Saturday, August 15, 2009

A special post for Wawa, my Baby..... ='(

Let's me introduce her..

Name: Wawa
Age: Nearly 1 years old
Description: Active n brings happiness to Kiew's Family
Date of dead: 14-08-09
Reason: I donno..!! 90% is sicK..

Everything was happened yesterday.. Yesterday was Friday obviously, I went to school at 9a.m sharp.. Mummy fetched me to school n wawa was followed too.. Coz mum decided to bring her to Bettie there to check up after going market.. I played with her in the car as usual then it was very cute tat she actually 'standing' up n enjoy the view outside.. 1st time I saw her do this kinda of things.. Now I juz realize tat she gonna dead so soon.. Haiz.. After my class, I went to kat's house to revise for the coming exam few weeks later.. After tat mum picked me home.. When I reached home, I shout on WAWA loud, But I din hear her sound n her 'ling long' sounds.. I self weird on it at 1st, n find around my house, then din't find her.. Oh damn, I was so worried n mum asked me to call dad whether he brought her to walk walk or wat.. But....!!! My dad said, It WAS DEAD!!!! Unfortunately we r too late to send her to Bettie.. Haiz! Wat's wrong???? Wat happened to it? Why leave us so sudden?? WHY??? I dont believe it n i wished my dad was cheating me.. But it was THE TRUTH n cant change anything le.. Haiz.. The tears dripping down when me n mum received the bAd news.. Then I went to bathroom, crying while bathing.. After tat, I had my dinner with whole family n we didn't even talked to each others n juz keep quiet the whole nite.. I m crying during the dinner time also.. Cousin also din talk n he might noe wat had happened also.. Brother came back n shout to wawa as usual, b'coz wawa loves to play with my bro n my bro is smelly after works.. She really likes it.. When I heard the word, WAWA, I start to cry again.. Bro asked me wat had happened n asked me where izzit, then his eyes were red in colour n i think he also gonna cry.. After tat, I went to tuition at 6.35p.m n i knew I was very late.. I drove myself there.. Parked my car as near as possible, then ran to upstairs.. Back home, I drove without safety belt due to i forget to do it then when reached home, I juz realize.. I was no mood for whole nite, friend msg me n comfort me n finally i felt better.. I missed wawa n I love it very very much.. I watched badminton comp on channel 816 b4 I sleep.. Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia lose the games, n Lin Dan from China won the games.. I think this time both of them wont meet each other le.. Around 11 or 12 something, Raining heavily n the thunderer was scary.. I hide into my blanket n crying still!! Duh!! I missed wawa!! N the thunderer scared me at the same time.. Parents noe tat sure I very scared of it then they knocked my door n asked whether I fall asleep already.. But then I opened the door quickly n saw me cried then they asked me to go to their room to sleep for a night.. Donno wat time, Cried till fall asleep n I met WAWA in my dreams.. She changed a bit tat her fur was not tat smooth as last time n i guess it still sick.. I cant touch it because it has electricity on her body.. N when I woke up, I guess tat last night the rain n the thunderer was HEW, WAWA!! My eyes are popping out today n remember Kat said my eyes very 'zhong' when we met at Sushi King juz now for lunch.. I act like nothing happened of coz.. B'coz I noe sure I will cry if mentioned the word, WAWA!!!


Sushi King's Cup.. Green Tea inside..


THe set meal tat I ordered.. >Salmon Steak< Not bad, quite Nice..

Ok, The sad news for all of u.. ='(

Wawa, rest in peace!!!
We LOVE you, n MISS you!!!
=THe cutest pet tat I ever have n U r the 1st puppy tat made our whole family cried for u=

='(
Sophia Ching..

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Silent Mode... Shhhhh......

Currently, I m in silent mode.. Today, the whole class was very quiet in every class for no reasons, or juz mayb they r regretting about their result or juz not in mood to talk to each others.. Physics lecturer said tat it is juz temporary n let's see how we behave next week.. Is it the same as last time, a noisy n bad discipline class OR we start to study hard to achieve good result for the coming mock exams.. Hmm.. Let's see the result next week.. Erm.. For me, I m not really in mood to talk to anyone, n I felt like my life become shorter n my brain is FULL of STUDIES.. CHEMISTRY.. PHYSICS.. PURE math THREE.. n THe worst subject for me, CRITICAL THINKING.. I m not a critical thinker as my thinking skill is not good as others.. Haiz..

Okay, the result was out last two days, n I was shocked to see the result n it was EXPECTED.. Here r the result of mine for the LASt semester.. There is NO MORE semester exam for us.. T.T There is NO second chance for us.. Only the mock exam left n THE FINALSSSS.. Haiz haiz.. I only got 82 marks in my pure math(68/75) + statistic(35/50).. BUT BUT!!! The lecturer said tat if wan to get an 'A', we muz got 85 marks above to be SAFE.. CRAp!! 3 marks more ahhh!!! My chemistry got 71(obj-31/40, sub 40/60) n I m very happy with it(btwn, I m not doing good with the sub actually n I actually donate the marks to the lecturer.. haha.. Fine!!), coz I din study much on it n it was 11 chapters tat we muz cover to attend to the exam.. =) hehe.. THen my physics was DAMN LOUSY!! Sorry to the lecturer, my parents n myself.. HAha.. I was studied the revision paper tat lecturer gave, n I tot the questions will all come out from there.. Ahhhh!! Who noes!!! Non of it.. Shit!! N finally, I only got 57 marks.. Argh!! Really bek cek dint study the notes.. Haha.. Nvm, 33 days later have my mock exam already.. haha.. FINE.. Everything will be OK.. hehe.. This is how I comfort myself.. =) Oh yea.. Stupid critical thinking I got 60% But it was in the 2nd chance tat the lecturer gave.. If not, I m gonna FAIL tat subject.. haha.. Luckily!! Thankz god.. =)

Nowadays, I m getting fatter n fatter.. haha.. Same as the PIG.. N I m getting older already i think, b'coz I sleep late every night around 1.00 a.m. , then I wake up early in the morning e.. In the evening, I only have my nap for half an hour.. My life was changed after the result out n everything shouldn't same as last time.. I need more time to study n do the pure math 3 hw.. Every lecturer is rushing for the lessons.. Haiz.. make us suffering only.. Remember they said we r the lousiest badge of the students in A-level compare to the previous years, I felt so sad abt it.. They actually told the other group of the students abt tat n made us no face man.. I soooooooooo sad to hear abt tat.. Haiz.. Seems like we have NO HOPE at all.. =(

Last but not least, the haze in MIri is very serious.. This morning, my parents fetched me to school n on the way, I realize tat the view of outside is really BLUR n I dont even can see far far away.. In school, I can smell the smoke all around the compounds.. Even canteen or toilet also can smell it.. Haiz.. Wat should we do abt tat? Some classmates are starting to wear mask.. n I should ask mum to get few for me.. I m scared also.. Human are the one who creates all THESE 'VIRUS'.. Memang useless.. Duh..

Ok, it is time to go to do my homeworks.. =)
Sophia CHing,
-Silent Mode-
Mood juz as normal.. >.<

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I dOOmed!!! =(

Ouuu man!! Today is 1st of AUGUST!! argh!!! Cham!!! Means tat there is still left 36 days to go for the MOCK exam!! Argh!!

CraP!! I did a stupid decision.. I DOOMed.. I m very sorry to my parents tat I wasted so much their money to have a violin class n until today i ended up with nOthinG.. Nothing means I din get any certificate with it.. Last last week, when I went to the class, teacher asked me whether I still wan to have an exam this end-of-year.. I failed to ans her.. After I checked my timetable, CRAP!! My Cambridge International Examination which is my As exam is held on 15th Oct to 20th NOV 09.. So, last week I confirm with the teacher tat I can't have the exam coz of time crushing.. Duh.. My decision today is.... I juz play some classical music n i might stop my theory after I done this book.. I felt sorry sorry n sorry to them.. It is a WASTED for me tat ended up with NOTHING!! I hate the words NOTHING!! Duh....

Last nite, I was chatting with classmate until late nite erm.. I think it was 1.00a.m.. I was doing mt theory at the same time.. Then we were talking abt the examination tat passed juz one day AGo.. haha.. After tat, of coz we are worrying the result.. Next mon we will get BOMB by all the lecturer!! I m so ScareD!! haha.. The next exam will be held in September.. I TOT it is something near end of the month.. BUT!!! I was WRONG.. It is actually 7th to 11st of sept.. Aduh!! Is this the reason tat made me cant fall asleep at night or it was actually early in the morning?? I slept at 2.30a.m due to I really cant fall asleep.. I m really stress!! Coz after this mock exam in sept, we gonna have the FANALLLLLLL!!!!!! I really really scared abt it.. It left 36 days to go for the mock!! I cant believe tat it is juz ONE month for us to study.. NO MORE TWO MONTHS or half of the year.. CraP!!!!! I shouldn't remind myself n make me myself suffer nia.. wat the hell!! But I really should FACE n ACCEPT the truth!! Haiz..

Let's start study from TODAY!! Hoho.. =)

旧情人永远都是敌人,但是你却和我是朋友。只有你办到吗?目前你是唯一的一位。。
请别误会,我只是无聊想找人陪我,和我聊天而已。
你的不回应是因为你睡着了吗?
我在此向你道歉,这么晚了还去找你。
哈哈。Wish u noe tat I m talking abt u.. YEah! YOU!!
hehe..

Time to go to study? haha!! Let's sing a song to relax myself FIRST.. haha..
Bye, I will update more often here luuu..
=Back to Normal Life!= Muakz!!

Sophia Ching,
=)