END of 2008!!!!!! -Gathering of the 'Super Glue'-

Attention..(the super glue means tat we never separate.. HAha.. The F4 from MIRI.. Whahaha.. Kidding la.. But FUN!!)

Hohoho.. I should end my year 2008 with happiness n meaningful.. Juz with my fellow partners!! We knew each others 2 to 3 years already.. We r good partner in band.. No quorral aswell.. We co-operate with each other.. Today, we have fate to meet each others again.. We played whole day.. From afternoon 1.30p.m until 10p.m.. We enjoy ourselves very much with laugh, joke, bully n etc.. really a GREAT day!!

--FRIENDZ FOREVER!!--


--Oh yea.. The chocolate with cream tat ordered at secret recipe.. HAha--
(forgot to upload in my last post.. so combine it here.. hehe..)

1st, we met at Lin's shop.. Then we chit-chatting there abt half an hour? nearly tat la.. Haha.. Then we go for bowling.. Haha.. Erm.. 1st time played it.. Nice ler.. not bad.. Still remembered i got 75 scores.. Haha!! Happy happy happy!! Finally i have my 1st try ma.. Still cheap la.. RM6.60 for 1 round nia.. After tat ONE round, we went to archery.. Haha.. Erm.. RM10.00 for each person.. Haha Hand O-che again.. Haha.. A bit pain nia la.. Bo-dai-ji.. Hahaha.. I juz feel like it is our home.. Haha.. erm.. talk & Laugh inside.. ENJOY!!


--Professional (formal pic) of Archery-- Whahaha!! Kidding la..

Have our Drinks at pakson.. then walk here walk there.. then finally we went to marina bay!! Erm.. Nice!! Haha.. Enjoy very much.. No pressure at all with them.. Uh huuu!! HAha!!


--Sunset which I LOVE so much..Felt so romantic when u watch wif ur lover..Hahaha..--


--Inilah seahorse.. Haha.. Besar ni.. Haha.. Tapi sangat kotor its badan.. Haha.. Green green de.. yuckszzz..--



--Romantic Sunset..=)--


--Another view of sunset-- =)


--William Ting.. 失恋的感觉.. Haha.. kidding la..--


--Haha.. I m conan!! I took it when we chit-chatting.. Haha..--


--Aha! This boat so annoying! Disturbing us when we chit-chatting.. Haha.. Noisy a!! Spoilt!!--

After have our 'wonderful activities' there, we went to Steamboat.. Haha.. We stay there from 7p.m until 9p.m.. Haha.. Cost RM103.. A crazy night for me.. I was like a drunk woman.. Soooooo high!! I also don noe why.. Juz really happy to released out all the unhappiness n I m now so happy n excited to Welcome The Year 2009 To come.. Wish I have a really New Life without any bothering except study!! Wish all the unhappy things tat happened in year 2008 will gone from my head or memorises.. I dont really need those unnecessary memorises unless it is worth enough to let it keeps in my mind.. =) I shoould format my brain luuu.. 2009 is coming.. YEAH!!

Lastly, thank you to my friends tat brought so many happiness to me today.. I love you ALL!! Hohoho.. Wish us sweet alwayz n never forget each others juz same as TODAY.. Since nearly 1 year we din meet wif S.Lung.. Haha!!


--Hoho..This is wat we bought b4 we went home.. Means we all so SWEET.. Haha!!--
(Blue-ChInG;Red-Sally;Purple-William;green-Sik Lung)

Sorry, If i too crazy tonight.. Haha.. Juz TOO HAPPY..
Once again, thank you GUYZ~
Good Night n have a sweet dream!! MuakzZ~

Inilah!!!!! HAhaha!!

--This is the phone tat my sis is using NOW..--

Haiz.. I so jealous ler actually.. HAha.. During Chinese new year wan plz her to lend me for few days liao.. HAha.. Beh Ta han a!! SIanz..

It is expensive!! 800 Singapore dollar man!! Haiz Haiz.. Wish my uncle will buy for me for Christmas present but i noe it is impossible!! Haha..

More information,
I already mentioned in last last post..
If not, Find urself then...
Whahahahaha!!!!
Uh huh~
I m so excited she come back a!!! Damn it..
Whahahahahahahahahaaah!!!

Bye~ Oh yea.. Still have one excited n surprise going to share with my friends.. But.. Wait lor..

Ching busy NOW, 2.23p.m!! Going to WORK!! Aghh!!! Haha!!
--Brunei--

..........................

@2008*

HAhaha!!! Hohoho!!! hihihi!! Hehehe!!! Huhuhu!!

Today, i received a call from my sister.. Haha.. She asked me to check for the newest sony ericsson phone.. Finally i found it.. It is Sony Ericson C905.. Miri haven seen yet coz i din go gai gai.. Hahaha.. Stay at home, reading story books, watching tv, drama time, online, messaging, working, playing.. Playing with puppy n computer games.. Haha.. Oh yea!! N planning for my future.. Hehez.. But i have no idea abt it now.. =)

Oh.. Wish to see how the phone looks like?
Here it is..
I m kind rite?
Juz click on the link then u can see it already ler..
Hahahahaha!!
http://www.sonyericsson.com/bigpictures/Flash/Default.aspx?cc=my&lc=en&gclid=CPrB9OeN0pcCFZUtpAodQEQmCg

I m so excited for next month.. Sister is coming back!! Yes!! We have A LOT OF things wish to SHARE with each other.. HAhaha.. N mayb my laptop will appear in front of me SOON!! Either next month or during Chinese New Year.. Haha.. YAAHHOOOOO!!!!!

Last Thursday, I went to Secret Recipe wif mummy to have our dinner.. Haha.. Dad n bro had their own dinner.. So only left me n mum at home.. Haha.. Mum order a spaghetti with chicken for me Then She ordered Japanese Mee for herself.. Lastly, she ordered a chocolate with cream for our drinks.. Erm.. Delicious!! Coz it is not too salt or too sweet.. So it is mum n ChInG favourite.. My family dont like to eat too sweet or salt de foods or drinks.. Coz it will make us THIRSTY!! Haha.. Still boleh tahan la.. I will go AGAIN!! hehe..

Last Friday, I accompany mum to go shopping!! Haha.. Bought so many shirt, pants n skirt.. Haha.. Spent a lot tat day.. Abt 4 to 5 p.m like tat, me n mum went to Fartini restaurant to eat PIZZA.. Haha.. I ordered a Hawaiian favour de.. Hehe.. But it is expensive.. I wont go there to have my meal there again BUT!! If with my bf then i love la.. The place is so nice n Romantic enough.. Especially the light.. Hahaha..

These days, mum din cook.. Coz we have too much dinner.. Haha.. With cousin, aunt n uncle.. Went to grandma's house juz now for dinner around 6.30p.m We also brought our puppy there.. Haha.. Had a lot of FUN there.. YEAH!! Oh yea, This afternoon went to Brunei n had lunch at my relatives' house..
--All r abt to celebrate the 'tang yuan day'--

Now going sui-gao-gao lurr... So headache n tired!! Coz i alway sleep at 2-3a.m.. So obviously, it is b'coz i dont have sufficient sleep lor.. Hehehe.. Buh-Bye~!! MuakzZ!! Good nite n have a sweet dream my friendz~

@2008 guy

Haiz..
These days donno wat happened to me..
You r alway in my mind..
Even day time, nite time n also dream time..
I was dreamt at u every nite..
I donno wat I m thinking abt.. I m so bothering again..
I should tell you this.. But it is unnecessary.. you have ur own life with ur sweet girl.. I don't really dare to find you.. Scared u bother n everything.. I think i keep in my heart n just let it be.. I m scared abt LOVE.. I give up!! But i wan you clear n understand tat..

I m still loving you 2008 guy since it was a short relationship? Yea.. I admit all the things..

I Love You..
I Need You..
I Miss you..
I Wan you..
I like You..

New ChInG

Haha!
This morning, i woke up at 8 something then washed up myself n took a bath.. I prepared breakfast for myself since parents working n bro n my cousin still sleeping.. Haha.. They 2 r lazy pig!! HAha.. Then nearly 9, i wake my bro up n asked him to send me to GCM.. I have badminton practise with my cousin.. Haha.. Hmm.. Very suang.. Haha.. We played played played n eat eat eat there.. A wonderful morning!! Haha..

When i reach home, i got a bad news from my parents tat puppy was sick!! Oh man!! we were so worry then send it to 'pet's hospital' which near my house.. BETTIE!! The doctor consult it n conclusion was it din't have any fever n is a very playful dog.. Haha.. The doctor said mayb the dog ate something very dirty like worms?? hahaha.. nvm.. i got the medicine already.. It takes 2 times a day.. Hehe.. It cost RM40 for the consultation..

Afternoon, mum was going to saloon to wash her hair.. So i decided to go have a hair cut which i wan it for long time.. Hmm.. I have my new hair style now.. Haha.. I think it is quite funny lor.. Short short de.. Hehe.. so i can wash it often.. YES!! Mum said not nice.. ='( But nvm la.. Hair will grow ba.. Wait it long again lor.. Hehe.. I m quite open-minded already lurrrr since i faced sooooooo many mafan.. haha.. I m ready for my study next year which iss next month.. Omg!! I m so excited.. Hahaha!!!!!

Reached home was abt 3p.m then i took a bath, continue my drama then have a nap.. Parents woke me up few times but i cant have awake.. So tired e... Luckily tonite no tuition.. Haha!! Yeah!! I woke up abt 7 plus, then have my dinner.. My dinner was FISH n veges soup ONLY.. Hehe.. NICE!!! I love it!! Then dad received a call from my uncle.. Then they was invited us to go to have our dinner.. SHABU-SHABU!! Haha.. My favourite AGAIN!! So, we prepared ourselves n went there.. haha.. Me n my bro was ordered sooooooo many delicious food o..Haha.. GREAT!! But i m not full e.. I still can have supper.. Haha.. Wow..

Haha.. I quite HAPPY today~ Now going to continue my drama lurrr... Bye-bye~
=)

Oooooo..........

Haha.. I quite busy these few days..
Went to change my lenses coz i cant see clearly ba.. Bluur blur de.. So i went to pakson to have a checking lor.. Yea.. My right eye actually is only 425.. Now it going deeper.. Damn it.. i was shocked!! It is 525.. Plus 100 a!!! ARg!!! Nvm then.. Then i went to buy skirt lor.. No my size again.. If got size then not nice to look.. Whole afternoon spent my time there juz for seaching for it.. FINALLY!! mum found 2 for me.. Then i go for a try.. NICE!! NICE!!! ok.. Then i m going to pay.. Wa.. Expensive a!! One cost RM100.90 then another was RM89.90... Haiz.. But no choice ler.. cousin gonna married then chinese new year is getting close n closer.. Haha.. I m actually HAPPY lar.. HAha..

Next, i went to register my tuition.. i wait my mum in the car.. So took some pic there.. Haha..

Here it is!! ==>


--The look when i m without my glasses.. =)--


--Another view of ME.. Hehe.. --

Nite time, actually i got work de.. But my malay cousin married a.. So din go lor.. Lazy also.. Whahahahaha.. Erm.. They sit there(pic below) when the ceremony start.. It is really really NICE!!! Beautiful!! They decorate themselves a? Erm.. Really NICE!! hahaha..


-This is where they sit.. Coz their law la.. I donno.. ahaha.. But i noe it is NICE!!-

Hmm.. Tat's all.. Gonna busy again lur!! HAha.. Tonight tuition again.. Hehe.. 6.30p.m to 9.30p.m................ =)

Happy,Sad;Smile n tears!! My LIFE~!!

These r the pic tat i took from Eastwood.. Wow.. The snowman? n the house.. The house is built with biscuit ler.. Wa!! Fantastic!! I dont noe how they make it.. Hahaha!! Then the last pic is me.. Haha..
Phew~ Really busy these few days.. Yesterday,(Saturday), i woke up late then in the afternoon, i went to CT academic service centre to ask for the further details again.. Hmm.. Lastly, my decision was studying A-level next year.. =) Then i went to Cambridge there for my 'tuition'? It was long long time i had been there.. But NOW i m going back.. Haiz.. Renew everything still need to pay RM7++ very sianz.. Nowadays, if u have no money then u cant 'TALK' anything.. Really!! Haiz.. I should study hard.. I rest 1 month nia ler.. then need start bia again.. unfair.. But actually i m going to study foundation of engineering at Curtin.. But sorry to my FRIENDS!! I break the promise.. Because of my future, i should choose my own way.. SORRY!! I dont wish to go curtin also have my own others reason..
Nite time, i was going to Eastwood to have my part time work.. Working is really tired.. Fingers was injured.. really pain.. :'( Then back bone pain again.. Leg pain.. Alamak.. Really same as a woman.. Haha.. anywhere, i got my own pocket money.. I was searching for a laptop for myself.. Either i but it here or buy from Singapore.. Boulevard miri, DELL,cost RM2599.. I think more cheap already.. I need to get more details again.. Here n Singapore.. I should have a view n compare it..

Today is Sunday.. Hmm.. I woke up late again.. Coz very tired for working last night.. I cleaned my house myself.. Coz parents n bro going to work.. Left me n my cousin.. My cousin bought lunch for me also.. Erm.. Almost 4.20p.m, they r back, then me n my bro help our puppy to take a bath.. HAha.. Play with it everyday.. Haha.. CUTE!! Opps.. Then i received a message from my friend tat our class have a class trip? again.. Which held at Tanjong Miri in the morning at 9a.m.. I think i m not going to join.. Coz i scared i will get sunburn again.. Haha.. Sorry o.. I love fairer de me.. Hehe.. try my best to not get the sunlight.. Whahaha!! Every activities r held at indoor o.. HAha.. muakz!!
Nite, Me n my family went to EAstwood to have our dinner there.. So dint work lor.. Hmm.. There got function.. 350 tables.. So there r 3500 ppls!!!!! Damn many.. which i dont like.. The noise n the ppl i dont like..

I m the best already e.. HAha.. pretty!! YEAH!! Sorry, too PERASAN.. Hahahahahahaha.. Too happy!!!!!!!!

My LovE!!

My puppy.. It is a male.. It cost RM350.. But my uncle juz gave me for free.. Thank you very much.. Its makan n shampoo r more expensive than human being.. So damn.. Got this thing happen like this.. Haha.. Play with it nearly everyday when i m free.. It is so clever.. It will listen wat u say.. I love it so much!!!

I LOVE IT!!!!!

爱与缘分

This is for ChInG..
Wat her situation now is juz like this..
She is really thankz to her friend to sent this to her..
N let her noe wat to do next n she will continue her STUDy next year..
No more LOVE again.. Unless she can find another him in her future life...

如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

Tagged!!

Tagged by:
Charlyn Teo..

Rule 1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continuing this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
YUp!!

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Sorry.. I dont accept lesbian.. Haha..

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
I donno e.. Still young.. Haha..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Share with my family lor.. Buy watever i wish to..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Sorry.. I have no BEST friend..

7. List 5 recently watched movies.
-原来我不帅
-公主小妹
-家好月圆
-恶魔在身边
-恶作剧之吻

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
How do i noe? Haha.. God will arrange..

9.List 5 favourite songs.
I already list at the right hand side.. Haha..

10. Do you have any regrets?
YUP!!!!!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ching Forever lor!! hahaha..

12. Who is the most important person to you?
My family..

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
She is cute n clever..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor...

15. What is your favourite color?
Light colour.. especially light green, orange n yellow..

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Mayb..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, which one would you choose?
I dont noe.. Guys r very.......

18. What are the top 5 places on your "to-go" list?
-England
-Australia
-Japan
-Singapore
-Hong Kong disney lane

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but would never be able to.
-be a guy
-Be a BAby!!!
-时光倒流

20. 5 people I have tagged.
-Derek Kho
-Matthew Kong
-Georgina Chieng
-David Low
-Kelvin Chan

让老天决定我的命运吧~

我的命运将掌空不了了。。
我放弃了我的机会。。

我的学业也让老天帮我吧。。
我今年的成绩将是什么呢？
我明年该读什么？
后年应该出国吗呢？

我的健康会是怎样？
我明天的针会打得怎样呢？
我不能在生病了。。
我不能这么脆弱了。。

我的爱情呢？
我好需要哦。。
我还是忘不了我的爱，该怎么办？
你那么讨厌我；我却爱着你。。

老天爷！！ 帮帮我吧！！ 我好痛苦哦！！
我只是要一个疼爱我的以及健康的男友就够了。。
钱对我来说并不重要。。
为什么我的爱人会这么对我？我到底做错了什么？
天知地知你知我却不知；这样对我公平吗？

我就将这一切交给老天吧！
勉得我走错；免得我后悔。。
谢谢老天有眼帮我的忙。。
我等着我的爱人。。 =）

Aaaaaarrrrggg!!!!!!

Arrr... I have a busy holiday these few days.. Haha..

Friday was rush here n there.. Morning, woke up at 7++ then prepare a while, went to temple.. After tat, i went to CT academic service to get know something abt mystudies next year.. Unfortunately, until NOw i still donno whether i should study A-level or Foundation.. Haiz.. At 1st, I confirm tat i m going to study foundation.. But i heard tat Singapore University dont accept foundation de only A-level.. Haiz.. Donno donno donno a!! I donno where should i go.. If i study A-level, Then i will be going to Singapore uni? to continue the Bachelor? I donno!! IF i study Foundation, i should continue my Bachelor in Perth,Australia.. wa.. I dont wish to go oversea man!!! Haiz.. I donno donno donno!!! Really DONNO!!!!!! Construction Management curtin university in Miri dont have.. Need to go Cutin in perth.. Alamak.. Still considering!! BOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What should i do n where can i go????????

After tat, i went home n have my breakfast? at 12p.m.. Haha.. I have my sandwhich oo... Nice.. hmm.. then wait for Sally to come n fetch me.. I went to Lin's house.. We cooked for our lunch.. Quite nice n delicious.. Hahahahaha.. Gossip around also.. Haha.. Then we went to Champion at 2p.m.. Hahaha.. There r 7 ppl altogather.. My partner is Sally of coz.. Haha.. Won few matches nia.. Hahaha.. Happy!!!!! Then 4 o'clock, my bro came n fetch me.. Went home around 4.30p.m.. Coz traffic jam.. haha.. Then reached home, finished bath, bro cooked early dinner for me.. Wow!! Delicious.. Hahaha.. Then wait for his turn to bath.. THen er rush to Eastwood to work.. Tat nite was like.. WAAAAAAAWWWW.. It is Shell Long Service Awards nite.. The title was Down Memory Lane... Haha.. talk to angmo was so suang.. hahaha.. erm.. Mostly r angmo there lor.. quite a few is Chinese.. Haha..So SUang aaa See them so high.. dance there sing there also.. Quite 'open' o tat nite.. hahaha.. angmo ma... HAhaha After work was 12 something then both of us went home.. Wa.. Tired like shit a.. After took bath then sui-gao-gao lurrr.. HAhaha..

Yesterday was soooooo tired.. muscle pain, hand pain, butt also pain, leg pain, WHOLE body pain!! arrr!! BUT when i played NO pain ler.. Hahaha.. 1st few matches i partner with david.. Hahaha.. Erm.. Won also.. Then after tat partner with Sally lor.. Hahaha.. Good~ A very nice day.. Coz keep won ma.. So happy also.. Haha.. Juz rest for a while nia within 2 hours.. Haha.. Yes!!! Stamina improve.. Everything improve.. yes.. Hahaha.. Still got one person haven compete with me a.. Haha.. So long already.. But yesterday not enough time so din lor.. Wait again lor.. Hahaha.. Next week o when lor.. Haha.. Soooooo Happy.. I will try my best to win tat match.. haha.. I dont believe i so laoya.. Hahaha..

Nite time was wonderful.. Me n dad n mum went to Auntie house to have our dinner..--Steamboat-- Hahaha.. YEAH!! i was damn happy these few days.. Hehe.. Yes!! Enjoy also.. hehehe.. I ate a lot.. Coz all r my favourite.. Coz uncle so sayang me de since i was still a children.. He bought wat i want.. But of coz i dont dare to tell him la.. Haha.. Eventhrough it is very very expensive, he also will buy for me.. Haha.. Xing fu a me.. Hehehe............


--Enjoying my single life--

YEs!!!

YES!!! FInally finally finally!!!!!!
Phew~ Finished SPM already.. Hehe.. DAmn damn damn HAPPY!!
Hmm.. Today had my LAST subject ler.. Haha.. Quite ok.. Hehe.. I m so crazy NOW.. Happy like i won RM99999999999999...... Hahaha..

Today,after my test was 12 something then went home had my fried chicken from mummy n took my bath.. Then went to parkson with geor n sylvia.. Mei mei do her hair style.. then man ning was put AEROPLANE o... Hahaha.. nvm then.. We met at McD then went to watch movie.. Funny!! Nice!! Haha.. I loVe the movie so much.. Hehe.. then we went to play SDO!! Finally i join it!! haha.. Done my promise.. Haha.. I level up within 2 hour o.. lihai ler.. Hahaha!!!!! Then happy happy lor.. hehehe.. Then went home at 5 something near 6.. Then watch tv n play wif the PSP!! hahaha.. erm.. then have dinner n took bath again then went to Boulevard with mum.. Mum bought a new shirt.. Haha.. Then plan to go to parkson again.. but there is too much ppl.. So dont wosh to go ler.. Haha.. Then go home lor.. yea.. Now here i m.. Hehehe..

I Have ONLY ONE month to complete this ALL within DECEMBER ONLY ler.. Is it possible?
Tomorrow..
1.facial in the afternoon..
2.have my hair cut..(new hair style)
3.asking for the 'future' which is next year de THINGS la..

After after after tomorrow..
1.Buy new sport shoes..
2.Playing badminton la.. Duh..
3.listen to engine..
4.car test..
5.learn how to driving..
6.violin class as usual lar..
7.lim teh with Fen..
8.Appointment with sik lung, sally n william.. (my senior & juniors)
9.Finding for a job..
10.Drawing lar.. Quite lousy ler.. like kindergarden.. Haha..
11.Learn english? but only for conversation class..
12.Buy new dresses for my cousin's wedding dinner o..
13.prepare something for my next de@r.. Yeah.. Hehe.. ^^
14.Gameling of coz la..

Oppss.. Today had a new member came to join Kiew's family o..
MyViiii.. 9822. Hehe.. mayb ChInG de o.. Hehe.. I learn 1st la.. Auto o.. So easy for me la..Remember since i was primary 6 i noe how to drive already.. Haha.. Manual o.. Don play play.. After i transfer to my new house here, i dint drive le.. haha.. So now of coz not really lihai lor.. hehe.. need learn again o.. hehehezzz... December la.. haha..

=( ChInG's Situation......=(

以為我和你　還能夠堅定
守著彼此的約定　走過幸福的痕跡
我恨我心裡　還愛著你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　誰比誰更傷心

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你

我無法逃避　還在乎你
沉溺在思念的漩渦裡　相愛不能相信

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對這悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情

錯愛你　苦了自己
慢慢累積的委屈　獨自面對悲劇
太愛你　傷了自己
害怕閉上眼睛　承受隱隱刺痛的回憶
不願困在愛恨交錯的感情　失去你
錯愛你　放棄你　太愛你　誰願意　失去你




对不起，我依然爱着你！--ChInG--

DEAL!!!!

Haha.. TOday had physics paper.. Which is the 2nd last subject.. Unfortunately the exam haven finished but I 'FINISHED' already.. Sick again..!!! DAMN!!

I m sick.. Coz i think i was sleep tooooooo late n woke up early in the morning.. Tat's WHY i get sick.. Headache!! I hate this!! Coz I cant even can think properly.. Hmm.. THe ans of the physic was make me a fool.. I was in a bad mood in the afternoon after had my paper n even i reached home.. It was raining when i went home.. I got the rain also.. Had my 5 pills again.. Sianz!! hmm..

Oh yea!! The deal things is abt the promise? of 2 of my friends.. During the break time, we was discussing the ans of the paper 1.. Then it was like.. erm erm erm.. Hahaha.. Then we suggest tat whoever get A1 then need chia McD.. Haha.. No problem!! DEAL!! I love it.. hahaha.. Last time geor n me also like tat.. But this one more serious.. Whoever get A's in SEJARAH!! Then need to chia to KL(including payment of the hotel & sunway Lagoon.. Haha..).... Come on~!! I m here waiting FOR it!! [M i dreaming?] HAhaha!!!

Hmm.. After tomorrow de CHINESE paper, WE ARE FREE!!!!! Yes!!!HAHAHa!!!

--Waiting for you~-- =)

我的男朋友~

This song is a very very very NICE!!
Xiao Ya Xuan sang it.. Enjoy it~
Meaningful~
Here the lyrics......

我失眠无聊的夜里
常常会打给你
想聊更多更多更多
你Morning Call给赖床的我
天天这样
默契好到不行
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想 怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我
你喜欢送到家门口
在电影散场后
感觉更多更多更多
你有件事想要对我说
叫我别走
却又说不出口
最近我们之间怎么改变
WO忘了一直是
好朋友昨天你突然
Kissed Me Good-bye
不知道该怎么想
不知道该怎么想
怎么想 怎么想
受不了一直不知道
OH我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我 OH YEH..
我其实想你越来越多
要你当我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你对我有什么感觉
快告诉我

Finished~!! Hehe.. =)

Hmm...... Wat can I say?

Hmm... HehezZ!! Currently sooooooooo Rude o... Haha.. Ask my frien then u noe tat i changed a lot!!! Haha.. Hmm...

Today~ Had my Chemistry paper 1 2 & 3.. Paper 1 n 3 still ok.. But paper 2 suck!! Wat the... For me, it was hard.. Mayb i lost many marks there.. Even Time also not enough for me.. Sianz dao KanasaI a... I did cry for tat stupid paper!!! Coz i CARE so muCH!!!!! Last nite slept at 12.30a.m then woke up at 5.30a.m continue for my study.. Walao e.. Quite Tired.. Study is really tired BUT working is MUCH MORE TIRED k?? Sianz a!!!! Life is so complicated!! So messy a!! I should arrange all NEW & FRESH thing SOON!! YES~!!!!!!!!!

LEFT 3 Subjects!! Bio, Phy & Chi!!!! Faster pass la... Sianz a!! Damn it!! Haha.. Planning for me n my friends is going to parkson CRAZY on WEDnesday~ Hahaha!! YES!!! Which is the day tat after our chi paper 1&2.. Haha..

[[[[[[[[Special~]]]]]]]]
wa.. Juz now read 'someone's' blog.. So enjoy.. I decide to Support 'U' FOREVER!! Haha.. Sorry, I went 'wrong place' ba.. Not my fault also.. Coz i really scared of ghost ba.. I think 'U' more kind n nice.. Will appreciate ppl with 'ur' true heart & welcomed the passed with happy happy n never argue.. Althou I heard tat 'U' not tat united la, But i think the heart is the MOST important lor.. Hehe.. Exactly Not same as me.. I m quite pity now lor.. Haha.. Totally opposite with 'U'.. 'U' there more UNITED e i think.. Me here nobody cares already.. I did try my best to co-operate but noone hiew.. Haha.. Anyway~ Forget abt tat.. Tat was PASSED.. Look Forward, guyz!! =) Achieved more, win more!!! But dont be too proud.. [my advise] hahahahaha..... GAMBATEH!!

I cant Say anything already.. Tak ada Kuasa.. I dont wan tat 'kuasa' also.. Due to it spoilt me A lot!! REMEMBER!! Noone can see the TRUE heart, or EFFort.. only FEEL it then u will FELL something really special~ =)

Time goes faster plz.. I wish to see the truth earlier bo.. =) [Quite bad ler me] Hahaha.. My words Are 'rubbish' But others Are 'Gold'.. Treasure it NOW o.. Dont regret then hate urself much more than me.. Haha.. U will Love Me after tat~ Hehe.. Time CAN really prove everything o~ Hehe..

Yup.. I sure miss u a lot.. How abt You?

Yea.. I miss you..
The hug only from you..
The day only with you..
All are so sweet..
=)
How abt You? Guessing wat u busy of these few days..
Blocking to b friends..
Lazy to b chat..
Lousy to b nerd..
Crazy to b myself..
Hahaha..
=)

HehezZ~

Haha.. Currently crazy with books BOOKs BOOKS!! Haha.. But i love it.. Coz my only way to success.. =)

Hmm.. Passed, dont wan to post it out la.. nothing special n Lazy also.. Hahaha.. Today had my add.math(favourite suj) N P.moral.. Erm.. For me, All r difficult.. I also donno why.. Mayb I m too laoya.. Haha.. Nvm then.. Talk so much here also no use.. Coz the results r depends on the examiners.. Not me!! Hahaha..

Wa.. Add math paper 1 started from 8 to 10 a.m then add. math paper 2 started at 10.30 to 1 p.m.. Called to our tuition teacher also, during the recess time.. Haha.. Not we too miss her.. Is b'coz something happen ba.. Whahaha... The moral delay to 2.30 to 5 p.m.. Hmm.. Exam also got delay de?? 1st time heard tat ler.. haha.. Damn TIRED after finished all the 3 papers for ONLY today.. Quite happy when reached home.. Dont noe y.. Haha.. Gonna crazy.. Haha.. Scream here n there also..

Ermm... Wat else.... Erm.. Still left Few subjects nia.. But so LAZY to study already le.. Play play play watch tv all the time.. Haha.. Until parents scold then juz go to study.. haha.. watever then... Hohoho.....

Juz now, after my bath n dinner, I went to lanzhong to see Shuai Ge.. Hhaha.. Aiya no la.. went to watch basketball competition la.. Haha.. Hmm.. Saw some nice guys also.. Hahaha............................... LengZai o..........Hahaha...But i dont noe who r u.. JIa YOU!! Lose nvm.. Juz try ur BEST!! GAMBATEH for next day!!

Heard tat You r happier than before..

走在熙来攘往的街头　你不再牵着我的小手
小心翼翼的将你的小指勾　泪也小心翼翼的流

有些事情你还在瞒着我　但是到现在你还是没开口
淡淡一句　还是朋友　撕裂的心　犹如刀割

知道分手后你也不会难过　你也比从前快乐了许多
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口呢？
过往的欢乐是否褪色　我也不知道 想问你怎么舍得让我这么难过

祝福你~！！ 再见~！！记得要幸福快乐~！！
〈不管你有没有别人。。我都不打扰你了。。〉


GOOD BYE MY LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!
=')

ModEl Of The Year~!! Whahaha!! [Single life!!]

The Model?? Of the Year?? Hahaha.....

Haha.. Yea.. Tat's ME!! Happy ChInG~ No worries, Friends.. I cheer up alwayz..

Success to escape from the PAIN!! New Life is Appear!! Yeah!!


Why i said so??
Because currently i Sleep at 12 to 1 a.m.....
For my revision..
Since i was so sick, But i still never give up..
I will try my all best to achieve my best result..
Today, the Trial results was out..
Not really happy with my English, P.Moral, Chem s' mark..
Quite disappointed.. Coz din get A's..
Others quite ok...!! Surprise with my Chinese result.. HAha..
So Happy!! Can score my Chinese in A's.. Muaks!!
Hmm.. Recently, Fever,flu,cough,vomit n headache is accompany with me..
Really suffering a.. Hmm.. Medicine was finished(to eat).. But sick haven gone!! Haha..
Nvm~! I will study study n study until the exams finished.. Hehe..
Except i die then i wont study lor.. Haha..



Juz an ordinary gals..
Simple n easy.. Haha..

God also cry for us??

Phew~ Finally finished the Bm, Sej n Bi subject.. Monday was damn sick.. Went to consult by Dr. Yong.. Wait there for one n the half hour.. Wa.. Really tired.. I studied in my car when waiting for the calling.. I did study the sej.. Wa.. But i dont noe la.. Sainz!! Erm.. Then i felt so cold at night cant even walk properly.. Felt like i was dead.. My skin also very pain.. Unfortunately the next day have my 1st day of SPM examination.. But wat can i do?? Headache like HELL!!! Wat the.. Cant even memories wat i had studied... not pretty but it is really PITY!!!! Imagine when u have a very important test then u fall sick seriously.. How terrible izzit.. Wa... I really cant stand it..

Midnight, i cant even sleep n woke up at 2 something.. I woke my parents up n told them i was headache!! Really pain.. It gonna burst!! I dont noe whether it is too stress o wat.. My brain n around my ears was full of 'SAINS N TECHNOLOGY'.. wat the.. I tot i was getting crazy.. Mum keep ask me wat i wan to do.. I juz keep shacked my head.. I m so sorry to my parents tat din let u have a nice sleep.. N worrying abt me whole nite.. Accompany me.. Only have 2 hours nap.. SORRY..

The next day.. Have my exams lor.. Vomit in the early morning.. N I have my flu, fever, headache n cough with my 1st exam day.. Now + one more which is my 'sexy sound'.. Haha.. Everyone laugh at me.. Haha.. I felt happy tat finally these difficult subjects was PASSED!! yes!! now i m scared of one more Bm sub which is P.M... I dint care abt the Bm sub coz i dont use it in my future.. So happy abt tat.. [My Life n My Future R ALL in my HAND!! Haha..] I noe wat i m going to do abt my studies n everything except love thing.. Haha.. Not really trust ppl right now.. Haha.. Sorry guys~

Erm.. Today had my English paper 1 n 2.. quite ok.. But the sej DAMN hard for me.. Even god also crying for us.. HAha.. I m thinking too much i noe.. But i try the best to not think la.. Hahahahaha!! This morning woke up so early n slept on the sofa.. Headache!!!!!!!!!!!! Really hate it already.. Haiz.. Suffering!! Bothering!! My 1st tears drip down when mum asked me how is my preparation of my sej.. I cried.. Coz i m not ready yet due to the evil headache!!!!!

Now~ Erm.. Still the same.. But the headache not tat serious le.. Still can tahan.. HAha.. happy also i can put down all the thing slowly.. =) Thankz to my best frien ever,Mei Fen to encourage me n give me direction where should i go n wat should i do.. Thankz!!

Pizza Hut!! Fartini!! Coffee bean!! secret recipe!! N etc etc!!! I will come after the EXAM!! HAha.. The approval from my mummy~ Now no mood to enjoy 1st.. Whahaha!! Here i come to shopping with u all friendz~

Aha.. The promise btwn me n geor.. If whoever got A in sej, then need to chia going for KL sunway lagoon+air ticket+hotel fees.. Haha.. But i tell u IMPOSSIBLE!! whahaha!!!

Courage let me say it out...

1st i m very sorry to a guy called vin tat i post this special post without his noes, approve n agree... But this is really came out from my heart.. =) For my own good, i scared it will influence my exams, so i should tell it out.. Sorry, i m too selfish..

We noe each others in August 2008.. Which is the day tat we gave a surprise birthday party for him at Taman Awam Miri.. Took pic,talking n playing altogether.. These r really a fun day.. But i apologize tat i need to go home early tat nite.. Abt 9.30p.m i think.. Abt 11++ i think u all went home n we have our 1st MSN chatting.. It was something happened tat nite so u should go out in the heavy rain.. I was worrying coz it is very dangerous.. I noe u tried ur best n wish to search it back.. I understand.. Start this day, we start to message.. --caring abt u--

Nearly 1 week, i had falling in love to him.. HAiz.. So our relationship start in sept... Yea.. he did his part n work hard in his studies with his effort.. Did his assignment until midnight.. I m really sorry tat i was disturbing him so much.. But I understand him tat when he is doing anything, he dont wish ppl to disturb him like massage him like tat.. But i did something tat very wrong.. I message him when he is very busy.. Sorry.. When i m not in mood, u care abt me.. cheer me up everytime..

Actually I understand.. So told u tat i never angry abt tat.. I need ur support also.. Of coz i did support u.. But when the times tat i really need u, u suggest to leave me.. It is so sudden.. I never angry u whenever u din find me o watsoever.. coz at least i noe u r busy.. I treat u as my Mr.right.. The promise, our future.......... I think there is something misunderstanding btwn.. I dint blame anyone.. I din hate u.. N i remember today is day no. 61 tat suffering in love.. In this very short period of love.. I think there is some others reason.. But i might thinking too much also.. Juz wish to have an actual ans.. =) I din mean to bother u.. So i din find u quite long time.. Dont wish to see ur sad n the bothered face.. Not handsome o.. hehe..

I noe i should put down.. But b4 tat, i should have settle n noe everything in detail.. So.. I might find u after ur exams.. Dont wish to bother u in ur studies.. I understand tat uni is not tat easy to score.. I learnt many things from u also.. =)

Lastly, I wish we can still be friend like b4.. I think it is not tat difficult since it was passed for mostly one month ago.. Dont be enemy.. Not good for both of us also.. I wont appear in front of u anymore.. Because of u.. I gave up to go back n giving u guyz a really bad image tat day.. Sorry.. I noe I shouldn't go there which is not my place anymore.. I will go to another place which nobody noes.. I will disappear in ur life.. Dont worry.. Juz give me a day to talk to u then enough.. Wish u all the best in ur coming exam n have ur better life.. I prefer u happy than me myself.. I sad nvm.. If u dont like my annoying i understood.. Hate me nvm.. =) BUT U muz be the happiest guy in this world.. Support u always n wish u can find someone tat suit to u n better than me.. Happy alwayz no matter wat had happen.. =) Remember tat no frown in ur life.. hehe..

I dont k who hate me o bad mouthing behind me.. Coz i learnt how to accept already.. =) I experience both success n failure in year 2007 & 08.. I had grown up already.. Cant be so mean le.. I wish they can tell me directly so tat i have a chance to change myself.. Not to do the same thing in my future.. =)

(Endless story btwn..)

Juz for EngDauKia, vin.. Haha.. SORRY!!

==ChInG For3veR==

My way~

I think i should be..................

I m now having a new knowledge n a different way of looking at life!!
I have been discourteous to my elders n my friends but only b'coz they do not understand my problems.. They found it is difficult to accept the changes in me.. Now I cannot return to my old way of my life completely b'coz I had CHANGED!!

I came home n felt more confident to myself.. I m wiser n have learnt many new things.. I m no longer afraid of others n the differences btwn ppl.. I m now less easily fooled by clever talks.. I believe in good things of coz.. Moreover, I m now more tolerant than ppl who have never been abroad.. Now I want to share my NEW knowledge wif others..

I will not make demands tat r against my own principles.. I have learnt to choose n make comparisons.. wat is important n wat is not.. Wat i should put down n wat i should still handle it.. Wat should i do n wat i cant.. I really dont wish ppl said bad abt me.. N Spoil my image.. Coz i CARE!! BUT.. I cant control ppl's mouth.. I cant stop them also..

I wish i have a NEW n FRESH LIFE next year in my uni.. No more such things happen to me.. N i wan to let ppl pop out their eyes.. Look tru my heart.. How I treat ppl With my true heart n fulfilling.. Really a BIG step for me next year.. Really a New NEw NEW life!! (Sometime really dont noe how to describe my feeling in words.. So, juz feel it.. then u will understand the purpose tat i do..)

Now i m able to argue n with reason.. But i m still HUMBLE n RESPECTFUL..
I m not a new person n I m not really different from You.. I m not afraid of the challenges of the future n my coming SPM examinations.. I m the same as you but i have been freed from narrow ways.. I have become independent n this is really my true self.. ChInG For3ver!!

Fantastic Day~

Today, i din go school... So woke up at 8a.m.. Went to tuition at 9.15a.m.. Haha.. I prepared breakfast for myself.. then took a bath of coz.. So late again.. HAha....

After tuition, we all (form 5 students) have a gathering for the last? haha... RRss combine with Chung Hua n Datuk or st.Co... I dont noe la.. Nearly 20+ ppl.. Haha.. Teacher had reserved the seat yesterday.. So not need too rush.. Reached there abt 12.20 like tat, then go find our seat.. haha.. Hmm.. me n my another frien go to have a walk at ground floor there.. Then go back to have our lunch.. Haha..

Nearly 1 p.m something, The 3 guys from rrss which is my classmate, they went to play DOTA.. Haha.. Then me n another 2 friends go walk walk again lor.. Haha.. buy something also.. Then they went tapao makan.. I went to toilet.. Haha.. I saw my 3 partners of RRSSB.. 2 guys with a girl.. But they din see me la.. haha.. then i went to popular alone to buy a story book.. Haha.. cost RM19.90.. I have no money.. bankrupt already.. hahaha... I will earn some in my coming holiday.. Whahaha!! now i left 10 ringgit in my wallet nia... Haiz.. Poor a... Oh ya.. my 2 friends find me at popular also.. Then they go home le.. I walked alone in the speedy.. Hmm.. got nice movie o!! But i have no money to buy a.. Haha..

Mum picked me at 2++ p.m.. Wa... Parkson changed le o.. The straight way can only go direct into the basement.. So blur.. Haha.. Then i have my facial as usual.. Abt 4.45p.m.. Reached home played ps2 with my cousin then have our dinner outside.. Haha.. Quite a happy day today.. Thankz Friends!!! I m now got the mood to continue study le.. YEAH!! haha..

Study is my only things can do right now.. Controlling controlling n controlling.. Hmmm.....

<我的快乐，会回来吗？>
--Transparent glass forever--

=哭笑不得=

Today which is my add.math n chemistry trial exam......

Morning had my paper 1 of add.math.. I dont noe how to do mostly 20 marks!!! so i waste the marks lor.. Then break time got frien came n find me.. they r asking.. My tears nearly drop down.. But i CONTROLLED it.. I dont noe wat's wrong to me.. ='( I didnt so many mistakes but last mins i correct them.. Haiz... Next week is real SPM already.. Still like this.. I was so down n even wan to go n punch the door already.. But i din.. So sad!!!!! U ever see stupid gal like this b4??? Here i m..

Then chemistry paper1!!! So damn crazy.. Brain gonna burst... I m so sad...!!!!! But a things made me so HAPPY this moment.. Haha.. georgina came to my class n find me.. Haha.. She passed to me something.. My birthday present from her sister!! Hahaha... So surprise actually.. it is called belated birthday? Haha.. Watever.. I love it also.. Thankz so so much that u noe n remember me.. Haha.. Primary 6 suang lor.. Finished UPSR already.. Hahaha.. Congraz to u also... Hmm.. But when u going secondary i m going other place already.. Haha.. =) next time go ur house in the coming holiday lor.. hahaha..... So happy then..

After tat, i went back n continue have my revision.. Add.math paper was coming.. Oh man!!! Sianz a!! I question got a,b,c inside then got 1 2 3 including also... I did so many paper.. But I lost 20+ marks!! ='( cant finished on time!! Some questions came out from score-A.. But i juz done few sets only.. ='( so unlucky a me!!

Today really dont noe happy o sad... Heard tat 2molo RRSSB start practice le.. ^^ Should i go back tomorrow? Hehe.. So miss it bo... Hmm... Whether i can go back o not.... Haiz...... Scared...... Jia you in coming performance!!! I support u guys alway.. Muakz!! =) sell many many things during food fair.. Haha.. Sorry, I cant attend n join u guys~ Forgive me.......................

Here it is!!!

Haha!! A present from primary 6 Princess...

I noe u like princess princess.. Haha!!

yea.. She wrote HAPPY BIRTHDAY there...
HAha.. This is wat make me happy when i see it!! It faces very funny..
No worries ya.. I like it so much n i will happy always, smile always...

Ermm..

She wrote a cute 'poem'?

Hahaha.. Hare she said,

天天开心，每天在每一秒都要微笑。

也不会有人说你傻笑，

只是说你傻掉！！

Haha.. Sweet.. Anyway, thankz a lot n nice to meet you..!!

Currently~

Hmm.. These days busying k the books n tuition!!

Only rest during i m online or updated my blog.. =)

Add.math set paper.. Everyone said my handwriting KaNaSai..

But i think ok le.. Coz i should train myself to write fast fast o..

Later when i go uni slower than ppl then mafan lor.. hahaha!!

Timing myself for finishing the paper on time..

Took it when having a short break.. Really tired already.. ='(

Still continue.. Thinking thinking.. my brain gonna burst!!!!

Add.math is very important for me.. Coz i need it in my future!! Jia you!!

yea.. Quite long din't find him already.. erm.. Nearly one month.. =) i cant drop any comments or test to him.. Coz i dont wish he felt uncomfortable when he read it.. So juz post it in my personal blog here.. =) Wish his study successfully n have a Best result in his coming exams... Dont always misunderstanding n wondering b4 u get something o noe it truly.. --All The Best For You!!-- May god bless You~! I dint disturb ur life since tat day! =) I finally did IT!! So proud to myself.. Erm.. Wish u have ur better life ever!! Miss you n love you!! 57 days today.. Hehe..

--Time WILL prove everything--

=)

Last Day~!! ='(

Yea.. Tonight is our last day for tuition.. ='(

I feel so sad also.. Friends there also.. Hmmm...

N the teachers..

This is the pic tat took with my teacher after the tuition juz now..

She so beautiful n kind.. =)

Introduction of the pic.. from left is chung hua student, my classmate, my teacher then ME..

Teacher, I wont let u disappointed in my studies.. =)

No worries ya... --Happy--

Do you EVER listen to this SPECIAL songs??

Our country’s biggest thing is SPM

Many people thinking it’s a stupid exam

But what we’re gotta do is to cram cram cram

Last minute or not it’s a sickening scam
No time to be playing or singing this song

Cos if you’re doing it it’s so damn wrong

The time to be studying is so damn long

No time to be jamming which is where we belong
Chorus:

SPM

No one cares

If you faint or cry or die in pain

SPM

And (but) they sayIf you don’t do well you’ll die of shame

SPM

Do they know

How we feel inside the stress of

SPM

Can we go

To some other place where there’s no SPM
Whether you love it or you hate it you’ve got to take the thing

Everyone’s pushing you to win win win

You can’t look at books cos that’s called cheating

And the man with most A1’s is called the king
So it’s called success if you get the pretty A’s

How about love and friends do they have no place?

After secondary school we’re gonna go our separate ways

Can’t we spend more time together maybe just a few days?
Bridge:

Ministry of Education

Why put us through all this pain

This overload of informatio

nAt the end what do we gain?

Grab it From my education website.. Which helped my a lot!! =)

Recently.....

I m the bear bear...... Yea!! I sure miss u a lot..!!

Now i m going to face my SPM examinations!!

I m ready to fight for it..

All The Best to ChInG!!!!!

=)

O.o --Nice-- [Part 1]

Today, I become a robot AGAIN!! ='(

Morning woke up at 8++, coz very very tired.. Then after bath, eat my breakfast.. Go tuition.. Finished at 12p.m.. Back bone felt uncomfortable.. Slightly pain.. Sit too long already.. Hmm.. But i still 'geng' until the end... When i reached home, i cant have a rest.. coz i have an appointment at pustaka with my friend.. She helped me to look for a seat.. So i rush there after my lunch with few mins.. I really sleepy n tired.. But i cant sleep in the public k?? haha.. later ppl saw tat not nice ba.. then i take my book n sit back coz dont wan to hurt my back bones already.. scared something wrong inside also.. =( Hmm.. Then we studied until 5p.m coz of some method, so she went home earlier.. At 5, i went home then helped mum to do some house works, take bath n have my dinner continuously.. I have No time to have a rest until now can sit in front of the comp busy typing again.. Then i went to tuition at 6 to 9p.m.... --TIRED!!--

O.o --Nice-- [part 2]

NICE!!!!!

This is something tat very new n nice from my mummy..

It is really nice, mum!! Muakz~

(Cabbage.. Inside got meat,seafood n many 'kah-cang' haha..)

This is another view..... =)

But we only can eat one piece each of us.. Coz 1st time do it.. But will have 2nd time SOON!! YEAH!! I like it!! =)

My exam days!! --so bad-- ='(

These few days.. I m damn bother!! Stress!!

Remember tat day i have my biology test on the next day.. i mean trial.. I studied of coz.. turn my reference book here n there.. Unfortunately i saw something.. I noe tat was passed.. Until today, it still keep in my mind.. I wish to cry.. but i tell myself i CANT... I saw a name tat 'modified' by me.. I was so down until now.. Everyday wan to k my books.. need to study.. but my mind was.... Full of 'tat'.. I dont noe how.. I dont noe why.. I m so moody after i saw it.. heart was really PAIN.. Just like the previous me.. With tears everyday.. I cant do anything with this kind of feeling.. This is not i wan to.. I scared this kinda things will influence my coming examination which is very very very important for me.. I did try my best everyday, every papers...

God, plz help me to clean my mind.........!! Plz!!!! unless there is another choice.................. But i prefer choice the next choice.....

Physics paper 2 no.8 was make me a fool!!! I so stupid.. Cant remember wat is tat force.. I was thinking of another similar formulae.. Damn!! Wat happen to me?? Haiz.. Disappointed to myself..

Chinese paper was really HOPELESS today.. I cant even read carefully.. Coz of my terrible mood.. So i juz write write then fall asleep on the table..

My vertebral column is really pain.. ='( Seriously!!! Should i go n have a consult or juz let it be? I m so sianz with this kinda things.. I think i sit too long on the chair when i had my revision n my test..... AaaarrrggggG!!!!! PAIN!!!! ='(

HappY BirthdaY!! --26 Oct 2008--

Edited by Ann.. Haha.. Cool~

When jane n lin preparing the birthday cake in the kitchen..

Haha.. Me n Ann was playing with the comp? haha..

A piece of cake.. Haha.. Jane cut it for me..

A birthday cake.. Haha..
It is a pizza.. Love to eat pizza..
Which is in mushroom favour..
Top r candles la.. Haha.. 17 years old.. YEAH!!

But this held at krokop 10... N it is on 25 oct 2008..........

A night with my 'REAL' smile n 'LAUGH' from my true HEART

=)

I'm 17 Years old!!

Yeah!! today is 26 oct 2008!! Which is my birthday!! Haha.. Erm..

I wish.......
Firstly, i wish i can get 3 more wishes......
-1st, i WISH i can target in my this coming SPM examination..
-2nd, i WISH my family n i will healthy n happy everyday juz same as now then enough.. Wish i wont get sick during the exams.. n tomorrow my headache will gone!!
-3rd, which is my last wish.. I WISH i will success in learning how to give up a thing? or a person?N also not thinking too much as wat my Friend said... Haha..

tat's all.............. =)

*i will update the 'events' tat happened last nite which is Sat nite*

CHing Busy wor.. >.<

Hehe.. Last night cant blogging.. Haha.. Fighting with my moral.. Hmm.. Nobody win.. Draw lor.. haha.. Coz result haven out.. so i dint noe.. But i m really not satisfied with my ans.. I answered it with unsure.. How? nvm then.. I will fight until the END!! This is my 1st trial n my last one.. So.. Juz work hard hard n hard!!

I m DAMN STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cut my hair luuuuuu~!! HAhaha.. Not bad~
Pimples also GONE!! YEAH!!!!! Muakz.. -Derm 10 the perfect skincare forever~-

Currently busy!!

--Schedule for these coming few days--

Friday which is today, I have my FIRST test.. Pendidikan moral.. From 8.00a.m to 10.30a.m.. then go home lor.. Ermm... this afternoon have my add.math tuition.. From 3.00p.m to 6p.m i think.. Coz no transport also.. so need to wait wait n wait lor.. Hmm... then i need to go to my friend's house for revising our B.m n sej... Which is my nightmare!! Haha.. I will work hard!!! No worries.. at least get credits!!! I dont k....

Tomorrow~Saturday......
Morning dont noe got tuition o not.. Heard tat it is public holiday.. Dont noe who birthday.. Agong? or me? Hahaha.. no lar.. i dont noe.. Erm.. if i have tuition then as usual lor.. from morning 9 to 12.. Then have my extra class for chemistry.. It is from 12.30p.m to 3p.m.. Huh?? How abt my lunch?? eat grass liao lor.. Sianz.. See 1st la.. Hmm.. then mayb i go home n have a rest lor.. Night time, few of my friends decided to come to my house.. I agreed with it.. But i juz received a news tat cousin's house got BBQ e.. Wa.. Hmmm... Why everytime like tat wor?? no idea bo.. Juz skip the BBQ la.. wat to do? Happy tat noone will stay at home lor.. Hahaha.. Hey!! It is OUR World!! Play until crazy lor..... Haha.. I sure they dont come back so early de lar.. Hahaha!!! Yes!!!

Sunday~
Which is my birthday!! BUT!! I stay alone this year.. B'coz exams is around the corner.. Morning as usual, helping parents for working.. then afternoon parents r going to work.. so ALONE at home.. but muz be study.. haha.. Nite time, parents stay there to have wedding dinner so i eat grass AGAIN!! wat the... Birthday day also so pity de... sianz.. Hmm... See 1st la.. Still long way to go.. it is tomorrow de tomorrow ba.. see la..

Monday, I have exams lor.. Parents going Kuching also... :'( Haiz haiz.. I should face this all things myself!!! :'(

--Will updated the process again--
Draft only la this one~