-They wished to SAY something!!-

Haha.. Alright!! Guess who are those 'THEY'.. Hahakk..
Aiyo.. it muz be PICTURE lor.. hahaha..
ok, let's start with the very 1st event...........
Enjoy it~~~~~

23-05-09

-My supper!!! Nice ler.. Thankz to my bro n his gf.. Hehezz.. Two mini size pizza.. It is really NICE.. I love to eat PizZa but i Prefer PASTA, Gor~-

-The 1st Pizza..-

-Another one..-

31-05-09 <--Competition DAY!! At Kx Badminton Court.. =)

-Miri n Batu Niah KIDS!!-

-Me n my partner after competition..-

-Me n Sally at my HousE..-

-Me n Ann.. Do we looked like sIsTER?? HAha.. We are playing around at my house but waiting for gan lin n kelvin Chan to picked them up.. Hahakk..-

3-06-09

-Playing with Hui Jin during the recess time n the physics class.. Of coz I win lor.. Hehe.. I m the white in colour de.. Hehehe..-

-This one more clear.. But it is actually the same..-

4-06-09

-Kx badminton closing ceremony at Mega Hotel.. Tat is my partner.. She is only 11 years old.. altho we lose in the games, but we felt happy tat at least we have fate to meet each others.. Her name is Wei Hua.. From Batu Niah.. We took this before our dinner..-

-Me and Sally.. Congraz to her.. She got 1st runner up at the kx badminton competition..-

-Obviously it is FOUR of us.. Hehe.. Congraz to Sally n Gan Lin.. Can u see tat I m wearing green in colour kx T-shirt?? The reason is they gave the kids' de to me.. Aduh!! Only 7 of kids(including me) wearing on tat nite only.. The others were wearing black in colour de.. Hmm.. Really paiseh tat nite.. haha.. They keep asked me WHY WHY WHY.. But I donno.. Haha..-

-Me n Ann.. Who got nothing in the competition.. Coz we lose the games.. hehe..-

-After reached home..- #Take 1

-#Take 2 of me-

-#Take 3-

-#Take 4-

5-06-09

-Sorry teacher!! we are wrong n accepted ur punishment.. hahakk. kidding la.. Playing games on the white board there with esther lar.. hahaha..-

Tat's it for today.. THere is somemore pic in my phone.. Lazy to transfer it to my laptop.. Next time Bah.. Hehezz.. There is plenty of chances.. Hahakk..
It is time to O o..
Nite nite n sweet sweet dream to u all..
Muakzz~

ChiNg Is bad in Mood NOW!! But not EMO, k??

Ok, seems I had been lost for few days.. I was very happy in those days, but TODAY!! I felt tired n mOOdy.. From the morning until juz now tuition, I was so happy.. but NOW, without friends n family members, I felt LonEly n ignored by friendSS.. Not only because of tat, but I also bothering abt so many things.. Not b'coz I dont wan to work hard for my As real examination by now, but i felt confusing n sad n my feeling was like... Oww!! Wat can I do?? I felt crying NOW but no reason with it.. Mayb I need U guyz to make my life wonderful n meaningful.. I m not an EMO gal anywhere, like someone who sits beside me in the class, the chung hua gal, who is the emo QUEEN among our gangs.. Haiz.. I hate to see tat honestly, I juz wish we have our sweet memories for the oNLY one-and-a-half-year.. I dont wish anything unhappy thing to happen.. This updated which means tat the post tat I m writing now is really mESSY, CRAzy!! Juz same as my Mind n HEaRT right now.. I have no idea.. I need someone to help me n build my life with colourful juz as beautiful as the RainBOw after the rain, light the candle up in my heart, give me confidence when I m trying my BEst to do something very very important or even a small small Quiz in class, holding tight with each others to face our future together, Cheer me up when I m down, share the happiness with each others, celebrating every single events together happily n surprisingly, N finally, both of us can live happily in this UNFAIR world.. BUT I still have noone to trust to.. In fact, 'HE STEAL MY HEART, BUT HE NEVER REALISE IT'... I agreed wat he told me tat day, n I cant accept the truth until today.. I m really 'mao dun', dont u think tat too? I m really sad, Sad, SAd, AND SAD!! But I believe noone can understand me n wat m I thinking abt.. THe most important thing is tat, I dont really know wat GUYS are thinking abt.. THey juz really selfish n alwayz think abt themselves only.. Dont u guyz think tat how GALS think of U GUYZ when u are juz make them a FOOL?? Dont u think tat u r selfish? I juz can write everything here N noone will listen to me right NOW juz b'coz they are *BUSY* or juz escaping n hide here n there to do or tell something tat really hurt ME very much.. I noe Only times can help me to prove everything.. I admit tat, I can get hurt so easily n I m so weak.. Even tho I tried so hard, but in the end, there is all equals to ZERO.. Wat the heck did I do? I never noe abt it.. I m FIne anyway, n wish u all have a nice day everyday instead of spoil others' mood.. I m freaking hate the feeling of mine right now.. It is complicated anyway..

*Plz forgive me tat b'coz of my feeling n post these nonsense here.. NO offence to ANYONE of U.. Juz express my feeling here.. =) I m ok right now..*

=Love Is not everything for me, But Life is Complicated for me!=

Poem from Me myself(Obviously I created it by Myself in my BedRoom),
(Tears dropping down with hands shaking, N brain thinking the sentences at the same time, when writing this.. T.T *I m seriously SAD now*)

每当我最需要关怀时，你总是不在我身边；
每当我很伤心难过时，你总是不太关心我；
每当我高兴想找你时，你总对我非常冷漠；
每当我想到你的时候，你总消失在我世界；
最后的我们都生疏了，发现活在不同世界；
我承认你并没有做错，因为全都是我的错；
我不应出现而参与你，总觉得我并不配你；
我逼我自己离开了你，只会让我自己难受；
虽然我们还没有开始，但是我不想你后悔；
我即将离开你和美里，但我一定很舍不得。
我爱我的家人和朋友，希望我所做的都对！

Written By SophiaChing..