让老天决定我的命运吧~

我的命运将掌空不了了。。
我放弃了我的机会。。

我的学业也让老天帮我吧。。
我今年的成绩将是什么呢？
我明年该读什么？
后年应该出国吗呢？

我的健康会是怎样？
我明天的针会打得怎样呢？
我不能在生病了。。
我不能这么脆弱了。。

我的爱情呢？
我好需要哦。。
我还是忘不了我的爱，该怎么办？
你那么讨厌我；我却爱着你。。

老天爷！！ 帮帮我吧！！ 我好痛苦哦！！
我只是要一个疼爱我的以及健康的男友就够了。。
钱对我来说并不重要。。
为什么我的爱人会这么对我？我到底做错了什么？
天知地知你知我却不知；这样对我公平吗？

我就将这一切交给老天吧！
勉得我走错；免得我后悔。。
谢谢老天有眼帮我的忙。。
我等着我的爱人。。 =）

Aaaaaarrrrggg!!!!!!

Arrr... I have a busy holiday these few days.. Haha..

Friday was rush here n there.. Morning, woke up at 7++ then prepare a while, went to temple.. After tat, i went to CT academic service to get know something abt mystudies next year.. Unfortunately, until NOw i still donno whether i should study A-level or Foundation.. Haiz.. At 1st, I confirm tat i m going to study foundation.. But i heard tat Singapore University dont accept foundation de only A-level.. Haiz.. Donno donno donno a!! I donno where should i go.. If i study A-level, Then i will be going to Singapore uni? to continue the Bachelor? I donno!! IF i study Foundation, i should continue my Bachelor in Perth,Australia.. wa.. I dont wish to go oversea man!!! Haiz.. I donno donno donno!!! Really DONNO!!!!!! Construction Management curtin university in Miri dont have.. Need to go Cutin in perth.. Alamak.. Still considering!! BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What should i do n where can i go????????

After tat, i went home n have my breakfast? at 12p.m.. Haha.. I have my sandwhich oo... Nice.. hmm.. then wait for Sally to come n fetch me.. I went to Lin's house.. We cooked for our lunch.. Quite nice n delicious.. Hahahahaha.. Gossip around also.. Haha.. Then we went to Champion at 2p.m.. Hahaha.. There r 7 ppl altogather.. My partner is Sally of coz.. Haha.. Won few matches nia.. Hahaha.. Happy!!!!! Then 4 o'clock, my bro came n fetch me.. Went home around 4.30p.m.. Coz traffic jam.. haha.. Then reached home, finished bath, bro cooked early dinner for me.. Wow!! Delicious.. Hahaha.. Then wait for his turn to bath.. THen er rush to Eastwood to work.. Tat nite was like.. WAAAAAAAWWWW.. It is Shell Long Service Awards nite.. The title was Down Memory Lane... Haha.. talk to angmo was so suang.. hahaha.. erm.. Mostly r angmo there lor.. quite a few is Chinese.. Haha..So SUang aaa See them so high.. dance there sing there also.. Quite 'open' o tat nite.. hahaha.. angmo ma... HAhaha After work was 12 something then both of us went home.. Wa.. Tired like shit a.. After took bath then sui-gao-gao lurrr.. HAhaha..

Yesterday was soooooo tired.. muscle pain, hand pain, butt also pain, leg pain, WHOLE body pain!! arrr!! BUT when i played NO pain ler.. Hahaha.. 1st few matches i partner with david.. Hahaha.. Erm.. Won also.. Then after tat partner with Sally lor.. Hahaha.. Good~ A very nice day.. Coz keep won ma.. So happy also.. Haha.. Juz rest for a while nia within 2 hours.. Haha.. Yes!!! Stamina improve.. Everything improve.. yes.. Hahaha.. Still got one person haven compete with me a.. Haha.. So long already.. But yesterday not enough time so din lor.. Wait again lor.. Hahaha.. Next week o when lor.. Haha.. Soooooo Happy.. I will try my best to win tat match.. haha.. I dont believe i so laoya.. Hahaha..

Nite time was wonderful.. Me n dad n mum went to Auntie house to have our dinner..--Steamboat-- Hahaha.. YEAH!! i was damn happy these few days.. Hehe.. Yes!! Enjoy also.. hehehe.. I ate a lot.. Coz all r my favourite.. Coz uncle so sayang me de since i was still a children.. He bought wat i want.. But of coz i dont dare to tell him la.. Haha.. Eventhrough it is very very expensive, he also will buy for me.. Haha.. Xing fu a me.. Hehehe............


--Enjoying my single life--

YEs!!!

YES!!! FInally finally finally!!!!!!
Phew~ Finished SPM already.. Hehe.. DAmn damn damn HAPPY!!
Hmm.. Today had my LAST subject ler.. Haha.. Quite ok.. Hehe.. I m so crazy NOW.. Happy like i won RM99999999999999...... Hahaha..

Today,after my test was 12 something then went home had my fried chicken from mummy n took my bath.. Then went to parkson with geor n sylvia.. Mei mei do her hair style.. then man ning was put AEROPLANE o... Hahaha.. nvm then.. We met at McD then went to watch movie.. Funny!! Nice!! Haha.. I loVe the movie so much.. Hehe.. then we went to play SDO!! Finally i join it!! haha.. Done my promise.. Haha.. I level up within 2 hour o.. lihai ler.. Hahaha!!!!! Then happy happy lor.. hehehe.. Then went home at 5 something near 6.. Then watch tv n play wif the PSP!! hahaha.. erm.. then have dinner n took bath again then went to Boulevard with mum.. Mum bought a new shirt.. Haha.. Then plan to go to parkson again.. but there is too much ppl.. So dont wosh to go ler.. Haha.. Then go home lor.. yea.. Now here i m.. Hehehe..

I Have ONLY ONE month to complete this ALL within DECEMBER ONLY ler.. Is it possible?
Tomorrow..
1.facial in the afternoon..
2.have my hair cut..(new hair style)
3.asking for the 'future' which is next year de THINGS la..

After after after tomorrow..
1.Buy new sport shoes..
2.Playing badminton la.. Duh..
3.listen to engine..
4.car test..
5.learn how to driving..
6.violin class as usual lar..
7.lim teh with Fen..
8.Appointment with sik lung, sally n william.. (my senior & juniors)
9.Finding for a job..
10.Drawing lar.. Quite lousy ler.. like kindergarden.. Haha..
11.Learn english? but only for conversation class..
12.Buy new dresses for my cousin's wedding dinner o..
13.prepare something for my next de@r.. Yeah.. Hehe.. ^^
14.Gameling of coz la..

Oppss.. Today had a new member came to join Kiew's family o..
MyViiii.. 9822. Hehe.. mayb ChInG de o.. Hehe.. I learn 1st la.. Auto o.. So easy for me la..Remember since i was primary 6 i noe how to drive already.. Haha.. Manual o.. Don play play.. After i transfer to my new house here, i dint drive le.. haha.. So now of coz not really lihai lor.. hehe.. need learn again o.. hehehezzz... December la.. haha..

=( ChInG's Situation......=(

以為我和你　還能夠堅定
守著彼此的約定　走過幸福的痕跡
我恨我心裡　還愛著你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　誰比誰更傷心

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你

我無法逃避　還在乎你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　相愛不能相信

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你
錯愛你　放棄你　太愛你　誰願意　失去你




对不起，我依然爱着你！--ChInG--

DEAL!!!!

Haha.. TOday had physics paper.. Which is the 2nd last subject.. Unfortunately the exam haven finished but I 'FINISHED' already.. Sick again..!!! DAMN!!

I m sick.. Coz i think i was sleep tooooooo late n woke up early in the morning.. Tat's WHY i get sick.. Headache!! I hate this!! Coz I cant even can think properly.. Hmm.. THe ans of the physic was make me a fool.. I was in a bad mood in the afternoon after had my paper n even i reached home.. It was raining when i went home.. I got the rain also.. Had my 5 pills again.. Sianz!! hmm..

Oh yea!! The deal things is abt the promise? of 2 of my friends.. During the break time, we was discussing the ans of the paper 1.. Then it was like.. erm erm erm.. Hahaha.. Then we suggest tat whoever get A1 then need chia McD.. Haha.. No problem!! DEAL!! I love it.. hahaha.. Last time geor n me also like tat.. But this one more serious.. Whoever get A's in SEJARAH!! Then need to chia to KL(including payment of the hotel & sunway Lagoon.. Haha..).... Come on~!! I m here waiting FOR it!! [M i dreaming?] HAhaha!!!

Hmm.. After tomorrow de CHINESE paper, WE ARE FREE!!!!! Yes!!!HAHAHa!!!

--Waiting for you~-- =)

我的男朋友~

This song is a very very very NICE!!
Xiao Ya Xuan sang it.. Enjoy it~
Meaningful~
Here the lyrics......

我失眠无聊的夜里
常常会打给你
想聊更多更多更多
你Morning Call给赖床的我
天天这样
默契好到不行
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想 怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我
你喜欢送到家门口
在电影散场后
感觉更多更多更多
你有件事想要对我说
叫我别走
却又说不出口
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想 怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我 OH YEH..
我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我

Finished~!! Hehe.. =)

Hmm...... Wat can I say?

Hmm... HehezZ!! Currently sooooooooo Rude o... Haha.. Ask my frien then u noe tat i changed a lot!!! Haha.. Hmm...

Today~ Had my Chemistry paper 1 2 & 3.. Paper 1 n 3 still ok.. But paper 2 suck!! Wat the... For me, it was hard.. Mayb i lost many marks there.. Even Time also not enough for me.. Sianz dao KanasaI a... I did cry for tat stupid paper!!! Coz i CARE so muCH!!!!! Last nite slept at 12.30a.m then woke up at 5.30a.m continue for my study.. Walao e.. Quite Tired.. Study is really tired BUT working is MUCH MORE TIRED k?? Sianz a!!!! Life is so complicated!! So messy a!! I should arrange all NEW & FRESH thing SOON!! YES~!!!!!!!!!

LEFT 3 Subjects!! Bio, Phy & Chi!!!! Faster pass la... Sianz a!! Damn it!! Haha.. Planning for me n my friends is going to parkson CRAZY on WEDnesday~ Hahaha!! YES!!! Which is the day tat after our chi paper 1&2.. Haha..

[[[[[[[[Special~]]]]]]]]
wa.. Juz now read 'someone's' blog.. So enjoy.. I decide to Support 'U' FOREVER!! Haha.. Sorry, I went 'wrong place' ba.. Not my fault also.. Coz i really scared of ghost ba.. I think 'U' more kind n nice.. Will appreciate ppl with 'ur' true heart & welcomed the passed with happy happy n never argue.. Althou I heard tat 'U' not tat united la, But i think the heart is the MOST important lor.. Hehe.. Exactly Not same as me.. I m quite pity now lor.. Haha.. Totally opposite with 'U'.. 'U' there more UNITED e i think.. Me here nobody cares already.. I did try my best to co-operate but noone hiew.. Haha.. Anyway~ Forget abt tat.. Tat was PASSED.. Look Forward, guyz!! =) Achieved more, win more!!! But dont be too proud.. [my advise] hahahahaha..... GAMBATEH!!

I cant Say anything already.. Tak ada Kuasa.. I dont wan tat 'kuasa' also.. Due to it spoilt me A lot!! REMEMBER!! Noone can see the TRUE heart, or EFFort.. only FEEL it then u will FELL something really special~ =)

Time goes faster plz.. I wish to see the truth earlier bo.. =) [Quite bad ler me] Hahaha.. My words Are 'rubbish' But others Are 'Gold'.. Treasure it NOW o.. Dont regret then hate urself much more than me.. Haha.. U will Love Me after tat~ Hehe.. Time CAN really prove everything o~ Hehe..

Yup.. I sure miss u a lot.. How abt You?

Yea.. I miss you..
The hug only from you..
The day only with you..
All are so sweet..
=)
How abt You? Guessing wat u busy of these few days..
Blocking to b friends..
Lazy to b chat..
Lousy to b nerd..
Crazy to b myself..
Hahaha..
=)

HehezZ~

Haha.. Currently crazy with books BOOKs BOOKS!! Haha.. But i love it.. Coz my only way to success.. =)

Hmm.. Passed, dont wan to post it out la.. nothing special n Lazy also.. Hahaha.. Today had my add.math(favourite suj) N P.moral.. Erm.. For me, All r difficult.. I also donno why.. Mayb I m too laoya.. Haha.. Nvm then.. Talk so much here also no use.. Coz the results r depends on the examiners.. Not me!! Hahaha..

Wa.. Add math paper 1 started from 8 to 10 a.m then add. math paper 2 started at 10.30 to 1 p.m.. Called to our tuition teacher also, during the recess time.. Haha.. Not we too miss her.. Is b'coz something happen ba.. Whahaha... The moral delay to 2.30 to 5 p.m.. Hmm.. Exam also got delay de?? 1st time heard tat ler.. haha.. Damn TIRED after finished all the 3 papers for ONLY today.. Quite happy when reached home.. Dont noe y.. Haha.. Gonna crazy.. Haha.. Scream here n there also..

Ermm... Wat else.... Erm.. Still left Few subjects nia.. But so LAZY to study already le.. Play play play watch tv all the time.. Haha.. Until parents scold then juz go to study.. haha.. watever then... Hohoho.....

Juz now, after my bath n dinner, I went to lanzhong to see Shuai Ge.. Hhaha.. Aiya no la.. went to watch basketball competition la.. Haha.. Hmm.. Saw some nice guys also.. Hahaha............................... LengZai o..........Hahaha...But i dont noe who r u.. JIa YOU!! Lose nvm.. Juz try ur BEST!! GAMBATEH for next day!!

Heard tat You r happier than before..

走在熙来攘往的街头　你不再牵着我的小手
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾　泪也小心翼翼的流

有些事情你还在瞒着我　但是到现在你还是没开口
淡淡一句　还是朋友　撕裂的心　犹如刀割

知道分手后你也不会难过　你也比从前快乐了许多
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口呢？
过往的欢乐是否褪色　我也不知道 想问你怎么舍得让我这么难过

祝福你~！！ 再见~！！记得要幸福快乐~！！
〈不管你有没有别人。。我都不打扰你了。。〉


GOOD BYE MY LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!
=')

ModEl Of The Year~!! Whahaha!! [Single life!!]

The Model?? Of the Year?? Hahaha.....

Haha.. Yea.. Tat's ME!! Happy ChInG~ No worries, Friends.. I cheer up alwayz..

Success to escape from the PAIN!! New Life is Appear!! Yeah!!


Why i said so??
Because currently i Sleep at 12 to 1 a.m.....
For my revision..
Since i was so sick, But i still never give up..
I will try my all best to achieve my best result..
Today, the Trial results was out..
Not really happy with my English, P.Moral, Chem s' mark..
Quite disappointed.. Coz din get A's..
Others quite ok...!! Surprise with my Chinese result.. HAha..
So Happy!! Can score my Chinese in A's.. Muaks!!
Hmm.. Recently, Fever,flu,cough,vomit n headache is accompany with me..
Really suffering a.. Hmm.. Medicine was finished(to eat).. But sick haven gone!! Haha..
Nvm~! I will study study n study until the exams finished.. Hehe..
Except i die then i wont study lor.. Haha..



Juz an ordinary gals..
Simple n easy.. Haha..

God also cry for us??

Phew~ Finally finished the Bm, Sej n Bi subject.. Monday was damn sick.. Went to consult by Dr. Yong.. Wait there for one n the half hour.. Wa.. Really tired.. I studied in my car when waiting for the calling.. I did study the sej.. Wa.. But i dont noe la.. Sainz!! Erm.. Then i felt so cold at night cant even walk properly.. Felt like i was dead.. My skin also very pain.. Unfortunately the next day have my 1st day of SPM examination.. But wat can i do?? Headache like HELL!!! Wat the.. Cant even memories wat i had studied... not pretty but it is really PITY!!!! Imagine when u have a very important test then u fall sick seriously.. How terrible izzit.. Wa... I really cant stand it..

Midnight, i cant even sleep n woke up at 2 something.. I woke my parents up n told them i was headache!! Really pain.. It gonna burst!! I dont noe whether it is too stress o wat.. My brain n around my ears was full of 'SAINS N TECHNOLOGY'.. wat the.. I tot i was getting crazy.. Mum keep ask me wat i wan to do.. I juz keep shacked my head.. I m so sorry to my parents tat din let u have a nice sleep.. N worrying abt me whole nite.. Accompany me.. Only have 2 hours nap.. SORRY..

The next day.. Have my exams lor.. Vomit in the early morning.. N I have my flu, fever, headache n cough with my 1st exam day.. Now + one more which is my 'sexy sound'.. Haha.. Everyone laugh at me.. Haha.. I felt happy tat finally these difficult subjects was PASSED!! yes!! now i m scared of one more Bm sub which is P.M... I dint care abt the Bm sub coz i dont use it in my future.. So happy abt tat.. [My Life n My Future R ALL in my HAND!! Haha..] I noe wat i m going to do abt my studies n everything except love thing.. Haha.. Not really trust ppl right now.. Haha.. Sorry guys~

Erm.. Today had my English paper 1 n 2.. quite ok.. But the sej DAMN hard for me.. Even god also crying for us.. HAha.. I m thinking too much i noe.. But i try the best to not think la.. Hahahahaha!! This morning woke up so early n slept on the sofa.. Headache!!!!!!!!!!!! Really hate it already.. Haiz.. Suffering!! Bothering!! My 1st tears drip down when mum asked me how is my preparation of my sej.. I cried.. Coz i m not ready yet due to the evil headache!!!!!

Now~ Erm.. Still the same.. But the headache not tat serious le.. Still can tahan.. HAha.. happy also i can put down all the thing slowly.. =) Thankz to my best frien ever,Mei Fen to encourage me n give me direction where should i go n wat should i do.. Thankz!!

Pizza Hut!! Fartini!! Coffee bean!! secret recipe!! N etc etc!!! I will come after the EXAM!! HAha.. The approval from my mummy~ Now no mood to enjoy 1st.. Whahaha!! Here i come to shopping with u all friendz~

Aha.. The promise btwn me n geor.. If whoever got A in sej, then need to chia going for KL sunway lagoon+air ticket+hotel fees.. Haha.. But i tell u IMPOSSIBLE!! whahaha!!!

Courage let me say it out...

1st i m very sorry to a guy called vin tat i post this special post without his noes, approve n agree... But this is really came out from my heart.. =) For my own good, i scared it will influence my exams, so i should tell it out.. Sorry, i m too selfish..

We noe each others in August 2008.. Which is the day tat we gave a surprise birthday party for him at Taman Awam Miri.. Took pic,talking n playing altogether.. These r really a fun day.. But i apologize tat i need to go home early tat nite.. Abt 9.30p.m i think.. Abt 11++ i think u all went home n we have our 1st MSN chatting.. It was something happened tat nite so u should go out in the heavy rain.. I was worrying coz it is very dangerous.. I noe u tried ur best n wish to search it back.. I understand.. Start this day, we start to message.. --caring abt u--

Nearly 1 week, i had falling in love to him.. HAiz.. So our relationship start in sept... Yea.. he did his part n work hard in his studies with his effort.. Did his assignment until midnight.. I m really sorry tat i was disturbing him so much.. But I understand him tat when he is doing anything, he dont wish ppl to disturb him like massage him like tat.. But i did something tat very wrong.. I message him when he is very busy.. Sorry.. When i m not in mood, u care abt me.. cheer me up everytime..

Actually I understand.. So told u tat i never angry abt tat.. I need ur support also.. Of coz i did support u.. But when the times tat i really need u, u suggest to leave me.. It is so sudden.. I never angry u whenever u din find me o watsoever.. coz at least i noe u r busy.. I treat u as my Mr.right.. The promise, our future.......... I think there is something misunderstanding btwn.. I dint blame anyone.. I din hate u.. N i remember today is day no. 61 tat suffering in love.. In this very short period of love.. I think there is some others reason.. But i might thinking too much also.. Juz wish to have an actual ans.. =) I din mean to bother u.. So i din find u quite long time.. Dont wish to see ur sad n the bothered face.. Not handsome o.. hehe..

I noe i should put down.. But b4 tat, i should have settle n noe everything in detail.. So.. I might find u after ur exams.. Dont wish to bother u in ur studies.. I understand tat uni is not tat easy to score.. I learnt many things from u also.. =)

Lastly, I wish we can still be friend like b4.. I think it is not tat difficult since it was passed for mostly one month ago.. Dont be enemy.. Not good for both of us also.. I wont appear in front of u anymore.. Because of u.. I gave up to go back n giving u guyz a really bad image tat day.. Sorry.. I noe I shouldn't go there which is not my place anymore.. I will go to another place which nobody noes.. I will disappear in ur life.. Dont worry.. Juz give me a day to talk to u then enough.. Wish u all the best in ur coming exam n have ur better life.. I prefer u happy than me myself.. I sad nvm.. If u dont like my annoying i understood.. Hate me nvm.. =) BUT U muz be the happiest guy in this world.. Support u always n wish u can find someone tat suit to u n better than me.. Happy alwayz no matter wat had happen.. =) Remember tat no frown in ur life.. hehe..

I dont k who hate me o bad mouthing behind me.. Coz i learnt how to accept already.. =) I experience both success n failure in year 2007 & 08.. I had grown up already.. Cant be so mean le.. I wish they can tell me directly so tat i have a chance to change myself.. Not to do the same thing in my future.. =)

(Endless story btwn..)

Juz for EngDauKia, vin.. Haha.. SORRY!!

==ChInG For3veR==

My way~

I think i should be..................

I m now having a new knowledge n a different way of looking at life!!
I have been discourteous to my elders n my friends but only b'coz they do not understand my problems.. They found it is difficult to accept the changes in me.. Now I cannot return to my old way of my life completely b'coz I had CHANGED!!

I came home n felt more confident to myself.. I m wiser n have learnt many new things.. I m no longer afraid of others n the differences btwn ppl.. I m now less easily fooled by clever talks.. I believe in good things of coz.. Moreover, I m now more tolerant than ppl who have never been abroad.. Now I want to share my NEW knowledge wif others..

I will not make demands tat r against my own principles.. I have learnt to choose n make comparisons.. wat is important n wat is not.. Wat i should put down n wat i should still handle it.. Wat should i do n wat i cant.. I really dont wish ppl said bad abt me.. N Spoil my image.. Coz i CARE!! BUT.. I cant control ppl's mouth.. I cant stop them also..

I wish i have a NEW n FRESH LIFE next year in my uni.. No more such things happen to me.. N i wan to let ppl pop out their eyes.. Look tru my heart.. How I treat ppl With my true heart n fulfilling.. Really a BIG step for me next year.. Really a New NEw NEW life!! (Sometime really dont noe how to describe my feeling in words.. So, juz feel it.. then u will understand the purpose tat i do..)

Now i m able to argue n with reason.. But i m still HUMBLE n RESPECTFUL..
I m not a new person n I m not really different from You.. I m not afraid of the challenges of the future n my coming SPM examinations.. I m the same as you but i have been freed from narrow ways.. I have become independent n this is really my true self.. ChInG For3ver!!

Fantastic Day~

Today, i din go school... So woke up at 8a.m.. Went to tuition at 9.15a.m.. Haha.. I prepared breakfast for myself.. then took a bath of coz.. So late again.. HAha....

After tuition, we all (form 5 students) have a gathering for the last? haha... RRss combine with Chung Hua n Datuk or st.Co... I dont noe la.. Nearly 20+ ppl.. Haha.. Teacher had reserved the seat yesterday.. So not need too rush.. Reached there abt 12.20 like tat, then go find our seat.. haha.. Hmm.. me n my another frien go to have a walk at ground floor there.. Then go back to have our lunch.. Haha..

Nearly 1 p.m something, The 3 guys from rrss which is my classmate, they went to play DOTA.. Haha.. Then me n another 2 friends go walk walk again lor.. Haha.. buy something also.. Then they went tapao makan.. I went to toilet.. Haha.. I saw my 3 partners of RRSSB.. 2 guys with a girl.. But they din see me la.. haha.. then i went to popular alone to buy a story book.. Haha.. cost RM19.90.. I have no money.. bankrupt already.. hahaha... I will earn some in my coming holiday.. Whahaha!! now i left 10 ringgit in my wallet nia... Haiz.. Poor a... Oh ya.. my 2 friends find me at popular also.. Then they go home le.. I walked alone in the speedy.. Hmm.. got nice movie o!! But i have no money to buy a.. Haha..

Mum picked me at 2++ p.m.. Wa... Parkson changed le o.. The straight way can only go direct into the basement.. So blur.. Haha.. Then i have my facial as usual.. Abt 4.45p.m.. Reached home played ps2 with my cousin then have our dinner outside.. Haha.. Quite a happy day today.. Thankz Friends!!! I m now got the mood to continue study le.. YEAH!! haha..

Study is my only things can do right now.. Controlling controlling n controlling.. Hmmm.....

<我的快乐，会回来吗？>
--Transparent glass forever--

=哭笑不得=

Today which is my add.math n chemistry trial exam......

Morning had my paper 1 of add.math.. I dont noe how to do mostly 20 marks!!! so i waste the marks lor.. Then break time got frien came n find me.. they r asking.. My tears nearly drop down.. But i CONTROLLED it.. I dont noe wat's wrong to me.. ='( I didnt so many mistakes but last mins i correct them.. Haiz... Next week is real SPM already.. Still like this.. I was so down n even wan to go n punch the door already.. But i din.. So sad!!!!! U ever see stupid gal like this b4??? Here i m..

Then chemistry paper1!!! So damn crazy.. Brain gonna burst... I m so sad...!!!!! But a things made me so HAPPY this moment.. Haha.. georgina came to my class n find me.. Haha.. She passed to me something.. My birthday present from her sister!! Hahaha... So surprise actually.. it is called belated birthday? Haha.. Watever.. I love it also.. Thankz so so much that u noe n remember me.. Haha.. Primary 6 suang lor.. Finished UPSR already.. Hahaha.. Congraz to u also... Hmm.. But when u going secondary i m going other place already.. Haha.. =) next time go ur house in the coming holiday lor.. hahaha..... So happy then..

After tat, i went back n continue have my revision.. Add.math paper was coming.. Oh man!!! Sianz a!! I question got a,b,c inside then got 1 2 3 including also... I did so many paper.. But I lost 20+ marks!! ='( cant finished on time!! Some questions came out from score-A.. But i juz done few sets only.. ='( so unlucky a me!!

Today really dont noe happy o sad... Heard tat 2molo RRSSB start practice le.. ^^ Should i go back tomorrow? Hehe.. So miss it bo... Hmm... Whether i can go back o not.... Haiz...... Scared...... Jia you in coming performance!!! I support u guys alway.. Muakz!! =) sell many many things during food fair.. Haha.. Sorry, I cant attend n join u guys~ Forgive me.......................

Here it is!!!

Haha!! A present from primary 6 Princess...

I noe u like princess princess.. Haha!!

yea.. She wrote HAPPY BIRTHDAY there...
HAha.. This is wat make me happy when i see it!! It faces very funny..
No worries ya.. I like it so much n i will happy always, smile always...

Ermm..

She wrote a cute 'poem'?

Hahaha.. Hare she said,

天天开心，每天在每一秒都要微笑。

也不会有人说你傻笑，

只是说你傻掉！！

Haha.. Sweet.. Anyway, thankz a lot n nice to meet you..!!

Currently~

Hmm.. These days busying k the books n tuition!!

Only rest during i m online or updated my blog.. =)

Add.math set paper.. Everyone said my handwriting KaNaSai..

But i think ok le.. Coz i should train myself to write fast fast o..

Later when i go uni slower than ppl then mafan lor.. hahaha!!

Timing myself for finishing the paper on time..

Took it when having a short break.. Really tired already.. ='(

Still continue.. Thinking thinking.. my brain gonna burst!!!!

Add.math is very important for me.. Coz i need it in my future!! Jia you!!

yea.. Quite long din't find him already.. erm.. Nearly one month.. =) i cant drop any comments or test to him.. Coz i dont wish he felt uncomfortable when he read it.. So juz post it in my personal blog here.. =) Wish his study successfully n have a Best result in his coming exams... Dont always misunderstanding n wondering b4 u get something o noe it truly.. --All The Best For You!!-- May god bless You~! I dint disturb ur life since tat day! =) I finally did IT!! So proud to myself.. Erm.. Wish u have ur better life ever!! Miss you n love you!! 57 days today.. Hehe..

--Time WILL prove everything--

=)

Last Day~!! ='(

Yea.. Tonight is our last day for tuition.. ='(

I feel so sad also.. Friends there also.. Hmmm...

N the teachers..

This is the pic tat took with my teacher after the tuition juz now..

She so beautiful n kind.. =)

Introduction of the pic.. from left is chung hua student, my classmate, my teacher then ME..

Teacher, I wont let u disappointed in my studies.. =)

No worries ya... --Happy--

Do you EVER listen to this SPECIAL songs??

Our country’s biggest thing is SPM

Many people thinking it’s a stupid exam

But what we’re gotta do is to cram cram cram

Last minute or not it’s a sickening scam
No time to be playing or singing this song

Cos if you’re doing it it’s so damn wrong

The time to be studying is so damn long

No time to be jamming which is where we belong
Chorus:

SPM

No one cares

If you faint or cry or die in pain

SPM

And (but) they sayIf you don’t do well you’ll die of shame

SPM

Do they know

How we feel inside the stress of

SPM

Can we go

To some other place where there’s no SPM
Whether you love it or you hate it you’ve got to take the thing

Everyone’s pushing you to win win win

You can’t look at books cos that’s called cheating

And the man with most A1’s is called the king
So it’s called success if you get the pretty A’s

How about love and friends do they have no place?

After secondary school we’re gonna go our separate ways

Can’t we spend more time together maybe just a few days?
Bridge:

Ministry of Education

Why put us through all this pain

This overload of informatio

nAt the end what do we gain?

Grab it From my education website.. Which helped my a lot!! =)

Recently.....

I m the bear bear...... Yea!! I sure miss u a lot..!!

Now i m going to face my SPM examinations!!

I m ready to fight for it..

All The Best to ChInG!!!!!

=)

O.o --Nice-- [Part 1]

Today, I become a robot AGAIN!! ='(

Morning woke up at 8++, coz very very tired.. Then after bath, eat my breakfast.. Go tuition.. Finished at 12p.m.. Back bone felt uncomfortable.. Slightly pain.. Sit too long already.. Hmm.. But i still 'geng' until the end... When i reached home, i cant have a rest.. coz i have an appointment at pustaka with my friend.. She helped me to look for a seat.. So i rush there after my lunch with few mins.. I really sleepy n tired.. But i cant sleep in the public k?? haha.. later ppl saw tat not nice ba.. then i take my book n sit back coz dont wan to hurt my back bones already.. scared something wrong inside also.. =( Hmm.. Then we studied until 5p.m coz of some method, so she went home earlier.. At 5, i went home then helped mum to do some house works, take bath n have my dinner continuously.. I have No time to have a rest until now can sit in front of the comp busy typing again.. Then i went to tuition at 6 to 9p.m.... --TIRED!!--

O.o --Nice-- [part 2]

NICE!!!!!

This is something tat very new n nice from my mummy..

It is really nice, mum!! Muakz~

(Cabbage.. Inside got meat,seafood n many 'kah-cang' haha..)

This is another view..... =)

But we only can eat one piece each of us.. Coz 1st time do it.. But will have 2nd time SOON!! YEAH!! I like it!! =)