Saturday, November 14, 2009

My situation right now.. T.T

I donno wat should I do next.
I donno wat m I going to do next.
I donno how to face you anymore.
I donno how to communicate with u somemore.
I donno how much u hate me.
I donno wat did u do behind me.
I donno how can I forget about it.
I donno why are we still friend.
I donno why I m so unlucky.
I donno how to put down the passed.
I donno who M I lately.
I donno whether someone is still missing me.
I donno who love me but I know my family Do of coz.
I donno who to trust now.
I donno wat is called FRIEND.
I donno why I m so useless.
I donno why I cant think positively.
I donno why I m not attractive anymore.
I donno why I did those Silly mistake in the CIE.
I donno wat is the result will be.
I donno why m I so emo.
I donno whether my parents felt disappointed to me.
I donno If I go sg then my parents will be very bored o not.
I donno whether my sis is bothering abt the uni.
I donno whether my bro will angry me if he noe tat I broke his radio.

I noe I m very BAD.
I noe I keep Saying nonsense tat this world is UNFAIR.
I noe I did not do well in the CIE.
I noe I lose to myself.
I noe my result drop seriously.
I noe I gonna get rotan after I get my result next year.
I noe I m not the perfect one in anyone of your heart.
I noe I cant get straight A's in this Exam.
I noe I really fed ed up of this exam n I gonna GIVE UP.
I noe I m the worst in my family.
I noe they dont like to listen to my story everytime.
I noe the 'team' is really heartless n useless to let me work like a Shit.
I noe I m not the ONE in someone's heart.
I noe I love my family.
I noe my family love me TOO.
I noe friends are likely to be enemy someday.
I noe WE dont have the fate to be together.
I noe I m juz wasting my time to complaint complaint here.

I promise tat after this As exam, I gonna work hard for the A2.
I noe it is too late but it's ok tat at least I try my best.
I promise I will face forward n head to Singapore for further studies.
I promise I will let everyone noe how successful I m.
I agreed that they will regret as wat they did.

*I will publish out my result after I received it on 27 Jan 2010.
See how terrible it is. T.T

Everything is not in my expectation.
B'coz of the papers tat I sat those daysssss.
Really sad n BAD.. X.x
IS it because of the high expectation from everyone, n therefore I m so depressed after I sat the CIE??
Haiz..... I m so SORRY!!! I promise this is the LAST time I get such poor result.
I should CHeer Up by NOW!!

=)

2 comments:

Karlyn said...

you think too much. I'm here yo! (: always here for you as promised! (:

Ching said...

Thankz you so much.. I sure noe it.. =)