early morning.. N I have my flu, fever, headache n cough with my 1st exam day.. Now + one more which is my 'sexy sound'.. Haha.. Everyone laugh at me.. Haha.. I felt happy tat finally these difficult subjects was PASSED!! yes!! now i m scared of one more Bm sub which is P.M... I dint care abt the Bm sub coz i dont use it in my future.. So happy abt tat.. [My Life n My Future R ALL in my HAND!! Haha..] I noe wat i m going to do abt my studies n everything except love thing.. Haha.. Not really trust ppl right now.. Haha.. Sorry guys~

Erm.. Today had my English paper 1 n 2.. quite ok.. But the sej DAMN hard for me.. Even god also crying for us.. HAha.. I m thinking too much i noe.. But i try the best to not think la.. Hahahahaha!! This morning woke up so early n slept on the sofa.. Headache!!!!!!!!!!!! Really hate it already.. Haiz.. Suffering!! Bothering!! My 1st tears drip down when mum asked me how is my preparation of my sej.. I cried.. Coz i m not ready yet due to the evil headache!!!!!

Now~ Erm.. Still the same.. But the headache not tat serious le.. Still can tahan.. HAha.. happy also i can put down all the thing slowly.. =) Thankz to my best frien ever,Mei Fen to encourage me n give me direction where should i go n wat should i do.. Thankz!!

Pizza Hut!! Fartini!! Coffee bean!! secret recipe!! N etc etc!!! I will come after the EXAM!! HAha.. The approval from my mummy~ Now no mood to enjoy 1st.. Whahaha!! Here i come to shopping with u all friendz~

Aha.. The promise btwn me n geor.. If whoever got A in sej, then need to chia going for KL sunway lagoon+air ticket+hotel fees.. Haha.. But i tell u IMPOSSIBLE!! whahaha!!!

Courage let me say it out...

2008-11-07T14:45:00.000+08:00
1st i m very sorry to a guy called vin tat i post this special post without his noes, approve n agree... But this is really came out from my heart.. =) For my own good, i scared it will influence my exams, so i should tell it out.. Sorry, i m too selfish..

We noe each others in August 2008.. Which is the day tat we gave a surprise birthday party for him at Taman Awam Miri.. Took pic,talking n playing altogether.. These r really a fun day.. But i apologize tat i need to go home early tat nite.. Abt 9.30p.m i think.. Abt 11++ i think u all went home n we have our 1st MSN chatting.. It was something happened tat nite so u should go out in the heavy rain.. I was worrying coz it is very dangerous.. I noe u tried ur best n wish to search it back.. I understand.. Start this day, we start to message.. --caring abt u--

Nearly 1 week, i had falling in love to him.. HAiz.. So our relationship start in sept... Yea.. he did his part n work hard in his studies with his effort.. Did his assignment until midnight.. I m really sorry tat i was disturbing him so much.. But I understand him tat when he is doing anything, he dont wish ppl to disturb him like massage him like tat.. But i did something tat very wrong.. I message him when he is very busy.. Sorry.. When i m not in mood, u care abt me.. cheer me up everytime..

Actually I understand.. So told u tat i never angry abt tat.. I need ur support also.. Of coz i did support u.. But when the times tat i really need u, u suggest to leave me.. It is so sudden.. I never angry u whenever u din find me o watsoever.. coz at least i noe u r busy.. I treat u as my Mr.right.. The promise, our future.......... I think there is something misunderstanding btwn.. I dint blame anyone.. I din hate u.. N i remember today is day no. 61 tat suffering in love.. In this very short period of love.. I think there is some others reason.. But i might thinking too much also.. Juz wish to have an actual ans.. =) I din mean to bother u.. So i din find u quite long time.. Dont wish to see ur sad n the bothered face.. Not handsome o.. hehe..

I noe i should put down.. But b4 tat, i should have settle n noe everything in detail.. So.. I might find u after ur exams.. Dont wish to bother u in ur studies.. I understand tat uni is not tat easy to score.. I learnt many things from u also.. =)

Lastly, I wish we can still be friend like b4.. I think it is not tat difficult since it was passed for mostly one month ago.. Dont be enemy.. Not good for both of us also.. I wont appear in front of u anymore.. Because of u.. I gave up to go back n giving u guyz a really bad image tat day.. Sorry.. I noe I shouldn't go there which is not my place anymore.. I will go to another place which nobody noes.. I will disappear in ur life.. Dont worry.. Juz give me a day to talk to u then enough.. Wish u all the best in ur coming exam n have ur better life.. I prefer u happy than me myself.. I sad nvm.. If u dont like my annoying i understood.. Hate me nvm.. =) BUT U muz be the happiest guy in this world.. Support u always n wish u can find someone tat suit to u n better than me.. Happy alwayz no matter wat had happen.. =) Remember tat no frown in ur life.. hehe..

I dont k who hate me o bad mouthing behind me.. Coz i learnt how to accept already.. =) I experience both success n failure in year 2007 & 08.. I had grown up already.. Cant be so mean le.. I wish they can tell me directly so tat i have a chance to change myself.. Not to do the same thing in my future.. =)

(Endless story btwn..)

Juz for EngDauKia, vin.. Haha.. SORRY!!

==ChInG For3veR==

My way~

2008-11-07T00:35:00.000+08:00
I think i should be..................

I m now having a new knowledge n a different way of looking at life!!
I have been discourteous to my elders n my friends but only b'coz they do not understand my problems.. They found it is difficult to accept the changes in me.. Now I cannot return to my old way of my life completely b'coz I had CHANGED!!

I came home n felt more confident to myself.. I m wiser n have learnt many new things.. I m no longer afraid of others n the differences btwn ppl.. I m now less easily fooled by clever talks.. I believe in good things of coz.. Moreover, I m now more tolerant than ppl who have never been abroad.. Now I want to share my NEW knowledge wif others..

I will not make demands tat r against my own principles.. I have learnt to choose n make comparisons.. wat is important n wat is not.. Wat i should put down n wat i should still handle it.. Wat should i do n wat i cant.. I really dont wish ppl said bad abt me.. N Spoil my image.. Coz i CARE!! BUT.. I cant control ppl's mouth.. I cant stop them also..

I wish i have a NEW n FRESH LIFE next year in my uni.. No more such things happen to me.. N i wan to let ppl pop out their eyes.. Look tru my heart.. How I treat ppl With my true heart n fulfilling.. Really a BIG step for me next year.. Really a New NEw NEW life!! (Sometime really dont noe how to describe my feeling in words.. So, juz feel it.. then u will understand the purpose tat i do..)

Now i m able to argue n with reason.. But i m still HUMBLE n RESPECTFUL..
I m not a new person n I m not really different from You.. I m not afraid of the challenges of the future n my coming SPM examinations.. I m the same as you but i have been freed from narrow ways.. I have become independent n this is really my true self.. ChInG For3ver!!

Fantastic Day~

2008-11-06T18:50:00.000+08:00
Today, i din go school... So woke up at 8a.m.. Went to tuition at 9.15a.m.. Haha.. I prepared breakfast for myself.. then took a bath of coz.. So late again.. HAha....

After tuition, we all (form 5 students) have a gathering for the last? haha... RRss combine with Chung Hua n Datuk or st.Co... I dont noe la.. Nearly 20+ ppl.. Haha.. Teacher had reserved the seat yesterday.. So not need too rush.. Reached there abt 12.20 like tat, then go find our seat.. haha.. Hmm.. me n my another frien go to have a walk at ground floor there.. Then go back to have our lunch.. Haha..

Nearly 1 p.m something, The 3 guys from rrss which is my classmate, they went to play DOTA.. Haha.. Then me n another 2 friends go walk walk again lor.. Haha.. buy something also.. Then they went tapao makan.. I went to toilet.. Haha.. I saw my 3 partners of RRSSB.. 2 guys with a girl.. But they din see me la.. haha.. then i went to popular alone to buy a story book.. Haha.. cost RM19.90.. I have no money.. bankrupt already.. hahaha... I will earn some in my coming holiday.. Whahaha!! now i left 10 ringgit in my wallet nia... Haiz.. Poor a... Oh ya.. my 2 friends find me at popular also.. Then they go home le.. I walked alone in the speedy.. Hmm.. got nice movie o!! But i have no money to buy a.. Haha..

Mum picked me at 2++ p.m.. Wa... Parkson changed le o.. The straight way can only go direct into the basement.. So blur.. Haha.. Then i have my facial as usual.. Abt 4.45p.m.. Reached home played ps2 with my cousin then have our dinner outside.. Haha.. Quite a happy day today.. Thankz Friends!!! I m now got the mood to continue study le.. YEAH!! haha..

Study is my only things can do right now.. Controlling controlling n controlling.. Hmmm.....

<我的快乐，会回来吗？>
--Transparent glass forever--

=哭笑不得=

2008-11-04T16:55:00.000+08:00
Today which is my add.math n chemistry trial exam......

Morning had my paper 1 of add.math.. I dont noe how to do mostly 20 marks!!! so i waste the marks lor.. Then break time got frien came n find me.. they r asking.. My tears nearly drop down.. But i CONTROLLED it.. I dont noe wat's wrong to me.. ='( I didnt so many mistakes but last mins i correct them.. Haiz... Next week is real SPM already.. Still like this.. I was so down n even wan to go n punch the door already.. But i din.. So sad!!!!! U ever see stupid gal like this b4??? Here i m..

Then chemistry paper1!!! So damn crazy.. Brain gonna burst... I m so sad...!!!!! But a things made me so HAPPY this moment.. Haha.. georgina came to my class n find me.. Haha.. She passed to me something.. My birthday present from her sister!! Hahaha... So surprise actually.. it is called belated birthday? Haha.. Watever.. I love it also.. Thankz so so much that u noe n remember me.. Haha.. Primary 6 suang lor.. Finished UPSR already.. Hahaha.. Congraz to u also... Hmm.. But when u going secondary i m going other place already.. Haha.. =) next time go ur house in the coming holiday lor.. hahaha..... So happy then..

After tat, i went back n continue have my revision.. Add.math paper was coming.. Oh man!!! Sianz a!! I question got a,b,c inside then got 1 2 3 including also... I did so many paper.. But I lost 20+ marks!! ='( cant finished on time!! Some questions came out from score-A.. But i juz done few sets only.. ='( so unlucky a me!!

Today really dont noe happy o sad... Heard tat 2molo RRSSB start practice le.. ^^ Should i go back tomorrow? Hehe.. So miss it bo... Hmm... Whether i can go back o not.... Haiz...... Scared...... Jia you in coming performance!!! I support u guys alway.. Muakz!! =) sell many many things during food fair.. Haha.. Sorry, I cant attend n join u guys~ Forgive me.......................

Here it is!!!

2008-11-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

Haha!! A present from primary 6 Princess...
I noe u like princess princess.. Haha!!

yea.. She wrote HAPPY BIRTHDAY there...
HAha.. This is wat make me happy when i see it!! It faces very funny..
No worries ya.. I like it so much n i will happy always, smile always...

Ermm..

She wrote a cute 'poem'?
Hahaha.. Hare she said,

天天开心，每天在每一秒都要微笑。
也不会有人说你傻笑，
只是说你傻掉！！

Haha.. Sweet.. Anyway, thankz a lot n nice to meet you..!!

Currently~

2008-11-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. These days busying k the books n tuition!!
Only rest during i m online or updated my blog.. =)
Add.math set paper.. Everyone said my handwriting KaNaSai..
But i think ok le.. Coz i should train myself to write fast fast o..
Later when i go uni slower than ppl then mafan lor.. hahaha!!
Timing myself for finishing the paper on time..
Took it when having a short break.. Really tired already.. ='(

Still continue.. Thinking thinking.. my brain gonna burst!!!!
Add.math is very important for me.. Coz i need it in my future!! Jia you!!
yea.. Quite long din't find him already.. erm.. Nearly one month.. =) i cant drop any comments or test to him.. Coz i dont wish he felt uncomfortable when he read it.. So juz post it in my personal blog here.. =) Wish his study successfully n have a Best result in his coming exams... Dont always misunderstanding n wondering b4 u get something o noe it truly.. --All The Best For You!!-- May god bless You~! I dint disturb ur life since tat day! =) I finally did IT!! So proud to myself.. Erm.. Wish u have ur better life ever!! Miss you n love you!! 57 days today.. Hehe..
--Time WILL prove everything--
=)

Last Day~!! ='(

2008-11-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yea.. Tonight is our last day for tuition.. ='(
I feel so sad also.. Friends there also.. Hmmm...
N the teachers..
This is the pic tat took with my teacher after the tuition juz now..
She so beautiful n kind.. =)
Introduction of the pic.. from left is chung hua student, my classmate, my teacher then ME..
Teacher, I wont let u disappointed in my studies.. =)
No worries ya... --Happy--

Do you EVER listen to this SPECIAL songs??

2008-11-02T16:32:00.000+08:00

Our country’s biggest thing is SPM
Many people thinking it’s a stupid exam
But what we’re gotta do is to cram cram cram
Last minute or not it’s a sickening scam
No time to be playing or singing this song
Cos if you’re doing it it’s so damn wrong
The time to be studying is so damn long
No time to be jamming which is where we belong
Chorus:
SPM
No one cares
If you faint or cry or die in pain
SPM
And (but) they sayIf you don’t do well you’ll die of shame
SPM
Do they know
How we feel inside the stress of
SPM
Can we go
To some other place where there’s no SPM
Whether you love it or you hate it you’ve got to take the thing
Everyone’s pushing you to win win win
You can’t look at books cos that’s called cheating
And the man with most A1’s is called the king
So it’s called success if you get the pretty A’s
How about love and friends do they have no place?
After secondary school we’re gonna go our separate ways
Can’t we spend more time together maybe just a few days?
Bridge:
Ministry of Education
Why put us through all this pain
This overload of informatio
nAt the end what do we gain?
Grab it From my education website.. Which helped my a lot!! =)

Recently.....

2008-11-02T16:09:00.002+08:00

I m the bear bear...... Yea!! I sure miss u a lot..!!

Now i m going to face my SPM examinations!!
I m ready to fight for it..
All The Best to ChInG!!!!!
=)

O.o --Nice-- [Part 1]

2008-11-01T22:20:00.001+08:00
Today, I become a robot AGAIN!! ='(

Morning woke up at 8++, coz very very tired.. Then after bath, eat my breakfast.. Go tuition.. Finished at 12p.m.. Back bone felt uncomfortable.. Slightly pain.. Sit too long already.. Hmm.. But i still 'geng' until the end... When i reached home, i cant have a rest.. coz i have an appointment at pustaka with my friend.. She helped me to look for a seat.. So i rush there after my lunch with few mins.. I really sleepy n tired.. But i cant sleep in the public k?? haha.. later ppl saw tat not nice ba.. then i take my book n sit back coz dont wan to hurt my back bones already.. scared something wrong inside also.. =( Hmm.. Then we studied until 5p.m coz of some method, so she went home earlier.. At 5, i went home then helped mum to do some house works, take bath n have my dinner continuously.. I have No time to have a rest until now can sit in front of the comp busy typing again.. Then i went to tuition at 6 to 9p.m.... --TIRED!!--

O.o --Nice-- [part 2]

2008-11-01T22:10:00.004+08:00

NICE!!!!!

This is something tat very new n nice from my mummy..
It is really nice, mum!! Muakz~
(Cabbage.. Inside got meat,seafood n many 'kah-cang' haha..)
This is another view..... =)

But we only can eat one piece each of us.. Coz 1st time do it.. But will have 2nd time SOON!! YEAH!! I like it!! =)

My exam days!! --so bad-- ='(

2008-10-31T17:39:00.002+08:00
These few days.. I m damn bother!! Stress!!

Remember tat day i have my biology test on the next day.. i mean trial.. I studied of coz.. turn my reference book here n there.. Unfortunately i saw something.. I noe tat was passed.. Until today, it still keep in my mind.. I wish to cry.. but i tell myself i CANT... I saw a name tat 'modified' by me.. I was so down until now.. Everyday wan to k my books.. need to study.. but my mind was.... Full of 'tat'.. I dont noe how.. I dont noe why.. I m so moody after i saw it.. heart was really PAIN.. Just like the previous me.. With tears everyday.. I cant do anything with this kind of feeling.. This is not i wan to.. I scared this kinda things will influence my coming examination which is very very very important for me.. I did try my best everyday, every papers...

God, plz help me to clean my mind.........!! Plz!!!! unless there is another choice.................. But i prefer choice the next choice.....

Physics paper 2 no.8 was make me a fool!!! I so stupid.. Cant remember wat is tat force.. I was thinking of another similar formulae.. Damn!! Wat happen to me?? Haiz.. Disappointed to myself..

Chinese paper was really HOPELESS today.. I cant even read carefully.. Coz of my terrible mood.. So i juz write write then fall asleep on the table..

My vertebral column is really pain.. ='( Seriously!!! Should i go n have a consult or juz let it be? I m so sianz with this kinda things.. I think i sit too long on the chair when i had my revision n my test..... AaaarrrggggG!!!!! PAIN!!!! ='(

HappY BirthdaY!! --26 Oct 2008--

2008-10-28T18:18:00.005+08:00

Edited by Ann.. Haha.. Cool~
When jane n lin preparing the birthday cake in the kitchen..
Haha.. Me n Ann was playing with the comp? haha..
A piece of cake.. Haha.. Jane cut it for me..

A birthday cake.. Haha..
It is a pizza.. Love to eat pizza..
Which is in mushroom favour..
Top r candles la.. Haha.. 17 years old.. YEAH!!

But this held at krokop 10... N it is on 25 oct 2008..........

A night with my 'REAL' smile n 'LAUGH' from my true HEART
=)

I'm 17 Years old!!

2008-10-26T17:15:00.003+08:00
Yeah!! today is 26 oct 2008!! Which is my birthday!! Haha.. Erm..

I wish.......
Firstly, i wish i can get 3 more wishes......
-1st, i WISH i can target in my this coming SPM examination..
-2nd, i WISH my family n i will healthy n happy everyday juz same as now then enough.. Wish i wont get sick during the exams.. n tomorrow my headache will gone!!
-3rd, which is my last wish.. I WISH i will success in learning how to give up a thing? or a person?N also not thinking too much as wat my Friend said... Haha..

tat's all.............. =)

*i will update the 'events' tat happened last nite which is Sat nite*

CHing Busy wor.. >.<

2008-10-24T11:32:00.004+08:00
Hehe.. Last night cant blogging.. Haha.. Fighting with my moral.. Hmm.. Nobody win.. Draw lor.. haha.. Coz result haven out.. so i dint noe.. But i m really not satisfied with my ans.. I answered it with unsure.. How? nvm then.. I will fight until the END!! This is my 1st trial n my last one.. So.. Juz work hard hard n hard!!

I m DAMN STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cut my hair luuuuuu~!! HAhaha.. Not bad~
Pimples also GONE!! YEAH!!!!! Muakz.. -Derm 10 the perfect skincare forever~-

Currently busy!!

--Schedule for these coming few days--

Friday which is today, I have my FIRST test.. Pendidikan moral.. From 8.00a.m to 10.30a.m.. then go home lor.. Ermm... this afternoon have my add.math tuition.. From 3.00p.m to 6p.m i think.. Coz no transport also.. so need to wait wait n wait lor.. Hmm... then i need to go to my friend's house for revising our B.m n sej... Which is my nightmare!! Haha.. I will work hard!!! No worries.. at least get credits!!! I dont k....

Tomorrow~Saturday......
Morning dont noe got tuition o not.. Heard tat it is public holiday.. Dont noe who birthday.. Agong? or me? Hahaha.. no lar.. i dont noe.. Erm.. if i have tuition then as usual lor.. from morning 9 to 12.. Then have my extra class for chemistry.. It is from 12.30p.m to 3p.m.. Huh?? How abt my lunch?? eat grass liao lor.. Sianz.. See 1st la.. Hmm.. then mayb i go home n have a rest lor.. Night time, few of my friends decided to come to my house.. I agreed with it.. But i juz received a news tat cousin's house got BBQ e.. Wa.. Hmmm... Why everytime like tat wor?? no idea bo.. Juz skip the BBQ la.. wat to do? Happy tat noone will stay at home lor.. Hahaha.. Hey!! It is OUR World!! Play until crazy lor..... Haha.. I sure they dont come back so early de lar.. Hahaha!!! Yes!!!

Sunday~
Which is my birthday!! BUT!! I stay alone this year.. B'coz exams is around the corner.. Morning as usual, helping parents for working.. then afternoon parents r going to work.. so ALONE at home.. but muz be study.. haha.. Nite time, parents stay there to have wedding dinner so i eat grass AGAIN!! wat the... Birthday day also so pity de... sianz.. Hmm... See 1st la.. Still long way to go.. it is tomorrow de tomorrow ba.. see la..

Monday, I have exams lor.. Parents going Kuching also... :'( Haiz haiz.. I should face this all things myself!!! :'(

--Will updated the process again--
Draft only la this one~

Wednesday!!

2008-10-22T21:44:00.002+08:00
Oh man!! Today is Wednesday already.. 1 to 2 more days then i have my 1st days of SPM trial exams le!!! So so so nervous o.. How?? I have no idea also wor... Haiz..

This morning 1++a.m, me n my bro who had warning by parents tat cant go out at night n stay at home everyday already.. haha.. 'be-li-good-'... We did stupid things la.. haha.. we record funny video.. haha.. juz same as the drama.. haha.. laugh until crazy at the area of upstairs living room, near my study room.. haha.. really funny la.. recently sleep with my parents.. really happy.. haha.. got ppl help me put on blanket.. whahaha!! their gal gal forever ba.. haha..

Today's schedule really rush.. time was FULL!! Morning woke up at 9+ then bath n had my breakfast.. then rush to my friend's house.. Abt 12 noon, we went to pustaka 2gather.. of coz her mum fetch us not on foot la.. so far.. hahaha.. Ermmmm... 2p.m, my mum came n pick me home, coz i need to prepare for my next 'activities'.. TUITION la!!! hahaha.. Have my Add.math tuition lor.. from 3p.m to 5p.m then rush home again, after bath n dinner then go to have my phy n chem tuition again... which is from 6p.m to 9.pm... I m not tired rite now.. haha.. b'coz i had a nap during my tuition.. Coz i fall asleep ba.. sorry, teacher!! Raining also me.. cold cold de.. nice e.. hahaha...

Today received a really BAD news from my chem teacher ler.. ONE more extra Class on sat at 1p.m to 3.30p.m e!!! Haiz.. My plan was spoilt AGAIN!! actually i wan to go to my friend's house to have our revise.. Who noe??? Haiz haiz.. Suddenly feel like I m damn busy.. BUT.. I like it!! ^^ hahaha.. I wont think too much lor.. juz concentrate on my studies!! But i m still confusing..@.@ abt my friends...............

--Busy day!! I love it so much!!--
Enjoying~

Stress!!

2008-10-22T00:24:00.003+08:00
Recently, I m really stress.. until i dont noe wat should i going to do.. I can day dreaming for minutes.. Haha.. Crazy..

This morning woke up at 11 plus.. Guess why.... B'coz lazy la.. Hahaha.. Then continue n finished my movie lor.. After tat i took a bath, watch tv again.. then study the literature then go for tuition le.. It is 3pm.. I do it non-stop.. friends asked me stop do it coz i very hin already.. talk like a drunk ppl.. terbalik de.. but i ignore them.. Today no transport to go home, so need to wait until 6p.m then my cousin came n pick me.. He so unhappy i noe.. coz he was having his nap.. but sorry la.. ppl wan exam already ma.. pa pa wor..

After reached home, have my dinner with soup but without rice.. M i on diet? no la.. haiyo.. i so slim already.. i wont do this stupid things la.. haha.. Then after i had my bath i went to my friend's house to study.. Until 11.55p.m, dad came n picked me.. but i din't noe he is waiting downstairs n he din bring his phone also.. plus it is raining.. so he waited me for 15 to 20 mins le i think.. He was angry.. I m really SORRY to my dad.. I din mean wan u to wait me for so long.. SORRY!! Plz forgive me.. today really wan faint down already.. plz.....