Tomorrow is 1st of MARCH 09!!

Yea.. Tomorrow is 1st of March.. Hmm.. So, I m going to follow my new schedule luu.. Haha..

N the following month which is April, I will have my FIRST exam!! OMG!! I m so afraid with it.. Coz I donno how is the questions will come out n my lecturer keeps remind us to answer any questions straight away to the point but not turn A big 'roundabout'.. The subjects tat I cant handle well are Chemistry n critical thinking.. CT is quite difficult for me.. Mayb b'coz of my 'thinking skill' not tat mutual eee... Haiz.. Donno la.. Difficult!! Difficult la!!! Haiz Haiz.. SianzzZZ!!!

Then until now, I still haven arrange my violin class.. I suppose to 'put' it on SAT.. Coz I have others activities already.. But today. ADUH!!! Really funny la.. I woke up at 8++a.m then followed parents to go to have our breakfast at 'boulevard area' there.. haha.. After tat we went to a big building for doing something which important for my parents.. Wat hasil hasil something.. I donno la.. hate BM so much.. Dont wish to noe also.. haha.. Then go home lor.. Playing computer games lor.. Then start doing my homework.. By the way, I also fall asleep on the table.. Aduh.. Tired leh.. haha.. A while later, I 'transfer' to sofa there to continue my 'dreams'.. hohoho!! Then woke up at 3++p.m.. Helping parents working again.. Then bla bla bla lorr.. same as usual.. haha..

My draft schedule for 1st month---March 09..
Monday, I have my class until 12.30p.m then go to have my driving learning mayb until 1.30 something.. then have tuition at 6.30 to 9.30p.m..
Tuesday, Have class a nit late then 3.30 go home.. Have my tuition at 7.15p.m to 9.15p.m..
Wed, I finished class at 4 to 4.30 (depends on the practical..) then go home.. Night time hurray!! No tuition.. haha
Thurs, class as usual, n days same as tues..
Fri, I go school a bit late then go home at 2.30p.m.. (Days goes same as Tuesday again..) Haha.. LAme...
Sat, morning tuition, then afternoon will b my relaxing time-----violin class!! YEAH!!
Sun, help parents to WORK!!! haha.. Hehe..

Hmm.. juz a sketch of it.. Sometimes r not 100% to follow it.. I m a human being n I can control EVERYTHING.. Haha..
*WORK HARD FOR MY STUDIES N MUSIC LIFE*

An unbelievable courage!!

Unbelievable courage from SoPhIa..

Tat was a real story tat happened in this afternoon n is was at around 3 o'clock.. When I 1st reached there with my mum, there were sooooo soooooo many ppl there.. I was in 5th terms i think.. Suddenly when I heard someone called my name.. Arggg!!! She is a nurse la.. Haiz.. Then I go into the 'doctor's room'-----Doctor Chan's.. Then I sat down n he asked wat happen to me.. Mum told him everything then he wrote something on the cards there then ask me go out n let the nurse have a look.. After tat, I was called to another room---for operation's.. Then I lie on the bed waiting for the doctor.. After five mins like tat, the doctor came n wear his gloves n gave me an injection on my leg.. It was Damn damn damn PAINFUL!!!!! Wat the.. He is so funny.. He asked me dont scream.. hahaha.. Ok.. I m sure tat I wont.. Haha.. Then he started to use laser, knife n gunting help me cut it off... The laser was very very PAINFUL also at the 2nd time.. The 3rd time was the most painful!! Coz it cut the nerve of its.. Walao e.. I din cry ler eventho it was sosososososososososo PAINFUL!! Haha.. YES!! I did it!! --Stronger n grown up luuuuu....-- Whahaaha.. Now, I cant walk for normal.. N I need to wash it twice a day.. Hohoho!!

Ok, here are the picture.. Hehez..

Rojak!!

The topic is due to the isi tat i gonna write here! Hahaha!!

1st of all, it was happened on Thursday nite! hahaha.. It was Georgina's birthday n i did attended it but a bit late.. Haha.. Me n 'apaha' were sharing the present n it was too last minutes for us.. So we suggested to buy something useful for her.. Wish she will understand.. At 6.30p.m like tat, the blue blue car came n picked me.. By the way, we went to buy present then brought apaha also then went to birthday girl's house.. Haha.. Hmm.. Her mum cooked so many delicious foods for us..(not only us but there was a lot of ppl tat had been invited by the birthday girl..) We played cards there after eat then we went home at 10++p.m.. The surprise present from her dad was a LAPTOP.. I din see the brand.. N donno anything coz i was standing a bit far from there.. Haha.. I knew tat it was in a box.. Then she used a BIG knife to open it.. Hahaha..

THe next day, I went to school as usual lor.. Haha.. During our lunch time, we ate at school because of raining heavily.. I HATE RAINING!! Coz lazy to go out n make me wet nia!!! Haiz.. Then unfortunately saw some bit**** n my mood became sooooo down.. Haiz.. Then me n my friends go back to our class n start with our lesson.. After 1 hour, I went home.. Actually I have to go to learn driving.. B'coz of raining, I received a call from my 'sifu' tat it must be cancelled!! So straight away go home lor.. hahaha.. The 1st thing I did after reached home was SURFING!! Around 3p.m, suddenly 'ding dong......ding dong......' Wa.. surprise!! How come they came to my house.. haha.. Then we talk talk talk then walked to the Bettie there to ask for the court.. 4.30p.m, We went to play badminton.. Coz nite time, her sis has a competition.. But at 5.30p.m, her mum came n we go home lor.. Haiz.. Then I rushed for my tuition at 6p.m.. But i went reached at 6.15p.m.. Sorry ya, friends.. Haha.. It was the 1st tuition for us in year 2009.. Haha.. We chit-chatting at the same time, then it was 9!!! so fast!! Haha.. Then go home surfing again.. Haha.. chatting chatting n watch tv at the same time.. Around 12.30p.m, I was very very very hungry, then I cook mee for myself n go 'ditun' at 1a.m i think..

A Black Saturday came to me!! I woke up late.. Then I suppose to have a leg checking de.. After bath, I ate porridge, then mum brought me to doctor Chin there.. Aduh, when I reached there it was close!! Then we went to doctor chong there lor.. See whether he noe how to cut o not.. The result was...... CLOSING as-well.. Damn!! Mum said mayb cant do this thing by today.. Hmm... then we went home.. Surfing again!! really bored to stay at home n it seems like gonna rain soon.. so, I decide not to go out le.. I hate it!! Haha.. But I had dinner outside.. Haiz.. But dad so clever.. He parked his car beside the shop there(corridor), so tat we wont get the rain.. Haha.. So nice.. We ate shabu-shabu!! Kiews' love.. whahaha!! We went there so often.. BUt sooooooooo many ppl ler.. I saw some RRMS students n my sis's friends.. Haha.. 8p.m something, go home lor.. Play computer games until 1.30a.m then fall asleep on the sofa.. 3a.m, parents woke me up n i went to my room continue zZZzzz.. hahaha..

This morning(juz now), I feed my dogs, clean its 'bian bian' then.....
Until here la.. Hahaha.. Going to do house work n homework le.. Buh-bye~

Oh yea!! I m soo happy tat finally I knew tat he has a gf.. Haha.. Watever then, I wont waste my time on you n I m sure I already forget abt you since last week.. Haha.. Wish u have a wonderful day everyday!! :)

Tired!!

I m so tired to wait for you.. Can u tell me wat should I do? I din find u these recent days b'coz I scared I donno how to face you when the Friday nite comes----- The orientation dinner which organised by our school.. *The secret btwn u n me...*

Abt my leg, I suppose to have the 'operation' this week.. Donno how it will go actually.. quite scared.. I scared I will cry.. Coz It is painful.. I only noe they will cut a hole n pull the whole things out.. I m so worry.. worry.. worry..... Mayb to somebody they think tat it is juz a small case no big deal.. But for me, It is really serious to me.. coz it is my LEG anywhere.. Noone can understand my feeling rite now.. really.. really.. really... I m so scared!! :'(

this afternoon, I felt vomiting n headache.. So, mum brought me to have a consultation.. It cost me RM18 for the medicine.. I scared of eating med. already.. I really scared!! I m tired with so many unnecessary things.. (I m so blur now..)

Donno wat m I writing abt here.. Coz I m so confuse..
I need to catch up wat the teachers taught in every single class, learn to drive after class, I muz have a nap in the afternoon after my class.. But I need to do so many stuff.. I need to arrange my time for tuition.. Not only one.. But THREE.. I admit for some students it is a small case.. but A-level is not easy to study.. I understood! But I should reach my aims n targets tat I had set n promise to myself.. watever then.. I MUST ACHIEVE IT!!!!

Haiz.. Disappointed!!

These few days freaking buzy with my studies n BADMINTON!!
Damn! I received a call from my friend tat badminton competition had been cancelled!! Wat the heck!! I was train so hard this time juz wish to achieve wat i wish to have.. But in the end, i FAILED!! Haiz.. Really disappointed when i got the news!! Wish to kill tat person!! I scared I have no more chance to have a competition already due to my age.. Haiz haiz.. I cant do anything now!! STUDY is my only choice to choose.. LAME!!!!!!!!!!

Abt him, I had promised myself not to find him anymore.. Finally I got his explanation abt the week tat he never reply my messages.. His phone got some problem which he dont wish to have it also.. I understand.. But lastly, he lend a phone from his sis n replied my message.. Actually I was very very angry n sad + disappointed to him.. But no choice la.. He is not 'MINE' anywhere.. Suan le bah!! I m giving up n say goodbye to LOve already.. Scared of the 'last' thing happen to me again.. So i will be careful this time.. Dont worries friendz!! Thankz to give me comments n suggestion.. Especially my cousin!! Thankz you so much!! :) *I will meet him again on this coming Thursday nite! How should I face him? I really donno.. I wish.... I wish....* I believe he noe wat I m thinking n I noe wat u r thinking also.. Whenever u find me I don mind.. Juz wish tat you WILL.........

Next, Abt my studies, I m worried abt the thinking skill n my CHEMISTRY.. Haha.. Hmm.. Really a scary n stress period for me.. Mayb to others student, they enjoyed it very much? I also don noe.. I m a kind of emo girl.. Haha.. *fliss, lu, mandy n mei fen noe wat m i mention abt the EMO* Hahaha.. I m going to have my math 2nd Quiz tomorrow which is on 16th Of Feb.. 3 chapters man!! for me, it is not tat easy o.. 1 hour only need to do up to 10 questions but NOT easy questions tat u think o.. Dont play play.. But unfortunately, I still haven start my revision NOW!!(11.11p.m) I m so sorry to my teacher tat I never treat this quiz as an important exam.. So, Juz simply simply.. BUT i promise u tat next Quiz which is the 3rd Quiz tat we have next month, I will get a high marks for myself.. Now already last mins, So dont k n dont think too much already.. Suan liao.. SORRY!!

Hmm.. Lastly, I had decide to continue my math tuition at max learning there due to my 'POOR' math.. hahaha.. I m not tat pro, so mum suggest me to go n have a tuition.. Which cost me RM 90 I think.. I went there for tuition for 5 years le.. Haha.. This year will b nu. SIX year!! Haha.. Sat ler!! Probability, this tuition is once a week n it is on either fri or sat.. Hehez!! I will start this in March.. My violin lesson will b on in March also.. Try my best to recall all the things tat teacher had teached these few days due to I had stopped it nearly half year already.. Haha.. Wish I can have an examination as soon as possible.. My English tuition is as usual, every Monday, Tuesday n Thursday(sometimes) at nite time, 6.30p.m to 9.30p.m..

Opps.. I have to prepare for the UEC examination in the same time with my A-levels examinations this end-of-the-year.. Everything squeeze in this one n a half year.. So i have no time to care abt the 'RUBBISH' n the 'NOISES' tat OTHERS ppl made!!

I wish I can handle everything!!
*Studies, Activities, n Music*
YEAH!!
All the best to SoPhIa in year 2009 to 2010 in her EVERY EXAMINATIONS!!
HURRAY~~~~~~~~~
[I enjoy my college life very very much!]

*Chinese New Year In Year 2009!!!!!*

For me, Year 2009 is the most fresh, n new year.. B'coz we whole family celebrate together.. HAha..

<25 of Jan>
Morning, I woke up late coz really really tired lor.. Haha.. Then I helped my mum to clean all the thigs once again n prepare for the night SPECIAL dinner.. This year is very special b'coz all of my cousin came to my house at night for the dinner.. Mum prepared vegetarian foods n meat respectively.. Coz my sis is a vegetarian.. So we prepared 2 'shabu-shabu' sets.. I m the one who helped my mum here n there lor.. Dad was busy with sweeping the floor n mopping lor.. Haha.. Bro sot sot de.. Wipe the window n played ps2 at the same time.. Then around 5.45+, my bro n me were went to airport to fetch the VIP of the night-----MY SISTER!! Haha.. We all enjoyed very much, played together, laugh together n put the firecrackers together.. HOHOHO!! Damn happy!! Haha.. After tat, we cleaned everything n chit-chatting lor.. Haha.. I chat with my sis until 3 in the morning.. Coz.. A lot of things to share, too kepo lor.. hahaha.. =) *She was so surpriced tat i m SINGLE* Hahaha..

<26 of Jan>
I went to temple in the morning with my family then we went to visit to our relatives the whole day.. Haha..

<27 of Jan>
Early in the morning, I went to my grandma's home to get angpao.. N waiting for my aunt, uncle n cousins.. They r so late ler.. Around 12 something then reached there.. Sianz.. But at the same time, we went to another aunt's home opened house.. Nice.. Haha.. I ate a lot oooooo... Keep eating with my sis's bf.. Laugh laugh laugh all the time.. Haha.. Long time din have this kinda of chance to play so crazy already.. Hahaha..
Nite, I went to 'his' house at xiang xiang garden there.. Haha.. I m damn happy.. *I dont noe how to explain the happiness when we r in the same living room + HOUSE* Haha.. Happy+happy=SUPER HAPPY
@Bebe, I so miss you.. Haha.. Wish wish wish......................... Hehe.. Meet u during the College assembly once a month ooo... =) *muakz*

<28 of Jan>
Morning, I woke up at 10 something then without having my breakfast, I helped my parents to prepare soooooo many things.. the reason is b'coz my home got OPENED-HOUSE! Busy in the kitchen WHOLE MORNING UNTIL EVENING, then I had my bath at 6+ p.m.. DINOSAUR came to my home at 7+p.m I think.. Haha.. He came with his 2 friends.. They served themselves b'coz i was busy.. Haha.. Sorry.. Erm.. Jin Phin's family came to my house also.. Coz her dad n my dad were friends.. Haha.. Coinsider o.. We knew each other as-wel.. Busy busy busy then I played cards with so many ppl.. All r sis n bro 's friends.. Haha.. 'HE' also came to my house for dinner n playing.. We never talk to each other but we *smile*.. Haha.. Messege a while.. Haha.. I was so happy.. But i never forget the moment tat we had been disturb by my sis's bf(they r best friend) n my cousins.. Wish u dont mind.. Hehe.. I cant meet u in school compound but u r already in my mind.. How abt u? *hehe* After he went home around 1a.m, we still continue playing with the cards.. Haha.. Around 2++a.m, they all went back n saya pun pergi tidur after cleaned up n brush tooth tooth.. hehez..

<29 of Jan>
I woke up late again.. Haha.. Then nothing special already.. My 2nd Aunt's home OPENED-HOUSE then visit to relatives again.. Then rest at home.. My youngest cousin lihai o.. Won my money!! Damn.. I lose RM25!! :'(

<30 of Jan>
Hmm.. My 3rd aunt had OPENED-HOUSE.. We had our lunch there n celebrate my cousin's birthday in the same time.. Haha.. So lucky le him.. Haha.. Then around 1p.m, all of us went to Bakam to visit auntie n uncle who r my grandma's bla bla bla.. Haha.. Grangma's mum keep tell us joke.. Haha.. She wanted to make us laugh.. (*happy*) She is 86 years old this year.. She has 100++ 孙 le.. Hehe.. She is cute n she has a very powerful memory.. She still can recognise her son's son's name clearly.. I wish she can be very healthy in her whole life.. :) I love you! *smile*

<31 of Jan>
I went to so many places.. Haha.. Then afternoon, mum, grandma, grandma's mum, sis n sis's bf played cards at grandma's home n I was falled asleep on the sofa.. Haha.. Too tired already lor.. Until 5 something, me n my mum went home n took a bath n went to wedding dinner of my san-yi-po 's son.. He is very handsome as 'him'.. haha.. So I misses him sooooo much during the *night*.. Hehe.. 12 ppl squeeze around ONE table.. Haha.. All of my cousins were playing crazy together as-wel.. Haha.. We ENJOYED soo much.. hehehe.. Around 10p.m plus, after we took pic, we went home le.. Hahaha.. *happy*

<1 of Feb>
We whole family woke up early in the morning because we need to fetch my bro to bru.. 8a.m, we juz start our journey to brunei.. I think it was 10 something, we reached the seria food hall to have our breakfast.. The ppl was damn busy with serving ppl.. Let us wait so long.. Sianz.. After we had our breakfast, We went to dad's boos's home to have a visit.. Haha.. His house was sooooo NICE.. Very comfortable when I had entered his home.. But another boss who stay opposite, was not at home.. So we din visit them this year n we straight away went to my aunt n uncle s' home.. Their daughter who is my cousin also go to Singapore on the same day, same flight with my bro.. So we leave my bro at their house so tat my bro have a accompany at brunei airport due to the miri air-line no more place.. My bro's flight was at 6 something same with my cousin.. Then we back from their place at 1p.m coz my sis n her bf had their flight at 6.40p.m also.. But the diffent is sis was using air-asia.. They flied to Johor then someone there will fetch them to Singapore.. Then left me alone.. But I muz learn to drive fast fast.. Cz myvi is waiting for me.. hahaha.. I m living with my books all the time.. When I have no class at college, i also stay at library for study.. -End-
Nite, daddy, mummy n me went to dad's oldest friend's house OPENED-HOUSE.. It was at krokop 2.. Near my home only.. Haha.. So nice.. Then I met both of my cousins there.. Sheng n Yung.. Sheng's sis went back to Singapore for study on Sat n Yung's sisters went back on Sun morning while my bro n sis went to Singapore as-wel.. Haha.. So there is whole bunch of 'bro-sis' there.. Haha.. All of my cousins are aiming to there after their high-school also.. Haha.. I might going there also i Think.. 80% to Singapore n 20% to England.. I more prefer Singapore coz more cousins there.. I have only one cousin stay in England.. So I will feel lonely also if she goes to work.. Haha.. (I donno la.. All Are depends on my DADDY & MUMMY.. Haha.. coz they are the one who pay for the fees..*haha* but I m sure tat I m going to oversea lor next year) Me,Sheng n yung decided to watch ghost movie but we had the same 'sentence' POP out from our brain tat we will be ALONE in night n Sleep in a BIG room ourselves.. No others!! So we watched the Alvin de lor.. Haha.. *NICE* i lovee tat movie very much!! Haha..

<2 of Feb>
*Class was start by TODAY!! Not much HOLIDAY for A-level Science students AGAIN.. So put all the effort in Studies ya!!*

I m so happy tat I had a very happy holidays + New Year!!
I received ONE bad news also.. BUt I wont care anymore.. I shouldn't blame anyone.. Mayb I m not tat *nice* to them as I was so USELESS.. Now I juz concentrate on my studies n wont care abt other rubbish also.. Badminton competition is coming i think.. So I need to train hard also.. =)

*Study+Exercise=Excellence*
--SoPhIa's motor!!--